『 0165 2021 0822 』「Q」
[Further description below]

[THE AUDIO CONTENT]
Brynn Miche | [USA]
Sadfem (Beats Prod)
Femcel | Indie | Rock
Shoegaze | Ambient

[RELATED PLAYLISTING] 1
Moar Sad Boi Sad Gal Emo Vibez
by Artist & Mashup Compilations.

chill for melanchoholics
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/004-q2-va-sad-boi-trap
singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
female piano emo singer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/245-q2-a-juli-alexa-ch-singer
melanchoholicompilation
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/109-q1-va-gloomy-sad-boi-1
weltschmerz swag rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/007-q2-va-de-rap-emo

[RELATED PLAYLISTING] 2
Singer Songwriter Voices (Human)
Artist (Label/Profile) Playlists only! 

vocal folk rap reggae ukr
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/055-q2-a-piatnica-duo-ukraine
rastafari irie tunes usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/101-q2-a-sennid-rootsreggae
tokyo based songwriter
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/058-q2-a-ren-al-cistus-japan
alt indie folk songwriter
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/052-q2-a-mario-show-china
female piano emo singer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/245-q2-a-juli-alexa-ch-singer
sad boi acoustic singer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/203-q2-a-kayou-emo-lofi-chill
singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
bootleg songwriter etc
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/459-q2-remix-tributes-cover-va

FURTHER RELATION/S]
My dear reader! (And/or listener!)
Keep scrolling, you'll find a set of
"Intertwined Playlists," designed
for smooth access & reachability!
I will NOT state that there's W.i.P.
although there IS always Work in
Progress! Until further notice... Q

[6 x SUB SECTION Q+2]
At first, the Playlist most related
to the one you are in right now...
Sort of a Genre based Schedule
with "similar" music and tunes...

voices "english" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/157-q2-plus-hum-engl

Plus these five ones below,
same thing for the various
Subgenres of the "Human"
Singer & Songwriter, Rap &
Hip Hop, Indie Pop section

voices "japanese" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/134-q2-plus-hum-asia
voices "europe" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/121-q2-plus-hum-euro
voices "deutsch" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/010-q2-plus-hum-germ
voices "east side" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/053-q2-plus-hum-east
voices "multi lingo" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/398-q2-plus-hum-misc

[Q10 MAIN SECTION 1+2] & 3?
My best attempt of an overview
with a mere 50 plus of Playlists!
Meaning that's the "Homebase"
of all the Q+ Style Subsidiaries!
Not to mention this Sh*tload of
DJ-Mixes, Livesets, VA's & LP's!

long live the "red queen"
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/091-q1-plus-q10-alicia

She has even already received a
sequel that includes ALL * Links
to my sorted Mixes & Live-Sets!
*Except for the Playlists released
later than February/March 2023!

the journey continues...
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/460-q1-plus-q10-alice2

So much for now... I'm quite sure
that pulling up with a Volume 03
is inevitable, but it will be a damn
hell of a hassle to link that sucker!
However, there's always a reason
to return to the very first one and
start a re-do of things! Until then
I hope y'all are havin' a good one
and enjoy your music and/or arts!

*someday i'll have a signature. Q

[A] Brynn Miche SadFem Emo Songwriter USA | Q2 (165)

Recovery

Love

msg singles vol 5

ok cool

collab w/ jointroller

Keep
Quiet

You’re so
Full of
Yourself 

And 
I know

You’re 
Only here
Just to
Pick me apart

But
You can’t

Try to
Leave 
Everything
In the past 

Be
Quiet 

I was
Talkin
To 
You

But you
Can’t 

Take the
Time to
Hear what I
Wanna say 

So I
Know 

You’re only
Here just
To tear me
Apart 

Keep
Em off
Me

Your
Eyes 
They were
Lookin this way

Keep
Away from
Me 

The lies
And your
Pretty 
Face

CHORUS:
Cuz
I know

You’re always
Gonna 
Get the best
Of me x4

Save
a spot

In the back
of your 
jeep

Bony
Knees

Lit a bogey
In the back of your car

Just so I can try and feel
Anything

I’m going crazy and you
Say I’m insane

Watching days past by
slowing Wasting away

I just wanna know
If you’re 
doing okay x2

Cuz
I know

You’re always
Gonna 
Get the best
Of me x4

best of me (feat. jointroller)

best of me ft. brynn [alt version] [bonus track]

