1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @noxious-nights | 3rd @emptychest | [+ @strivemusicau]

Home That I Live In w/ emptychest, soulfade & noxiousnights [+ strivesad]

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

respect the dead
sorry for your loss erika :(( - mitch n me 

Lyrics:

[hero]

240 ppl died around the world during this song
nobody recognizes it i'm not that worried falling off
your gut it shifts when u realize that's not the 1 u love
you got like 80 years at most so live ur life just how u want
live your life just how you want
cause death is coming for us all
it'll be quicker than you thought
i wish you had understood
but i'm alone inside this earth and i got no one

[navyxower]

too many people die its art
when you talk about this shit inside a song
but its not a fuckin joke when u know time is coming up
pack up all ur fuckin memories to bring em to the top

like holy shit were floating
in-finite nothing'niss is clouding out my orbit
theres like a million fuckin centuries left
but we aint ever see that shit
my own brain is like a weapon fighting me until im dead

and its makin me so stressed
sometimes dont see a point in doing anything i guess
cause all i think about is it all going, to shit
when time, moves on without me what will i see, next

[hero]

240 ppl died around the world during this song
nobody recognizes it i'm not that worried falling off
your gut it shifts when u realize that's not the 1 u love
you got like 80 years at most 
so live ur life just how u want

george+239 (ft. navyxower)

@yoimn3ver
@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@emptychest
@kuriositylol

(teddyboi)

demons after me I'm in a crisis all white gucci suit, yeah

I've been feeling righteous can't breathe, feel like I got bronchitis

I ruin everything that i touch like my name is Midas

yeah spread, spread like a virus, yeah demons chasing after me it's a crisis,

yeah, all white gucci suit,

I feel righteous tired of fist fightin demons, think I'm bout to shoot them

wanna know the truth?

baby I'm a little ruthless ill stab you in the back make you feel like Julius

(TNS)

Holding onto everything

Words in my head

Can’t catch a break

Slow it down and speed it up

Places to go don’t give a damn

Worry about myself and don’t give in

bullet in my brain just to feel the pain

Worry about the things I can’t control

I’m gonna fill my body with bullet holes tonight

(casperrr)

3am throwing up all the shit I ate

now I'm on the bathroom and my body ache

I think I smoked more than I could take

I don't fuck with anyone, everybody's fake

trade me, replace me I know u fucking hate me

the way u try to make me feel the way u try to break me

go away and leave u make me feel sick with all the shit u say with all the things u do

(emptychest)

im fine till i cope

try to breath air but i choke

pretty purple lights glow inside my room tonight im always hot like cryoscope

wrote a note in envelope sent it out to the seas

on a boat and hope it makes it there yet

i live there nothing could ever be fine but i wont ever care im wishing for the best

and im staring life right in the eyes saying, "test me." saying "test me."

(kuriosity)

should’ve known that she was a hoe

said i blow me a k

gotta get me some more gotta louie bet on the floor said i walk in the room

and her belt on the floor im too busy stackin my dough

i cant worry bout u i cant stress onna hoe

i feel like ive been here before feel like i’ve been here before

and ive been searchin through my own past tryna figure out who the fuck i am

and i’ve been getting in my own bag

i cant focus on u gotta focus on bands

good deeds cant cover up my bads

i did what i did i am who i am

the shit u said hurt so bad but u wouldn’t get it u wont understand

Crisis w/ casperrr, teddyboi, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

[+ sogimura]

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WWBYRN w/ teddyboi, The North Shore, lil XipZ, casperrr, Crizzy White & popularreject

half the scene feat lil XipZ (prod. malloy x jkei)

produced by pekarot

back at ground zero steady wasting away
wouldn’t blame you for leaving but i hope that you stay
i won’t beg for attention or even a mention
my bloods on your hands from killing more than just tension
maybe its time to call it quits again
maybe i should learn to do something else instead
maybe i could end it and it’d all make sense
im just sick of the mundane, no break in the bend
and i know its hard sometimes to do what you want
i know its hard to love when you dont think you can trust
this side of the fence has become nothing but rust
it was all in the goodbye, left me in the dust
and you’d be amazed at the secrets i kept
only seem to find release when im high with my friends
you’re wasting your time
there’s nothing left to mend
you’re wasting your time
yeah i said what i said

Yeah I’m back once again 
I’m not feeling once again 
when u see me you don’t care 
but one of us has gotta drop our stare
I’ve escaped death himself 1 too many old occasions 
make it make sense living no medication

Guess you didn’t mean it when you said that you were tying 
stuck in side this life that feels no greater than just dying 

And I know it’s hard enough sometimes so you put up a front 
I know it’s hard enough to be the person you want  
Thriving at the end of all struggle always been the dream
struggle dragging a little longer than it meant to be 

