i know a couple friends and family
that like to drink and drive
told me it's the only chance
they ever get to feel alive
they gamble with their life
and everybody else's too
told me that's the bet you make
when you've got nothing else to lose

i know a couple friends and family
that cry themselves to sleep
i see the salt from their tears
embedding stains into the sheets
they said they'll never be happy
'cause it's not what they deserve
i said nothing in return
i still haven't found the words

i know a couple friends and family
that like to play with guns
they like to pull the trigger
'cause it gives them such a rush
one of them were smitten
fell in love with the lead
i guess they loved it so much
they put a bullet through their head

i don't like this cold
cold like hokkaido
take me somewhere warm
let's go to war

Hokkaido

Arms Around Me

Starship Invaders
Decending from the empty sky
they're buying acres
they live among us in disguise
you think I'm crazy
it's just the changing of the times
don't drop your weapons
don't let them drug you into feeling fine
we're not alright

you will own nothing
youll rent until the day you die
and you'll be happy
with all the products you can buy
there's no escaping
don't even know why you would try
we're your protectors
pay no attention to the fires in the sky

I don't wanna be right
So call me crazy
call me a reactionary
Cause I don't wanna fight
but what I have is mine and you wont take it from me

I know its over
I hear the songs the angels sing
theyre buying ammo
theyre cutting off eachothers wings
head into battle
to fix the mess they've made of things
and when its over
rebuild the world in the image of the king

return to heaven
and I will see you when I die
with news of fortune
or news of "hey at least I tried"
the wars not over
but it's over for you and I
the battle rages
and I'll be cheering for the home team from the sky

I don't wanna be right
So call me crazy
call me a reactionary
Cause I don't wanna fight
but what I have is mine and you wont take it from me

Starship Invaders

Microsoft Office XP Suicide Note

rest in peace lil watermark

The very first thing I said to you was hey 
I get a feeling that just won't go away
My stomach's turning over when I'm thinking about the things you say
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
Yeah, it's so bad my friends say I'm vacant in my brain
All I wanna do is call you up and make you feel okay

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you

I woke up early this morning in a state of fright
Can't figure out what I said to you last night
Was it just a dream, or did I really try to kiss you twice?
Oh could you promise that you'd tell me if you liked it
'Cause I'd rather end it now than keep putting my heart out on the line
Oh darling, if I don't take your breath away
Can you please stop taking mine?

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it?

The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it 
Over
Will you think it over
The thing that I told you
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over

Think It Over

despite everything it's still you!

prod. by peril @perilmadeit
https://soundcloud.com/perilmadeit

lyrics by brynn </3

Intro/Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was meant to collapse and so
Tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

Verse 1:
I left the house, yeah, I swear that I tried,
Got halfway to the store before I changed my mind.
Cause everyone out there seems to function normally,
And I’d rather just be here slowly self-destructing.
And so, tell me, do you 
ever think of me at night?
When they’re crying in your arms,
does it feel right?

Pre-Chorus:
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head

Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was made to collapse
And so tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

Verse 2:
I could fix my life
if I really tried,
But I’ve always been better at
wasting my time.
I say I wanna change
but I’ll never commit,
I kind of just own
Being a piece of shit
I’m really good at avoiding my problems,
Really bad at fixing them.
I treat every inconvenience,
Like a reason to never speak again.

Pre-Chorus:
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head
Delete me again, delete me again
Delete me again and get out of my head

Chorus:
Delete my memories, rewrite my past
Everything I’ve known was made to collapse
Tell me if you’re worth it, and tell me what’s real
I’m sick of the feeling, that I can’t even feel
I don’t feel real, like everything’s a bad dream
I don’t feel real, lose everything that’s close to me

delete me (demo) prod. peril

Closer Than We Know

idk what i am

im not incelcore
and i cant feel anymore
ive been super numb
since i turned 24
and ever since that time
its been a fucking lie
all of those fucking cries for help
you said that that you would die
its not
fun to go out anymore
and i
i just shot out my brains
are you feeling okay

i'm not incelcore (willow cover)

stole my moms '89 honda prelude https://soundcloud.com/gezebellegaburgably called shotgun.

SPEAK UP I CANT HEAR YOU SJDHJKLSAHDJKLSAHD!!!!!

Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag

Brought into the office
Talk to the counselor
She tells me to be honest
I tell I’m just tardy, I’m going to the army
But, I just wanna party!
I’m so f*cking sorry, party f*cking hardy
Nobody can stop me, Bacardi is on me!
Tikking-Tokking time bomb,
take my f*cking c*ck out,
what the f*ck is going on?!
F*ck class started just now!

Skipping class, to eat your ass!
I got 3 pills inside my bag
kipping class, to eat your ass!
I got 3 pills inside my bag

Are you taking me to office?
Am I going to talk to the counselors?
they get me to talk honestly
F*CK IT
im slipping through the back door!
and going to parking lot
And there's a party even if i..
get caught red handed, i know what im doing aint
i know it ain’t right

(solo)
(la la la)x69

im getting kicked out of school
for breaking too many rules
they say I’m a delinquent
i Been one since an infant

F*cking up my life and grades!
Im drinking underage
They got a special building
For special boys and children

Skipping class, to eat your ass!
(Kicked out of school)
I got 3 pills inside my bag
(TOO MANY RULES!!)


Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag
Skipping class, to eat your ass
I’ve got 3 pills inside my bag

HOOKY HOOKEY HOOKIE (SODABOY64 X GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY)

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

I like to shoot guns and drive trucks and watch football and drink beer and eat chicken wings

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