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Diary + Pluggnb Vol.5

erica kane (laevs)

@jkjmetasco

why u leaving me around
bro put em in da ground
yea i feel like wokeups
i’m boutta frag out
no i don’t talk 2 much
and she got tattoos bruh
i’m going back 2 much
snakes up in my grass
why u think u getting past
they know me in da trap
hated on me in da past
my cup got 2 much blood
my closet got 2 much stuff
my money got too much, too much
no u don’t mean nothing yo us
yuh, like that in da drugs, like that in da drugs
yea, u my blood, yea, u my blood
like that in da drugs, like that in da drugs
bro, knocked off
we up above
we do a lot
percs and da lines
she like horoscopes, she like what’s yo sign
feel like it’s tenchu
blade on my side
yea, u my blood, yea, u my blood
like that in da drugs, like that in da drugs
yea, u my blood, yea, u my blood
like that in da drugs, like that in da drugs

tenchu (andi2k xankoma)

keeping on dancing p. xamwrldxo

i been so numb pills got me fucked up
yeah she a soulja baby come over 
stuck in my head yeah, i feel so dead yuh

we keep on dancing yuh, you a blessing too
we dancing too, the music oh
i die so slow, we moving slow
i wanna go on, i wanna come home

please dont go
she hate me i know
fuck im so gone
yeah high as fuck on these drugs
i did you wrong it dont change nun at all
yeah i lied its all my fucking fault 
you need to heal from all the pain i caused
fuck yeah i feel the lost 
if i die yeah whats the cost
if i sacrifice whats the cost 
nail me down yeah to the cross
i feel dead its all my fault 
so many missed calls
put my brains on the wall
i miss myself, my old old self
sister give me help
my mom couldnt help 
my dad couldnt help 
its all myself 
if i betray myself no one will come to help 
if i die right now who gon call to check on me

keep on dancing prod. xam

@jkjmetasco

i’m in da 6, ovo
bro got a drac, ovo
crying 2 u but u don’t know
i know i mess up, bare with me
i got an animal, a bear with me
say u up then u gotta show it
i’m getting money but u don’t know it
send me dat song then i ignore it
let me up dis shit again
no these people ain’t my friend
srt when u turn again
why u talking about me i don’t wanna hear it
i’m wit chaosysl, he made da beat yea
i did a lotta shit i can’t repeat yea
everyday my phone on dnd yea
idk why u wanna play wit me yea
i know everyday i would cry to sleep
in a dark room
wait, no it’s not cool
bro, he a knockoff
i got a pole like a dancer
let me stay out
better close the door on the way out
i was down but i had a way out
hoe ass nigga i don’t play round
swing like a playground
they just hate me how i’m doing well
ik bro still up in dat cell
ik that i only got myself
i’m in dat cat, im wit ya broad
i’m on a plane, going abroad
singing to u like camp rock
nigga bloody like a tampon

drake (chaosysl)

n she wanna feel sum
ysl on my shit yea
i can’t die i already won
i can’t die i already won
bad ass hoe wanna blow me up
they putting me on da podium
they like to feel my feng shui
write me dat script like essay
singing to u jus like dat girl
i was down bad, i couldn’t live like dat girl
i can’t stand da way dat u act girl
i’m wit cjay, getting paid
lying 2 my face, ion play
if i gotta drop a song then it gotta bang
if i got dat drac, then i gotta bang yuh
kick dis shit down feel like lui kang, yuh
ion like 2 bank less im at da bank
and im going up bcuz we not da same
i do what i want, u do what u can yea
we gotta wipe him up, we jus hit a stain yea
they wanna clone my sound, they wanna duplicate it
they wanna do it like me, lemme demonstrate it
yea doing something
she wanna play wit my emotions
lemme put da shit in motion
u can’t be my hoe bitch
talking to u, u don’t notice 
she wanna be my lady
singing to u like steve lacy

unrequited love (heycjay)

Kill bill x kynlary p jkjmetasco

viyah - bug me

Stanya9 (kojo Jalen Symelz)

Starlights, Startlgihts
late nights
car rides
i feel like all we do is fight
tell me what youre going through 
i know that i understand you
all we do is throw fits
girl tell me that youre worth it...

doin waht got nun to say
i got nun to say
when you tell me yea leave ts it made me insane
i dont wanna stop everyone tell me to stop
contemplating with a glock
get my robe on and my scythe too
youre times up i just gotta slice you
red eyes..
i just got my sharigan
sorry .... I know that it hurts..
fuck this music shit i swear its a curse
hit me where it hurts
i said fuck my dad too..

sorry babyyea im northside..
i just wanna die im sorry the cocaine i cant feel my eyes..
just give me a  drink i dont need no ice.
tell me this shit striahgt ion need the lies
ion need the lies..
ion got the time
i tell you its alright
everything is not alright.. </3





thelosinghope (marilynworse)

I'm in the ring I gotta win, because I struggle hard when I look in the mirror. I can't stand my reflection, I punched a wall and I saw blood I'm needing help bruh. I cut myself I cut so hard I'm needing help bruh. I’m stitched together, with sorrow and with shame. Each scar a story, each cut links to a name. Since I was 12 shit hasn't been the same, she’s calling me, she called me by my name.

You're being passive aggressive to me, like while u don't even fucking know me. You always try to be bitch and offend me, like how tf would you do that to me. You can't be surprised when I take a distance, when I was like 12 I'd take blades from the kitchen. And then I ended up w wrong friends, ended up w wrong drugs. Bro I was like 17 when someone called my phone up, she was on the train tracks crying. Everyday I think bout giving up and dying, used to get bullied I was scared to go to school: you're tryna baby me yea u look like a fool.

I know we bleed the same blood but that don't me that we're close , I've seen way too fucking much I'm traumatized yea we know. I almost lost my life last year I wanted to go, popped too many pills last year I had to stop that. I was on like 5 drugs bitch I almost died there, will I ever get love? Bro I'm so damaged. Yea these bitches wanna talk bro for my body, but who is gon be here for me when I need somebody? I just want someone to hug me. I just want someone to hold me, I just want someone to tell me I'll be okay.

I know you see me smile too fucking much but I've never been okay... I can't believe I've been betrayed, nothings ever been the same. Yea these friends they come and go, all my friends have gone away. I think I'll stay in my bedroom, and make my music today. Yea my body's full of cuts: I think that I'm out of luck, I think that I'm out of luck, I think that I'm out of luck. 

I don't know who to trust, I'm too paranoid. I don't know who to trust I'm too paranoid. 

I'm in the ring I gotta win, because I struggle hard when I look in the mirror. I can't stand my reflection, I punched a wall and I saw blood I'm needing help bruh. I cut myself I cut so hard I'm needing help bruh. I’m stitched together, with sorrow and with shame. Each scar a story, each cut links to a name. Since I was 12 shit hasn't been the same, she’s calling me, she called me by my name.

Hi-chew (Jovan)

Kkaine