g (boyfifty x pizzle)

feel you now (acoustic)[prod. IOF]

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

no one to hold me w/cypression (pekarot)

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

lyrics

if i could i back to the past god forbid
id strangle the fuck out of that little kid
the damage hed cause to all those around him
tho hurting inside all those sins were still his
his temper and cold words could cut like a blade
to ask for forgiveness would not be okay
when he was called out he would promise hed change
but progress was slow, and it still felt the same
a victim complex was inbuilt in his brain
toxic in nature with poisonous veins
mutual destruction was something he craved
enabled by rights that he placed on his faith
but he never listened, he always knew best
and then with a blade he pierced everyones chest
as he lay there bleeding, well u know the rest
something inside him would not let him rest
his body was broken and hollow inside
eased by the substances fueling his mind
and he blamed his father and slights to his kind
and took from his flesh as to punish his pride
but they saw no difference, and thats fair enough
twas just superficial, it wasnt enough
with that reputation words stuck to his name
whispers and lies would become commonplace
when he fell again's when he started to change
said fuck it, im done, ill admit my mistakes
and it may be the cause, but no justification
ill learn how to deal with my pent up frustration
but it seems that my time and my effort was wasted
tears falling down as the train leaves the station
all of these things that u do on a whim
i bet u hate waking up next to him

he, him, and i (pekarot)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg

just wanna let it go (prod. metlast)

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

(so i'm gonna have u breathe in, and out
breathe in, breathe out
breathe in, and out)

take a walk outside
feel the breeze on ur face
watch the birds in the sky
and change ur pace
how can i feel safe
when i am myself 
how can i feel safe
when i hurt myself

everything u try to do is useless
no1 can help me to go thru this 
u said that loving me was foolish 
well to be honest in the matter im cluless 
cause i can't really love myself 
so i can't really tell you that well 
if i really agree with all of that 
i think i've been burning my brain cells 
cause i can't seem to process 
the reason why all of the good things end fast
what i thought was forever disappeared in a snap

(u are safe)

(u are safe)

take a walk outside
feel the breeze on ur face
watch the birds in the sky
and change ur pace
how can i feel safe
when i am myself 
how can i feel safe
when i hurt myself(u are safe)

safe (NADIAK)

Produced by @user-757072975 & @pekarot_161
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Caffeine and THC
No better way to start the day
All the things that keep me sane
Are the same things dragging me to an early grave

Look at the rut that I've
Dug myself into this time around
It comes as a surprise but somehow
I'm still above the ground

I don't wanna die young
I just wanna be someone you can rely on
But I'm
Living in a pipe dream if I think
Anybody else could like me
Despite me

I don't wanna be an addict
I don't wanna die before my time
Like my dad did
That'd be tragic
Everything I have just tossed in the trash bin

(Horosha)
My whole life I've been an addict
Chasing a high that just doesn't exist
For a life I wanna live
And neglecting the one I'm in

So it's
Caffeine and THC
Late nights on my balcony to cope
With the reality that not everything works out like on the silver screen

I don't wanna be an addict
Chasing a high that just doesn't exist
There's a life that I could live
If I just let myself live it

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Tragic! (Prod. Lavender_Txwn & Pekarot)

Overthinking everything in my head 
Feelings don’t fade while I’m in my bed 

Keep me up late with your shit again
Lying on the floor screaming my name all again

In over my head and it’s time to go 
Being followed by people I don’t know 

Hold it over my head 
And watch me go 
Paranoia kickin in and it’s time to go 

All alone with my thoughts 
I’ve been biting on the tip of my tongue

Trying to find ways to erase the pain without you in my head 

Bad thoughts running through my head
I can’t stop the feelings of regret 
In my heart 

They’re running away without my body

Overthinking [+ sogimura]

thank you to @lilskeleskrrt and @lilduckk

[forever untitled]
I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this
I've been daunted and shaken
Can't handle this
I can't handle this

I won't be alright
I'm trapped inside my mind
Fallen time to time and never get it right
I just run my life away
Never want to fight
I look right in back of me
The monster's right behind
Oh yeah, it's right behind me (right behind me)

I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this
I've been daunted and shaken
Can't handle this
I can't handle this

Do you really wanna know my life?
Do you really wanna see inside?
Do you really wanna look through my eyes?
All the suffering that happens at night

[lil skele]
I don't wanna take up your time
Think of what you said
You've been in my head taking up my mind
I've been looking out for what I think is best
But there's something in my head that makes my heart break through my chest so I know that I am more than this

[forever untitled]
I've been wanting and chasing something more than this
Something more than this

starchaser ft. skele (prod. WellFed)

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