why cant i talk? why cant i speak? why cant i keep up convos? why am I like this? what is wrong with me? im a horrible person. im no good at anything. why?

listened to this on repeat the whole gym sesh

lyrics: After 16 years I still don't feel like I have company And every time I get close to achieving ridding of my loneliness, I push everyone away It's overwhelming having people around you when you're so used to being alone, it's so hard to feel like you have no space But at the same time its so overwhelming, the feeling of loneliness When you don't try to reach out and whеn you don't have people suffocating you at еvery moment I feel stuck at every moment, I wish with everything inside of me that I could find a balance A balance where I, Connor Holt VanDyke, no longer feel alone But I always feel lost in a sea of eyes Hoping at every moment for a chance at hiding And I wish and I pray every single day that I could murder this soul inside of me In search for a new one, just to have a chance at a new day A new day where I don't feel so alone A new day where everyone loves me A new day where I feel comfortable to speak (a new day) where I can breathe Just for once A new day

emptiness

Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)

Joy Again - Looking Out For You (Slowed + Reverb)

YKWIM (slowed)

Check out my Spotify playlist that's full of similar songs 💚
(https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7DlB6lYSYQb8LFrHxusoQq?si=5db02e7dcb0c42e0)
Song: Mac Demarco - For The First Time 🎶
Credit goes to the owner of the music (@mac-demarco-official)
(*I only slowed the audio)

Mac Demarco - For The First Time (slowed + reverb)

Jugaste y Sufri (Slowed+Doomer wave)

Nothing Happened At All by Take care

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𝙨𝙚𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧 - 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙮 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙘𝙖𝙥 (𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡) // 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙪𝙥

song - dream by salvia palth 

salvia palth Spotify link ~ https://open.spotify.com/artist/0pg0Zm8FsGAYy5kdHuBnSo?autoplay=true&source_application=google_assistant

photo by u/racc_d on r/LiminalSpace :)

𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚’𝙨 𝙖 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬

killswitch lullaby (slowed to perfection)

Duster - Stars Will Fall (Slowed)

yqnxo : Insomnia x  SkyChaser - 104.5 SKY FM Middle Part

Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/lochhaven_inanotherlife

released via @listen24seven

Watch on Youtube: 
https://youtu.be/BDf0HngLDU8

see you in heaven - single

see you in heaven

Stream

shock videos (2nd part only)

Chris Petra - Forevermore (slowed).mp3

Links

harmony

many sad crumbs

“Sun Sets” is an instrumental piece I wrote while processing my grandfather’s passing. It’s built on guitar and piano with some ambient textures, and to me it feels like the journey of a spirit, gently returning home. Hope it brings some peace to whoever listens. 


#instrumental #ambient #guitar #piano #soundscape #emotional #meditative #healing #spiritual

shock videos (2nd part only)

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