I said I saw u leave 
don’t believe what I see
said I wouldn’t fall
apart at the seam as long as u call 
as long as u call 
As long as u call
Upon to me

and i know its hard sometimes to do what you want
i know its hard to love when you dont think you can trust
this side of the fence has become nothing but rust
it was all in the goodbye, left me in the dust
and you’d be amazed at the secrets i kept
only seem to find release when im high with my friends
you’re wasting your time
there’s nothing left to mend
you can fuck off and die
yeah i said what i said

art of losing w/ lil booj (prod. pekarot)

hopefully you want me more than me
i swear i cannot take all i see
the human race, is such a disease
although ur pretty, whats it mean to me

separate
meaningless, conversation's, wait
the cold air is piercing, everything
im freezing from head to my toes

i wanted to give you a call
and tell you if ill make it home tonight
i dont know if im gonna be alright!
i got too deep in my thoughts
now i feel like giving up

cutting my wrists till they fall, off, oh 

separate
meaningless, conversations, wait
the cold air is piercing, everything
im freezing from head to my toes 

i dont know if ill make it home!
no meds here to keep me calm
i, think im loosing my sanity
the cold air is killing me

and if i asked you why did it
youd give me a stupid, answer, whats this
im breathing, slowly
you cant control, me, is all she says

but dont, worry
ill be gone by the morning

gone by morning (prod. santana)

i guess i could write it off as just me being obsessed or something,
but i dont really think it is.
i mean..
i know its fucking stupid to just.. wait for someones reponse every single day of your life,
i know its fucking stupid to just-
get sad when they dont respond,
and get sad when they talk about somebody else,
or- what they have, or whatever, and get envious or jealous of them, but..
whatever.
or maybe its not stupid at all, and im just fucking.. brainwashed.
by everything that i see online, cause I'm just convinced that everything that I feel's invalid and I will never be the fucking same as him.
i just fucking hate this.

ive been fucked up like every single day recently
im stumbling thru my halls sleepily
can you even see what i see?
i see my end in my dreams
ive been feeling like two people at the same time
and i know damn well i cant help either im a landmine
boy just talk youre a damn mime ..
im envious as shit and i really hope you get nowhere
ive killed myself forever to have what you have
or a fraction of it.
oh my god that bitch is dumb 
i filled my stomach with nails and tums
cause im really sick and i cant grow up

hi, um..
i just got off the phone with him, and-
i dont know, he's- 
he just seems really sad, and i dont know what to do anymore, and i..
i just wish i could help him but i dont know how.

brainwashed (domesticsoul)

im not doing better than i was last night
i still count on myself when times get hard
i dont mean to alarm you but everything's falling apart
but i think we'll be alright

ive been flying sideways
off track, sun burnt my face
i dont remember what you said
blacked out imma go
they think imma ghost
they dont wanna see my face when i comatose
many problems in my head undiagnosed
packed a ounce and i think its getting kinda close to running out
im half way dead
theres a stain on my dress and it makes me depressed
woah scroll thru the messages sent
woah so i can reminisce about a dumb bitch 
ive been flying sideways
off track, sun burnt my face
i dont remember what you said

drift that going sideways
gremlin burn the highway
its me or simply no way
whiskey melt my whole face
girl you are my home base
make me feel safe at last
50k on every song thats what i really gotta have

ive been flying sideways
off track, sun burnt my face
i dont remember what you said
blacked out imma go
they think imma ghost
they dont wanna see my face
im not doing better than i was last night
i still count on myself when times get rough
(im half way dead)
i dont mean to alarm you, but everythings falling apart
but i think,
we'll be alright.

undiagnosed

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𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙤𝙖𝙙

Lyrics:

hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
(ok like)
yeah k i'm ghosting but fuck you did it first
i'm tryna avoid you before i end up in a hearse
i know you'd never get it cause you're happy with his curse
don't think imma get it like when i gonna learn

my eating habits bad
watch me fuck my life
you got me had
in a couple nights
the people here think black and white
these heights we diving through this shite

and through this shit
you grab my hand
we power through without ritalin
i hope you're well chillin with your mans
cuddled up on the couch i'm not jealous and
like have fun
i don't really care no more, don't want you feel some
for me fucking dip from my life for my own good
blocking up emotions. i don't really wanna feel one
dropping all my friends and family and i don't need none

hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road
hey
hi
hello
thought i'd call you on my phone
yeah i'm on my way home
i'll see you sometime down the road

bye
ciao
so long
i won't see you on my lows
i don't need you to row my boat
just need my music and my flows
bye
ciao
so long
i won't see you on my lows
i don't need you to row my boat
just need my music and my flows

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xg5_cAa6f-U
PRODUCED BY YUNG FAIRY

been working on this a while I hope I did the beat justice

heyhihello (yung fairy)

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