Devil in Me

Ashes Fly Away

SAVE "UNBELIEVABLE" ON SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4qnOK8UsnS9BqSHUAKBN1W?si=1f702018706d4de4

Lyrics:
I can't believe it's true,
I'm having my doubt about you,
The life that you lead ain't new,
I can't believe that's you,
You told your girlfriend what you're doing,
The rain held out and the wind stayed put,
And the hands on the clock don't move anymore,
And the picture you've drawn of the boy you adore,
But you still don't know what to do,
It's beyond my comprehension,
I can't believe it's true,
I'm having my doubt about you,
The life that you lead ain't new,
I can't believe that's you,
You told your girlfriend what you're doing,

Now you've broken a bottle,
And you swear you'll change,
Hoping she'll see the romantic side of the rage,

You scream and shout,
Rattle the cage,
Rattle the cage,
You rattle my cage,

I can't explain myself this time,
No I can't explain myself this time,

It's unbelievable,
It's unbelievable.

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Narcissists are a four-piece indie/alternative rock band from Wigan, Greater Manchester, UK. The members of this project include: Dominic Nesmejanow (Frontman), Juan Saiz Lomas (Lead Guitar), Tom Pearson (Drums) & Daryll Nesmejanow (Bass Guitar). The band officially formed in Wigan after the release of two demo albums that were composed and performed by the bands frontman in a home studio environment. The fans of Narcissists patiently await the band to release their first song together as a band, after a recent headline show in Liverpool at 'Round the Corner, and after supporting Cigarettes and Scratchcards on the roof of the ABC Building in Manchester.

Dark Assembly

Unbelievable

tothm and andy - the secret garden

I was inspired and i think i made something nice

Hoopers

I wanted to CREATE another ROCK element song that I've only DABBLED in a few times. THE vocal STYLING I did in the CHORUS reminded me when I use to sing in CHURCH, LOL! THE CHORUS is really CHURCHY if you catch IT! I kept SINGING the melody "MY MAN, YOUR MAN" and I was like what am I saying... LOL! I wanted this SONG to express SEXUAL FREEDOM with no boundaries and I'M in tears on what it became OVER TIME. WOW! I THANK you GOD for giving me this GIFT, it really gives me something TO LIVE FOR!!!!!! XO!

MY MAN, YOUR MAN | #THECRITICALLYRICAL

“Last June” is a heartfelt ballad co-written with my daughter's good friend, Sage. The track captures the tender emotions of a first love and the bittersweet ache of letting go. With nostalgic lyrics and a soft, melancholic melody, the song echoes the simplicity and depth of young affection—anchored in a memory that lingers like a warm summer evening.

Last June

Some Days

This album is for everyone who crashes the hardest when the lights go up for Christmas and the days get short and cold.

We Are But Thieves is a seasonal depression record, a winter-anguish record, and a thank-you letter to everyone who’s been with us in Year One.

We started AxAxC as an experiment:
two nobodies writing what hurt, what healed, and what we couldn’t say out loud —
while learning prompt engineering and playing with sound.

One year later, you gave us:
• 696,645 plays
• 1,134,905+ minutes listened
• 9,403 likes
• 452 new followers
• top cities like Kyiv • Minsk • Moscow • Hanau • Dnipro
and you carried tracks like Crown of Thorns, End of the Line and Transcendence way further than we expected.

This album is our way of saying thank you and “I see you” to everyone who drowns a little in the dark months.

Founding Five — 2025 Playback:
Nanem • Nhelomoloi580 • Colin Pagano • User 322501917 • NO FI$H

You five streamed us like crazy this year. You’re officially carved into AxAxC history.

Honorary Mentions / Day-One Family:
Blayvid, KAT, Coldwake (Jenny), MaxSoulBoneBlood, Vitaly, Hasti Sajadi, TheRealKingVass, Christopher Linder, Neghar B.

Thank you for riding with us, reposting us, yelling lyrics in DMs, and holding this project down when it was just weird noise in a corner of the internet.

This is for everyone dealing with SAD, depression, faith collapse, broken families, winter nights and quiet rooms:
• the ones who feel guilty for just existing,
• the ones who’ve written a 48-hour countdown in their head,
• the ones who feel “on my own” even in a crowded room,
• the ones who’ve thought “anywhere and nowhere would be better than here.”

If these songs hit you, do three things:

Save the track that feels like you.

Share it with someone who needs to know they’re not alone this winter.

Tell us in the comments which lyric you’re stealing for your heart.

Thank you for fucking with us this year.
This is the end of Year One.
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If you’re struggling or feeling unsafe

This album talks openly about depression, self-harm thoughts and wanting to disappear.
If any of these songs hit too close and you’re thinking about hurting yourself:

• United Kingdom – Call Samaritans 116 123 (free, 24/7) or visit the NHS “Help for suicidal thoughts” page for more options.
• Sweden – Call Självmordslinjen 90101 (Mind’s suicide prevention line), or call 112 in an emergency.
• United States – Call or text 988 or chat via the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (24/7, free, confidential).
• Russia – You can call the national Helpline for Children, Teens & Parents 8-800-2000-122, or Samaritans Cherepovets 8 (8202) 577-577 for emotional crisis and suicide support.

If your life is in immediate danger, please call your local emergency number right away (112, 911, etc.).

And if hotlines feel too big, reach out to one person you trust – friend, family member, teacher, someone in your community.

You are not weak for needing help.
You are not a burden for feeling this way.

Even if this album sounds like your head, today is not the day you die.

© AxAxCStudios™ — All rights reserved. Distort. Distrust. Destroy.

Drowning

STRUMMING

The mirror track. Modern, edgy, and self-aware — transitions the mood back toward attitude.

Some Days

Stackhouse