I wrote this song because I wanted to capture the feeling of slowly drifting away from who you used to be, especially after going through something that changes you deep inside. It’s about the quiet, creeping darkness that settles in when you stop fighting your inner demons and start living with them. The moth symbolizes fragility and transformation—when it dies, it marks the end of something soft and vulnerable. This song is my way of expressing that shift, not with fear, but with acceptance.

When the Moth Dies

[Verse 1]
I never figured it out
dont know if i ever will
but every time i think about it
it gives me fucking chills

[Verse 2]
Like some kind of déjà vu
You ever feel that too
Like you've been here before
But you just don't know what to do

Don't wanna be alone tonight

[chorus]
I‘ve never figured it out 
Don’t think I ever will
I don't know how it's gonna go
But I'm thinkin' 'bout it still
And when the thought occurs I feel like running for the hills
because every time i think about it, baby, it gives me fucking chills

[Verse 3]
I don't know how it's gonna go
But I'm thinkin' 'bout it still
I'm never gonna figure it out
But I'm never gonna stop until

[Verse 4]
I try to figure it out
Can't shake the feelin' still
And when I try to talk about it
I never know what is real

Don't wanna be alone tonight

[chorus]
I‘ve never figured it out 
Don’t think I ever will
I don't know how it's gonna go
But I'm thinkin' 'bout it still
And when the thought occurs I feel like running for the hills
because every time i think about it, baby, it gives me fucking chills

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
I can never shut my mouth
And now I'm talkin' out my ass
But you can turn me upside down
I just want it to last
and it gives me chills baby…
yeah it gives me chills…

[Final Chorus]
I‘ve never figured it out 
And I know I never will
And I know how it’s going to go
That’s why I'm thinkin' 'bout it still
And when the thought occurs I feel like running for the hills
because every time i think about it, baby, it gives me fucking chills
Don't wanna be alone tonight it gives me fucking chills

Upside Down (feat. All Wick No Wax)

Inspired by  revolutionary scientific paper on embracing bias as a fundamental physical quantity

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Verse 1:
The suits are counting money tonight
While people struggle just to survive
Their pockets deep, our dreams run dry
The system's rigged, we're barely alive

Chorus:
They're killing us softly with their greed
The elite don't care who they bleed
Watch them dance on our broken dreams
Nothing is ever what it seems

Verse 2:
Politician's promises ring hollow
Corporate sharks swim where hope can't follow
Tax breaks shine for the chosen few
While working class gets nothing true

Chorus:
They're killing us softly with their greed
The elite don't care who they bleed
Watch them dance on our broken dreams
Nothing is ever what it seems

Bridge:
We're not numbers, we're human souls
Breaking free from their control
Our rage is rising, can't hold us down
We'll tear their system to the ground

Chorus (Defiant):
They're killing us softly with their greed
The elite don't care who they bleed
Watch them dance on our broken dreams
Nothing is ever what it seems.
Guitars Bluesdude
Bass Amy Ives
Lead Vocals Albie Ingurson
Keyboards Synth & Percussion Archie Ingles
Produced by the Shed Studios Wycombe
©2025 The Shed Studios Wycombe All Rights Reserved

Broken System

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Maschinenherz IX – Reboot

Entropic Artist Biography

As an entropic artist, my creative journey explores the delicate balance between chaos and order, harnessing entropy as both medium and message. My work delves deeply into how systems—visual, conceptual, and sonic—transform as randomness and structure interact. 

Artistic Approach

- I draw inspiration from the concept of entropy, embracing chance and unpredictability as core components of my practice.
- Mirroring the scientific principle of entropy, my art investigates themes of transformation, impermanence, and the cyclical nature of creation and decay.
- This approach allows each project to become an evolving ecosystem, where the unexpected is not only welcomed but actively integrated into the aesthetic and conceptual outcome.

Exploration of Entropic Generative Music

My research and creative output are intrinsically linked to entropic generative music—a field that uses systemic methods to produce ever-changing and unique musical experiences.

Generative music refers to compositions created by systems that follow explicit rules to produce virtually endless variations, made popular by artists such as Brian Eno and Iannis Xenakis.

- Rather than composing note by note, I construct frameworks governed by mathematical rules. These frameworks define the potential behaviors, boundaries, and interactions of musical elements, letting the "music create itself" within those confines.
- Such music is neither fully improvised nor traditionally composed; it is an emergent property that evolves as part of a system shaped by constraints and laws, often mathematical, rather than direct artistic decisions[4].

Mathematical Rules and the Role of Entropy

Mathematical rules are at the heart of my sound-based art:

- I design rulesets inspired by principles such as entropy maximization and  constrained randomness.- Models like the Maximum Entropy Model capture statistical dependencies between musical notes, generating sequences that both mirror established musical styles and offer innovative departures—without copying any input directly.
- These models avoid overfitting by prioritizing pairwise interactions and allow user-defined constraints, steering the generative process within mathematical boundaries rather than artistic intuition or machine learning guesswork:
  - For example, the range of melodic intervals can be defined probabilistically, and entropy maximization ensures each sequence is as diverse as possible within these parameters.
  - The result is music that is mathematically entropic yet always controlled by clear structural rules.

Thematic and Conceptual Links

- My artistic process surrenders to the unknown, leveraging randomness (or entropy) not as a threat but as fertile ground for creativity.
- By building generative systems governed by mathematics, I ensure that every creation reflects both disorder and disciplined order—a dance of chaos and rules mirrored in the interplay between entropy and music.

My work stands at the crossroads of art, mathematics, and sound, continually exploring how mathematical rules and the inherent uncertainty of entropy can inspire not just new aesthetics, but new modes of experience and understanding.

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