BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

Am I A Freak W Bunii

cupid

PRODUCED/Composed by @LYFELXSS + @horizon-409682975

MIXED AND MAASTERED BY @LYFELXSS

LYRICS:
back then, thought my feelings wouldn't change
And the thought course in my brain
Every moment's not the same
The same, I know

hate the thought of losing control
And all the shit I had to do, on my own
go

I'm not sorry
The way you left me by myself at this party

Felt a connection for a sec only hardly
In the end, I'm still alone
Don't have a place where I could go
And I'm stuck here like a ghost

back then, thought my feelings wouldn't change
And the thought course in my brain
Every moment's not the same
The same, I know

Just losing control
And all the shit I had to do, on my own 
go

GHOST 幽霊

baby

prod sickboi


Never see my point of view
Take it far away i never wanna stay
You tell them things that were never true
Don't know why you did that all over again
I waited a while for you to change again
This could be the end i never wanna leave but
You act so vile its pushing me away
Wasted away i take it one day at a time
To calm my mind your dulling my days
I don't feel ok

Never see my point of view
Got me messing up inside my head
Hoping I'm forever dead
I know you changed me for the better
But you that it still hurts
Took my presence for granted
Now I'm left here and cursed
Oh you made me fall a foul And now your gone
Don't know why Don't know why
Stab me in the bitter times
Shoot me till i cross my eyes
And its ok if it don't work out why
That is just my point of view

Never see my point of view
Take it far away i never wanna stay
You tell them things that were never true
Don't know why you did that all over again
I waited a while for you to change again
This could be the end i never wanna leave but
You act so vile its pushing me away

Point Of View ft. heybinji (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

Prod. Horizon
Never wanna lose 
But it seems like every time i do 
Feeling all the walls fall down
All this wasted love 
I hate your guts
Didn't think you cared anyway 
All i tried to do was keep you safe

Now your gone 
Washed up like the ocean 
Like everything you did just break my heart
Feeling my whole body fall apart
Down I'll never feel the same 
Toying with my brain 
Never ever trust again
You treat me like a bastard 
Don't know what your after 
I think about it time and time
Sometimes i just wished you died
In my head get the fuck out of my head
Hearing all your words deteriorate 
I can never run away from fate 

Your word cut into my skin 
But i can never let you in 
I know that you want me again 
But your just another sin
Corrupting my brain 
I might go insane 

Never wanna lose 
But it seems like every time i do 
Feeling all the walls fall down
All this wasted love 
I hate your guts
Didn't think you cared anyway 
All i tried to do was keep you safe

Wasted (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

prod sickboi
I swear your voice runs through my mind
I'll give it time but there's no way that ill be fine
Is wanting you back such a crime
And I'll be waiting here for you to decide
And I've been waiting so long
And you've been dodging my calls
Feel like I'm such a screw up 
And I'm nothing at all

She took my heart away
Your feelings are all fake
Were out of time okay
I want to off myself today.
Giving it my all one last shot
Before I'm buried in the floor left to rot 
You know its burning in my core till i die
Oh baby i loved you but you make me feel so numb
You said you hate my guts, still holding on I feel dumb
Was you ever really worth it You're doing this on purpose 
I really think you lost yourself.

I swear your voice runs through my mind
I'll give it time but there's no way that ill be fine
Is wanting you back such a crime
And I'll be waiting here for you to decide
And I've been waiting so long
And you've been dodging my calls
Feel like I'm such a screw up 
And I'm nothing at all

I'm nothing at all

I'm a mess up, a mess up

Im A Mess Up (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

Hate the world and wish for a pony girl because that's all I've ever wanted
https://www.instagram.com/makeeverydayhalloween/

Lyrics:
Keep a knife for surgery, cut apart her angel wings
Skinny girls come fuck with me, I wanna see your ribcage
Halloween is everyday, keep it pushing through the pain
Wanna die up on the stage, and go out as a star

You can be my pony girl, I could really change your life
We can be together, and I’ll keep you as a basement bride
Tearing through like every night, Cutter cut em every time
Really hate my life, but I’m hoping it gets better

And when I’m wrapped in tether
My one trick girl always makes it better
Thick and thin, we come out together
Hide out in the barn, wait out the weather

And when you’re all alone
On your own two feet far away from home
You can count on me, I just hope you know
I always mean well, and i got no bad bones

And when you’re all alone
On your own two feet far away from home
You can count on me, I just hope you know
I always mean well, and i got no bad bones

Tear apart her arteries, hate what we’ve come to be
I don’t know, how we’ll make it out of fantasy

MAKE EVERYDAY HALLOWEEN 2025, Forever lost in the folktale 

Pony Girl

bangers and mash prod me  (FIRST DAY OF SNOA-MAS)

(Brucely)
19
I do everything 🙂
if u lookin for my rap and plugg -> @hatebrucely!

Wasted (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

Bruxely!