I sincerely hope things are going better for you and that you haven't 41%(or is it 49%, these days?)ed yourself.

All fucked up now
I’m lying on the ground 
Gone without a sound 
I’ll take my life no doubt 
Hate myself now 
I’m lying on the ground 
No point in trying now 
I’ll end my life life no doubt 

It’s been like this forever 
I want to fucking die
It’s never gotten better 
Don’t have the balls to try
Shoot me with a shotgun 
Drain my fucking life 
I don’t even care anymore 
Fuck my fucking life

No Doubt

my friends they all hate my guts
and i always feel so fucked up
dont know why i even try
be better off if i would just die

lately
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

dont know why the things i say
always push the ones i love away
stay inside never go anywhere
get left behind cuz nobody cares

lately 
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me 
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

so fucked up

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getting fucked up every day
brains in a state of decay
tried to change my ways but i said fuck that
been alive for way too long
i dont think anybody will care when im dead and gone

never getting better
ill be fucked forever
got no friends dont leave my home 
i guess that i am dying alone

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

crashed my car into a wall
no one really cares at all
life has got me by the balls i really fucked up
wake up every fucking day
dont know why its all the same 
i dont like living this way

i really fucked myself
now im stuck in hell
i fucking hate everyone
so i dont care about anything anymore

fucked my life cuz im a degenerate 
ill blow my brains out just for the hell of it
so stupid i just dont know why i am like this
why does life have to be so shit

FOR THE HELL OF IT (ft. DethTech)

still workin on the album

i was feeling so tired
slept through the entire
party, i'm partly awake and asleep
still tasting the vomit
i felt so fucking nauseous
passed out in the toilet
just for a couple seconds

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

the door's cracked open 
feel the draft coming in
the wind blows me away
into some place i've never been
but i think it's gonna shut
as im sat here remembering
my hands under the kitchen sink
i feel the blood spilling in

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

culling myself into somebody now
and the face on the back 
of my head's turning round
these days are just fading away
and i want them to stay right here

i want them to stay

Kitchen

Self Defense Situation (ft. Invader)

They are real cant you feel
All the evil in the air
I got pictures i got proof
Why does no one even care
Run the earth in disguise
Why cant you see through their lies

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Were so dumb, theres no choice
I guess well just be destroyed
In this game that they play
I feel like i am a toy
Fuck things up just for fun
Were just puppets til theyre done

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Blame it all on them
Theyre rent free in my head
They want us to be dead
And i dont care
Cause we deserve it all
Our conscience is so small
Theyre rightfully appalled by the human race


Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them

Space Demons in NATO

no, this song isn't about you (demo)

Lyrics:

Oh no, oh my, you've wasted your entire life
Degeneracy is the way that you chose, it comes and it goes
Drug-addled fuck, well, I think that you already know
Your time is past and there is nothing left for you

Ohhhhhhh
You thought that it would be so easy
Yeahhhhhh
It's not what it seems

In the end it all meant nothing
Oh yeah, you've got no friends
All the people that you think that you know
Well, they're laughing at you
You'll always lonely, you'll always be broken too

Lala lala lala

And whores like you, run out of things to do
Eventually all that you'll havе is yourself
So drink to your health, until you forget what you arе
It's pretty scary when you realise

In the end it all meant nothing
Oh yeah, you've got no friends
All the people that you think that you know
Well, they're laughing at you
You'll always lonely, you'll always be broken too

It's so easy to waste your life away
No hope and no future, only yesterday
And I know that it's never your fault
I know and I know that it's never your fault

It meant nothing
Nothing

Demo

In the End it Meant Nothing

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

something's been keeping me up
i thought that i could do better
but i'm not
... i get so cold in the night

you were there to bring me down
i would have stayed home if i knew you were out
well you looked quite nice
but i noticed your smile didn't make it to your eyes

i want it all
i'll raise, if you call
two hearts, black six
then a little switch in my head goes click


i get high
when i'm low
i get by 
i make do

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
i hope 


this world is so nice, it's a beautiful place
if i need a reason, i think of your face
but lately i've been kinda fine
i can go for days 

i never got far with your friends
i find it very hard to relate to them 
they say you're wasting your time          
if you feel that way
maybe don't waste mine

i want it all
your court, my ball
i'll shoot my shot
if i don't get it in there again... so what


i get high
when i'm low
i get by
i make do

will it fade
i don't know
any day
would be cool

i get high 
when i'm low
i get by
without you 

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
i hope 


i get high 
when i'm low
i can't lie
it gets old 

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
... i hope

I Get High (When I'm Low)

check out the music video: https://youtu.be/xdtPFrAmgms (by @somatv)

i like to spend all my time on the computer
i like to be an online account user

i like to watch funny videos online
i like to laugh and joke with online friends all the time

i have a discord, i am always on there
i haven't left my house in almost a year

there's so many things i'd rather do than this
but i don't know how to interact in real life
no matter where i go it's always the same thing
nobody understands i need some help
i'm a com, com, cum
computer loser

zoomers listen to my songs on soundcloud dot com
they're very sad and lonely lonely just like me

spent 1500 dollars on a computer
just to play some games every now and then

i have no life at all i'm a neet
and if it weren't for my family i'd live on a street

there's so many things i'd rather do than this
but i don't know how to interact in real life
no matter where i go it's always the same thing
nobody understands i need some help
i'm a com, com, cum
computer loser

Computer Loser

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I Wish I Didn't Exist

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