Lyrics:

The light fades out as
The sun goes down 
Although we’ll miss each other
I can’t stay around

The beaches where you drowned me
I haven’t forgot
Chained me to your loving concrete left me dead to rot

Lose a little more
Forget what’s left
Lose what held you together 
Give me the rest

You washed right over me
My castle gone
My fault for building it weak
Your fault for none

The warmth is long gone
Forgot how it feels
The time is over for
Seashells and seals

Beaches

It’s a surgical scar I wasn’t stabbed and yes I’m getting chubby

No Direction

Hung Up (cooler version)

malela (brian jonestown massacre)

i am an icon with pollution in my eyes
i am subjected to experimental life
my head is filled with all the things you advertise
the common filth, the lie, the mental hell online

the world is easier to give up all the time
no point in hedonism if you are deprived
live on in agony or go ahead and die
oh, happy apathy, i'm so desensitized

mental hell online (common filth)

fake my eulogy, i know i was a bad friend

you make my world bounce up and down
you sank my heart into the ground
you just push and pull and toss me all around
you know you make me feel the worst
i know how to hit you where it hurts 
its not impressive
just took lots of guessing

 it kept me up at night
it kept me up at night
i wish i wasnt right
i wish i wasnt right
 i knew it all along
i knew it all along
 i wish that i was wrong
 i wish that i was wrong

  now that you caught me so off guard
 i’ll admit that one threw me way off
 and we were just sprouting 
until i saw you frowning  

nothing ever makes you laugh
i still wanted you to be my half
but your not allowed
cause you let me down

 it kept me up at night
it kept me up at night
 of what i didnt know 
of what i didnt know
i wish i wasnt right
 i wish i wasnt right
 i wish you didnt go
i wish you didnt go

you left me in a honeymoon
you tricked me, didn’t you
 im not the type to be left or the type to lose
so aside from cry, what can i do

no one compares
you’re the one i choose
you touch my hair
and i suffuse

but you make me feel
like a number 2
that’ll never heal
cause im so confused

Wartcake

This time you threw your rock at me
i guess I’ll move from yard to tree 
our toes in the tub feel sandy
and you smell like fake cotton candy

I guess you gave yourself a trim
and now your singing to him
 i guess he has more charm
and all I mean is harm

baby your the reason I live
but now you’re singing to him 
baby you’re the reason im grim 
but now you’re singing to him 
when you put your love on my lips
you were singing to him
you put off all the alarms

when im in your arms
You tell me everything is all right
And we go at it all night
I feel like I could die
I wish that you wouldn’t lie
and say you still love me

i think that you should close your eyes
i've got to give you a surprise
i think that you should stop caring
cause i cant figure out why you're staring
and now you're crawling back to me
is it because i let you leave
i dont think anybody else
needs themself

baby your the reason I live
but now you’re singing to him 
baby you’re the reason im grim
 but now you’re singing to him
 when you put your love on my lips
you were singing to him
i've never seen you unarmed

when im in your arms
You tell me everything is all right
and we go at it all night
i feel like saying goodbye
I wish you’d leave me to die 
and get your dirty hands off me

Smelly Jelly

COVER ART - bri </3
https://twitter.com/cocksuckle
*tysm ily this song dedicated to u*

INSTRUMENTAL - deadyami </3
www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxAyZJccFyQ

LYRICS - brynn </3
VERSE 1:
I told you to meet me
At Stark's pond after-school
I wanted to kiss you
But I couldn't hold back the puke

You asked me about
The food that I ate that day
But I can't remember
And I think it's way too late

VERSE 2:
I hate that im shy and
You can see through the lies
I'm so terrified
And I wish you were mine

I threw up all over your
Purple knit sweater!
I knew it was over
I knew it was over...

BRIDGE:
Flashforward we are married
On a boat, on a cruise
I can't Help that
You feel so used
Flashforward we were married
On a boat, on a cruise
I can't Help that
You feel so used

DROP:
My friends they all suck
And I know I do too
I'm sorry I hurt you
Leaving you confused

Hiring the Arabs
To murder Miss Ellen
You reassured me that
this wasn't the end

So I wrote you songs
About our love
And Elton John
Came to sing along...

