Fatherless Behavior

Flow In My Mind

It Feels So Wrong

This is my new song "I WANT IT BACK" that gives a post punk style with an energetic chorus that will have you screaming at the top of your lungs. From late night drives to bedroom cleaning, take the feeling, the emotion, the love.. and let it out.

I WANT IT BACK

A "free person" can refer to someone who is not enslaved and enjoys personal, civil, and political liberty. It can also describe someone who is not bound by external constraints, obligations, or fears, such as a person who is emotionally free or independent. Historically, the term "freeman" denoted a person with full rights and privileges in a city or borough. 

mannequins (prod. neverl0se)

蘿蔔絲 luóbosī—Carrot Shreds, was one of my nicknames. In a time of even more distance to the political tendencies in China, growing totalitarianism, new cult of personality, and saber rattling, you start to wonder what is left of your intercultural dreams. My blurry hopes and experiences got exorcised into shreds to dissolve in the full consciousness of my own stupidity. Moooncake-shaped piece with a wrapper—Beijing Opera from Hell—and a central song. It was directly inspired by artist Yan Jun (yanjun.bandcamp.com) and three performances I was part of in 2007, under the name of 馬恩列斯毛 (ma-en-lie-si-mao; Marx-Engels-Lenin-Stalin-Mao) or “More Less More” in Beijing.

蘿蔔絲 luóbosī (Short)

Avernus

Avernus (Tiger Rose with Bob Heselton)

Original Song by Talking Heads, Songwriters: Brian Eno, David Byrne, Tina Weymouth, Jerry Harrison, Christopher Frantz

[intro]
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was


[Verse]
And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack
And you may find yourself in another part of the world
And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile
And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful wife
And you may ask yourself, "Well, how did I get here?"

[Chorus]
Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by, water flowing underground
Into the blue again, after the money's gone
Once in a lifetime, water flowing underground

[Verse 2]
And you may ask yourself, "How do I work this?"
And you may ask yourself, "Where is that large automobile?"
And you may tell yourself, "This is not my beautiful house"
And you may tell yourself, "This is not my beautiful wife"

[Chorus 2]
Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by, water flowing underground
Into the blue again, after the money's gone
Once in a lifetime, water flowing underground
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was

[Bridge]
Water dissolving and water removing
There is water at the bottom of the ocean
Under the water, carry the water
Remove the water at the bottom of the ocean
Water dissolving and water removing

[Chorus]
Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by, water flowing underground
Into the blue again, into the silent water
Under the rocks and stones, there is water underground
Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by, water flowing underground
Into the blue again, after the money's gone
Once in a lifetime, water flowing underground

[Verse 3]
You may ask yourself, "What is that beautiful house?"
You may ask yourself, "Where does that highway go to?"
And you may ask yourself, "Am I right, am I wrong?"
And you may say to yourself, "My God, what have I done?"

[Chorus]
Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by, water flowing underground
Into the blue again, into the silent water
Under the rocks and stones, there is water underground
Letting the days go by, let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by, water flowing underground
Into the blue again, after the money's gone
Once in a lifetime, water flowing underground
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, look where my hand was
Time isn't holding up, time isn't after us
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was
Same as it ever was, same as it ever was

[Outro]
Same as it ever was
Here a twister comes, here comes the twister
Letting the days go by (same as it ever was, same as it ever was)
Letting the days go by (same as it ever was, same as it ever was)
Once in a lifetime, let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by, water flowing underground

Once in a Lifetime

Better Have My Money

A Surf Punk nervous breakdown about aging, regret, and finding the limelight at the bottom of a glass. "Can you help me find the purpose of this all?"

[Verse]

You know it ain't all the time
But I been seein' stars
They said
"Do you want the lime light?"
I said
"Yeah
Sure
But I want it at the bar"
'Cause I'm in a million pieces
My heart's on the carpet
How much for a replacement? Because I can't go back
Because I got a gun in the back
And it's so close to attack
And I feel
It itchin' in my hands

[Chorus]

Can you help me find the purpose of this all?
They said that I'll understand when I get old
And I got old
And I got old
They said that I'll understand when I get old

[Post-Chorus]

And I got old
And I got old

[Break]

[Build]

[Vocal Coda]

So
What's it like?
I don't know
I thought I would by now
I'm sure you will
Well
I got old
Oh
You think you did
Oh
I'm sure I did
You got old
You got old
You got old
You got old

Conduit - I got old

Everything Seems Possible

[Get this one on]

Everything seems possible 
But’s a chinese trick on the wall

Sitting here
I’m charging batteries 
Full of memories 

I recorded it on the tape 
I’m reversing it again
On the file again 

No lasers and no smokes
No high definition screen
On the wall
Only music only my music
That’s all 


No years and no time can delete 
what’s on my inner mind

I can see it
What do I feel like 
It’s so distant in time

This and that and
And this after that 
What a mess 

No lasers and no smokes
No high definition screen
On the wall
On the wall 
Only music only my music
That’s all 


No years and no time can delete 
what’s on my inner mind


This and that and
 I don’t want that 
What a mess 

Hey!

No lasers and no smokes
No high definition screen
On the wall
Only music only my music
That’s all

Fatherless Behavior

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