wait is this about Jimbo of Jimbo was asian?

i am an icon with pollution in my eyes
i am subjected to experimental life
my head is filled with all the things you advertise
the common filth, the lie, the mental hell online

the world is easier to give up all the time
no point in hedonism if you are deprived
live on in agony or go ahead and die
oh, happy apathy, i'm so desensitized

mental hell online (common filth)

Spawnkilled

No I don't have an answer
to all your lonely nights
but I know this ain't it 
 swiping left right left right left right
this is what we've been reduced to
give ourselves away for free
but it only soothes the symptoms
temporary company

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

This aint no moral crusade
I really think that it would help
if you found happiness within you
not inside someone else
you might say that I'm bitter
might be correct as well
but I must pose the question
are you happy ask yourself

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

now they're tryna figure out
without being impolite
how to say they must be going
they got other plans tonight
they say "call when you get home
cause that shit was really nice
we can do it anytime"
maybe they will one or twice
But it wasn't love or lust
just a sunday afternoon
where two lonely people met
and they licked each others wounds
it's a self sustaining cycle
such a pitiful pursuit


im so tired of sex in the city 
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly 
im so tired of imitation intimacy

Imitation Intimacy

I Wanna Feel Nothing

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getting fucked up every day
brains in a state of decay
tried to change my ways but i said fuck that
been alive for way too long
i dont think anybody will care when im dead and gone

never getting better
ill be fucked forever
got no friends dont leave my home 
i guess that i am dying alone

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

crashed my car into a wall
no one really cares at all
life has got me by the balls i really fucked up
wake up every fucking day
dont know why its all the same 
i dont like living this way

i really fucked myself
now im stuck in hell
i fucking hate everyone
so i dont care about anything anymore

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

White wine

collab with jointroller </3
@urlblunts

im tired of this feeling
that i keep to myself
i'll sweep it under the rug
just like everything else

making up a reason
or another excuse
but ill just keep to myself
because it's so overused

maybe there's a reason
why im always on edge
and why i stay up at night
there's something under my bed

counting off the times
when there's nothing to do
we'll use it as an excuse
to practice drug abuse

...

tired of this feeling
that i keep to myself
sweep it under the rug
just like everything else

making up a reason
or another excuse
but ill just keep to myself
because it's so overused

tired of this feeling
that i keep to myself
sweep it under the rug
just like everything else

making up a reason
or another excuse
but ill just keep to myself
because it's so overused

maybe there's a reason
why im always on edge
and why i stay up at night
there's something under my bed

counting off the times
when there's nothing to do
we'll use it as an excuse
to practice drug abuse

drug abuse (demo collab w/ jointroller)

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

I've got the voltage running through all of my veins
I've got a current and it's coursing through my brain
And I cannot sleep
It's a constant beep

Addicted to the things that make me feel alive
Deleting files deep within my data drive
To free up some space
Gone without a trace

You were always on my mind
Now my circuitry is fried
No matter how hard I try to hide it

Now you're playing on repeat
It's a constant data stream
Amplified amphetamines
And I like it

You were right there next to me
It was so hard to conceive
Now it's all so clear to me
Can't deny it

So one day I'll pay the price
But for now I feel alright
You can judge me
But don't knock it till you try it

I am a victim of a new technology
Tied down by wires and I'm trying to break free
Eyes are open wide and I'm up all night

Now I'm addicted I can never get enough
I'm waiting for a taste of your electric touch
When I'm in the dark waiting for that spark

You were right there next to me
It was so hard to conceive
Now it's all so clear to me
Can't deny it

So one day I'll pay the price
But for now I feel alright
You can judge me
But don't knock it till you try it

Voltage

No Friends

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dopamine (prod. hard christ)

I like to shoot guns and drive trucks and watch football and drink beer and eat chicken wings

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drug abuse (demo collab w/ jointroller)

brynn </3

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