We were good together
And i thought that maybe
We would last forever
And ever and ever
We would last forever

OUTRO:
You kissed me on the lips
And I puked again
I need you with me
Until the very end

You kissed me on the lips
And I puked again
I need you with me
Until the very... end.

Stan's Midwest Emo Love Song For Wendy (prod. deadyami)

Original Song by @gezebellegaburgably (I love this song so much)

Instrumental/Sample:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2dpk19dLMI

Broken Hearted (Gezebelle Gaburgably Cover)

collab with jointroller </3
@urlblunts

im tired of this feeling
that i keep to myself
i'll sweep it under the rug
just like everything else

making up a reason
or another excuse
but ill just keep to myself
because it's so overused

maybe there's a reason
why im always on edge
and why i stay up at night
there's something under my bed

counting off the times
when there's nothing to do
we'll use it as an excuse
to practice drug abuse

...

tired of this feeling
that i keep to myself
sweep it under the rug
just like everything else

making up a reason
or another excuse
but ill just keep to myself
because it's so overused

tired of this feeling
that i keep to myself
sweep it under the rug
just like everything else

making up a reason
or another excuse
but ill just keep to myself
because it's so overused

maybe there's a reason
why im always on edge
and why i stay up at night
there's something under my bed

counting off the times
when there's nothing to do
we'll use it as an excuse
to practice drug abuse

drug abuse (demo collab w/ jointroller)

Pick Me by Brynn Miche
(Capo 3)

[Intro] 
G - C - Am - D
G - C - Am - D

[Chorus]
G
Pick me! Pick me! Pick me!
C
I am just another wannabe
G
Pick me! Pick me! Pick me!
C
You got me begging on my knees
Am                   D
I have no personality
Am                   D
And I lack a sense of morality

[Verse 1]
G
I promise that I'm different
C
And I'm not like other girls
G
Your manic pixie dream girl
C
And I swear that I'm red-pilled
Am
You know I'm just like you
D
Cuz I hate women too
Am
And when I see a girl online
D                                           
I hope and pray that she will...
G
Die

[Instrumental] 
G - C - Am - D
G - C - Am - D

[Chorus]
G
Pick me! Pick me! Pick me!
C
I am just another wannabe
G
Pick me! Pick me! Pick me!
C
You got me begging on my knees
Am                   D
I have no personality
Am                   D
And I lack a sense of morality

[Verse 2]
G
Obsessing over e-girls
C
That I see on my timeline
G
She steals all the attention
C
That should actually be mine
Am
I know I'm insecure
D
But that girl is a whore
Am
And I can't face reality
D					
When everything is not about…


[Chorus]
G
Me! Pick me! Pick me!
C
I am just another wannabe
G
Pick me! Pick me! Pick me!
C
You got me begging on my knees
Am                   D
I have no personality
Am                   D
And I lack a sense of morality

[Outro]
G
Pick me! Pick me! Pick me!
C
I am just another wannabe
G
Pick me! Pick me! Pick me!
C                             
You got me begging… on my... 
G – single strum
Knees

Pick Me! Pick Me! Pick Me! (acoustic demo)

a song about doomerfest
--
Capo 4

[Intro]
C - G - Am - F

[Chorus]
C
Cuz I put my friends first
G
Even when I'm at my worst
Am
And I hate that at times
F
I'm so easily coerced

C
I was punched really hard
G
Just tryna play my guitar
Am
I was bleeding from my mouth
F – downstrum
Leaving a big ass fucking scar…

[Verse 1]
C – single
Now alone in my car
G – single
Trying to take it all in
Am – downstrum
When the cameras went away
F – downstrum
They all became uninterested…

C G
I am just a normal girl
Am F
who pretends they are okay
C G
so there wasn't any reason
Am F
to believe me anyway
(muted)
...right?

