lyrics vvv

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

michigan (splashgvng)

sick of it (feat. hazenova) (prod. xmichaelwarren)

lyrics:

I could care less
about what you tell you friends
I could write this song like its just a trend
maybe this time i might let it end
i might let it end

Baby i might let you win
i cant pretend shit again
telling lies to all your friends
i see what you say to him
tell him what i did tonight
i dont wanna pretend that im right
i feel like you tell another lie to him
wear another crown on his head tonight
hold him tight
tell him that hell be just fine
i just wanna know if you lied

feelnum
i know that this is the end and
that you wanna be friends
but i just wish that the outcome
could be different
and all the shit that you talk
with all of your friends
i know you told me to be strong 
but i cant

i lie, you lie baby girl whats new?
you act like i cant be someone you
but im not over you
i know its overdue
but im not over you 
and everything that weve been through

icldcareless +feelnum (jolst)

my ac is broke and im dying.
lyrics vvv

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

got a tooth ache
but i wont fix it today
ill just sit around and procrastinate
wait for it to get better on its own
no i dont wanna
i dont wanna face my fears today
its too damn hard to live like this
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah..

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..

eviscerated (grayskies)

this is the first beat I bought and the first song I made with jolst :)

lyrics 

painful like a blister
optimism is a sickness
call a liar as ur witness
just to cover up ur tracks
contemplating on my wisdom
do u take the chance n miss em
do u turn around n kiss him
just to validate ur act
but u don't stick to ur bones
there's time to change ur mind n call ur parents n go home
christ, God, put down the phone
binary solarity too hard for u to cope

oh, I'm nothing but a stoner
I'm a deadweight better as a loner
u can cry girl I can be ur shoulder 
I'm alone and I'm only getting colder

my brain has faulty wiring
tryna get undone
the doctors call it bpd
I'm messed up as they come
cause every minor set back 
leaves the feeling of a gun
pressed to my head n then I panic
cause the the chamber to be spun
hey aren't u shamed?
aren't u so n sos ex?
idk maybe I'm just tryna forget
I find it kinda funny that I'm known for my regrets
but the people that uv loved will always try to get revenge
the pain is in my brain n I swear it's gonna last
I'm still got up on the shit that happened to me in my past
disregarding all my feelings cause the time is moving fast
and my friends are placing bets on how long they think ima last
oh I bet that I'll see u in the nighttime 
bad dreams, cracked seams with the red eyes 
my bloods worth less than ur damn time
I'm a corpse tryna fight off these damn flies
oh I already told ya
I won't be sober till some point after October
time flies everyday we gettin older
we grindin hard, we just tryna find some closure

binary solarity (Jolst)

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

originally performed by sewerperson and killedmyself

mastered by cherryrizla who killed it as always

lyrics

isolated, take me out back for some fresh air
contemplated, she could never kill me but she'd contemplate it, fun
baby im just tryna have a little fun, run
she squeeze out my breath until my throat go numb
come into my house I'm in the underground 
I'm close too mother earth my lover look around
how I'm sposed to feel when u burn it to a mound
she get way too mad u should mediate it

girl it's just a party and I'd rather not be here
these r ur friends I got noone I wanna see here
cold, it's so cold
I can't walk thru this alone
take me home
I know I'm horrible

I wish u could see it thru my bloodshot eyes
cuz baby girl we're rlly not that different u nd I
everything ur feeling is the usual
but everything ur feeling I just hide
I gave her my heart do u got one I could borrow 
u don't gotta give it back I'm already hollow
broken bodies buried in a grotto
let me see the face that look like someone that I used to know
every time we sin we sin again in don't wanna
I don't wanna go I just gotta 
dark pelt coat in octobers like a sauna
I live in a forest off the fauna 

isolated - sewerperson (betweentheveinsandi x jolst cover)

wonder when the day comes
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
I cant seem to get this right now
But I can say that I’ll try now

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

Don’t wanna be be saved i wanna climb the mountain
I don’t need no help
There's no one I can count on
Don’t wanna stay back
No I've been waiting too long
I'm not right but i know I'm not wrong

I'm making new chapters every page now
I'm just tryna live for day to day now
I don’t want nobody telling me how
But the voices in my head are speaking real loud

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

nine to 5 - wonder when the day comes (prod. jolst)

Once in awhile (prod. yungspoiler + michaelwarren)

@cut_deep
@imcaves
@irby314
(it's alright im sorry, i dont even notice
the pain that she caused me)
hanging by a thread again
softly say i love u girl
(hanging by a thread again)
tears come out 
from those blue eyes of her
i swear ill be ok 
don't say another word..
i know u saw me with her

i gotta go, i gotta go
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no

cxtdeep:
so tell me what u know bout me?
ill tell u that im sorry
i know it's hard to be
someone that ur not
trusting me
i-
and i can't take 
all this pain
anymore
i can't relate..
to u
u left too soon
fall through
i dont love u

i gotta go, i gotta go
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no
i gotta go x3
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no!

Once in awhile (prod. yungspoiler + michaelwarren)

JXSHI

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