Prod. https://soundcloud.com/irby314 and https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy

feat. https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

four walls (ft. hazenova) (prod. frevel x irby)

looking up 
looking up at my ceiling 
i dont know
i dont know what your seeing
what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh
what the fuck, what the fuck 
ohh

looking up 
looking up at my ceiling 
i dont know
i dont know what your seeing
what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh
what the fuck, what the fuck 
ohh 

up all night 
and i cant shut my eyes
im to weak to stand up 
and its getting hard to breathe 

what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh
what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh

looking up 
looking up at my ceiling 
i dont know
i dont know what your seeing
what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh

what the fuck (prod. Dead Spyro)

U never cared
mixed and mastered: Jayavem
Prod: Splashgvng

Lyrics:

You never cared

You never cared about me
never wanna see you here again

Always tryna call in the morning
3 missed calls on my home screen
I dont wanna see you here
I dont wanna live in fear
Trying to see what you mean to me

You never cared
Left me drowning here
All alone in fear
You never cared

Always tryna call in the morning
3 missed calls on my homescreen
I dont wanna see you here
I dont wanna live in fear
Trying to see what you mean to me

Always tryna figure shit out
You told me hes just a friend
I wish you had loved me then
I wish you knew
What you did to me
Feeling so empty

u never cared (Prod. Splashgvng)

never be the same (prod. yunny goldz)

i've felt a chaotic mix of emotions recently, and i feel like this starts to do a good job of explaining and understanding them

produced by idealism

thanks for listening <3

why? [prod. idealism]

weary eyes, dreary skies, eerie lies (prod by lavendertxwn)

better off alone w/ decks

First go follow [prod. pekarot] https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg
Beat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtTHQQ3drEc

I swear it wont get better 
I always wished for you heather 
Constantly feel like I’m tethered 
And now I'm just hoping on for better weather 

Cause I
Am lost 
Been sailing these choppy seas that feel forever 
Cause im 
Caught up 
In my life and i trip over what really matters x2 

I'm scared, 
to lose my life 
I'm scared,
to lose my time 
I'm falling to the ground 
From a high place I considered fine 

If you were to leave my side 
I promise i will die 
I'm not tryna black mail you my darling
Just so you can be my bride

choppy sea [pekarot]

I won’t get my hopes up (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

Idfktbh i just cried on a freestyle

mix and master: @ifeelnum

lyrics:
Back to my old ways
feeling so empty
writing all these songs about how i feel
i dont know if any of this is real

i want to be new
im so sick of writing songs about you
i just wanna be with you
i might just let this go

writing all these new songs about the way you made me feel
writing these songs on these scars theyll never heal
i just wanna feel alive
control my mind
i dont wanna die tonight
i dont wanna let this die
maybe ill just cry
one more time

sorry for the things i said
sorry that i never left
sorry that my minds a mess

idfktbh

idfktbh (prod. Chronyc)

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161
Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/cypression

Lyrics:

Hazenova:

i never feel comfortable its okay 
i dont really know if ill make it another day 
i never feel comfortable its okay 
i dont really know if ill make it another day 

u tell me im a loser and a dirtbag
all the words you say yeah they hurt bad 
u tell me im a loser and a dirtbag
and all the words you say yeah they hurt bad 


i wanna get to know her
but she pushes me away
i wanna get to know her
but i dont know what to say


Cypression:

 wanna get know him but he pushes me away
 wanna get to know him but I don’t what to say
 think about him every night and everyday  
 look up at the clouds i swear see his face 
 focused on the pain but I’m tryna be okay 
 never feel comfortable my life it’s so dull 
 close my eyes i fantasize 
 about whats on the other side
 i dont know how much more i can take
 i dont really wanna stay awake 
 look up at the sky see the stars
 they remind me of his eyes 
 it’s so hard to separate all the lies 
 look up at the sky 
 see the stars 
 they remind me of his eyes

u never cared (Prod. Splashgvng)

Sylvi