[Chorus]
C
Cuz I put my friends first
G
Even when I'm at my worst
Am
And I hate that at times
F
I'm so easily coerced

C
I was punched really hard
G
Just tryna play my guitar
Am
I was bleeding from my mouth
F – downstrum
Leaving a big ass fucking scar…

[Verse 2]

C – single
So I just write songs about
G – single
How I'm sad all the time
Am – downstrum
And there isn't anyone who cares
F – downstrum
Or understands why…

C
everybody thinks
G
I have this wonderful life
Am
That I can't seem to appreciate
F – downstrum
Cuz I just wanna die…

[Instrumental]
C - G - Am - F
C - G - Am - F

[Chorus]
C
Cuz I put my friends first
G
Even when I'm at my worst
Am
And I hate that at times
F
I'm so easily coerced

C
I was punched really hard
G
Just tryna play my guitar
Am
I was bleeding from my mouth
F – downstrum
Leaving a big ass fucking scar…

[Outro]
C – single
But I put my friends first
G – single
even when I'm at my worst
Am – single
and I hate that at times
F – single
I'm so easily coerced

C – down stroke
I was punched really hard
G – down stroke
Just tryna play my guitar
Am – down stroke
I was bleeding from my mouth
F – down stroke
Leaving a big ass fucking scar…

C – open single strum

doomerfest

The new single from Vansire - download it at https://vansire.bandcamp.com

Josh Augustin - Vocals, Synth, Drums
Sam Winemiller - Guitar, Bass, Synth
Isaac Winemiller - Bass

Brown Study

Happy new year happy new you 

new collab 

we love floor cry please listen to all of her tunes on repeat 

please play this on repeat 

please have a good year, we'll catch you in a year 
just kidding

cheers

Nice to See You (feat. Floor Cry)

Moon Hits

Angel Youth

I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
And I don't want an apology
Just stay away from me
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me

Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday

I heard your name somewhere today
And I couldn't explain my state
Of mind I tried hard to find
How I felt inside and how I tried to hide
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me

Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday

I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream

I Can't Sleep

written by vansire & i <3
art by cale jay labbe

joshua augustin-vocals, mixing/mastering, lyrics, synth
samuel winemiller-bass,guitar
felicia sekundiak-vocals, lyrics

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6ft7JnxMyZhp7N52qzHymY
http://www.instagram.com/vansiretheband
https://twitter.com/wearevansire
https://soundcloud.com/vansire-624239522
https://vansire.bandcamp.com/

lyrics:
i like holding your hand
but it hurts oh i can't stand
to see you
to feel you
my insides are turning blue

i like the way that you walk
sometimes i wish you'd never stop
my heart aches
my bones break
with each little move you make

i can't help
i can't really help it
you make me feel like

you're waiting for the next best thing
something had to change
a girl you'd give a diamond ring
it's kinda hard to explain
i'm not mad that you don't adore me
wish you told me
but when i'm with you i feel lonely 
oh

i've been staring outside
spare time was thinking i could find
where leaves blow
where the weeks go
when the snow comes to dampen your fall

far from the life that we knew
months hutle by and i barely see you
so i've been down
dumb as it sounds
when you're with me you're somebody else 

i can't help
i can't really help it
you make me feel like

you're waiting for the next best thing
something had to change
a girl you'd give a diamond ring
it's kinda hard to explain
i'm not mad that you don't adore me
wish you told me
but when i'm with you i feel lonely 

oh you're waiting for the next best thing
say hi to your friends
the table won't know what to bring
nice to see you again
your intentions are so damn hazy
though it pains me
i wish you'd let your guard get lazy
oh

Next Best Thing (feat. Vansire)

Lyrics:

There is somethin that I can't tell you,
he truth, cause I know what it would do to you,
so save yourself, get prepared, and try not to be so scared,
of the night.

There is somethin that tears us apart every single day,
it's not the things that I do, it's the the things that I just won't say.

Oh please tell me, you've been thinkin the same thing,
maybe this isn't so heartbreaking,
but I know I hope in vain, I'm prepared to make it rain,
on this nice, warm, sunny day.

There is somethin that tears us apart every single day,
but it's not the things that I do, it's the the things that I just won't say.

What I Just Won't Say

WHATYOUWILLSAYISHERE

Lyrics

It's hard, to let you go from my heart,
when we're not so far apart,
you always wan to restart,
you're tearin me all apart.

Let me go, oh I,
can't stand the feel or the sight,
of you anymore,
I just can't shut the door.

Oh there is nothin I can do,
but try to explain to you,
that you don't do me no good,
but I won't let you go like I should.

Oh take, all of my pain,
save it for another day,
you don't do it these days,
for me anyway.

What's the use for this,
if I feel just like shit,
I know that somethin is wrong,
we will never get along.

We Will Never Get Along

GOHEREPLZANDTHANKS

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