prod. metlast

i try to pretend this shit
is not fucking real
cuz theres no, way in hell
i could ever deal
with all the shit u say to me
and all things that ppl think
and i dont need to let u know
i dont need ur apathy 
i would rather die 
then take that shit anyway 

cuz everydays a living hell
but i still deny every ounce of help
that is offered to me 
cuz i dont...
feel like i dont deserve it
ppls affection....
makes me nervous... 
woah

just toss me out to sea...
it would probably be more efficent
cuz i have dreams of swimming with these fish
and all i do these days is reminisce

nervous [+metlast]

g (boyfifty x pizzle)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

no one to hold me w/cypression (pekarot)

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

originally performed by sewerperson and killedmyself

mastered by cherryrizla who killed it as always

lyrics

isolated, take me out back for some fresh air
contemplated, she could never kill me but she'd contemplate it, fun
baby im just tryna have a little fun, run
she squeeze out my breath until my throat go numb
come into my house I'm in the underground 
I'm close too mother earth my lover look around
how I'm sposed to feel when u burn it to a mound
she get way too mad u should mediate it

girl it's just a party and I'd rather not be here
these r ur friends I got noone I wanna see here
cold, it's so cold
I can't walk thru this alone
take me home
I know I'm horrible

I wish u could see it thru my bloodshot eyes
cuz baby girl we're rlly not that different u nd I
everything ur feeling is the usual
but everything ur feeling I just hide
I gave her my heart do u got one I could borrow 
u don't gotta give it back I'm already hollow
broken bodies buried in a grotto
let me see the face that look like someone that I used to know
every time we sin we sin again in don't wanna
I don't wanna go I just gotta 
dark pelt coat in octobers like a sauna
I live in a forest off the fauna 

isolated - sewerperson (betweentheveinsandi x jolst cover)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Listen on Spotify!

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

@cut_deep
@imcaves
@irby314
(it's alright im sorry, i dont even notice
the pain that she caused me)
hanging by a thread again
softly say i love u girl
(hanging by a thread again)
tears come out 
from those blue eyes of her
i swear ill be ok 
don't say another word..
i know u saw me with her

i gotta go, i gotta go
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no

cxtdeep:
so tell me what u know bout me?
ill tell u that im sorry
i know it's hard to be
someone that ur not
trusting me
i-
and i can't take 
all this pain
anymore
i can't relate..
to u
u left too soon
fall through
i dont love u

i gotta go, i gotta go
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no
i gotta go x3
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no!

honestly w/ cutdeep (prod. caves x irby)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/album/6kMRMVk5O7Vef4KqBgXJ7c?si=6M_VGtnaQ0CIDOfTWzbLyg

voz, letra, mix/master por @fullrazer, @mogory
produzido por @chromefinn

[@fullrazer] —
coloca o shaders, não sei jogar sem
mudando meu game inteiro, pra ficar só do meu jeito
salvando, executando
com o inventário cheio, eu tô farmando

meu quarto escuro e quente igual uma caverna
busco uma luz, mesmo que seja externa
sinto somente solidão eterna
tô indo pro nether, a porta tá aberta

meu machado quebrou
meu XP acabou
totem não me salvou

[@mogory] —
armadura encantada com espinhos, ninguém chega perto
dei minha alma por isso, talvez não seja certo
tomo cuidado a cada passo
ele reside nas cavernas

tenho medo do que me espera
construí tão alto e não quero a queda
construí tão alto e não tenho mais volta
mas se você quiser, eu posso te jogar uma corda

[@fullrazer] —
coloca o shaders, não sei jogar sem
mudando meu game inteiro, pra ficar só do meu jeito
salvando, executando
com o inventário cheio, eu tô farmando

meu quarto escuro e quente igual uma caverna
nusco uma luz, mesmo que seja externa
sinto somente solidão eterna
tô indo pro nether, a porta tá aberta

2. SHADERS ft. mogory

Prod. YoungNobody1
dojoflex - Monster
https://dojoflex.bandcamp.com/album/who-deluxe-album

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

epitomeoffailure (@eof404)

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