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Wait Until I Fall

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

feat. @lilskeleskrrt
lyrics:
Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Time to move along 
I broke my heart so here’s another song 
Numb the pain, I’m gonna need all of the drugs 
Escaping the memories that I’ve held on for too long 

You say I’m better off dead
you live with regret 
you always made it about the sex 
and laying in bed 

Baby yeah I’m feelin upset 
Got pain to forget 

You always said that I’m the best 
Got you out of breath 

But then, you left

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

Delete me Tell me you don’t need me  Screaming, tell me you ain’t anything 
I wanna feel it all 
Drown it all in alcohol 
You’re not upset at all 
Yeah, I hope you fall 
We can put it out 
Baby don’t watch me then 
I’mma hold it down 
Waiting my whole damn life 
Now you’re reading I’m a mess is something I said 
We were laying in bed 
Now you’re wanting me dead 

Erasing you from my mind 
Staying high I’m on my vibe 
Wasting time, but I can’t lie 
I’m just here watching myself die young 
I still feel twenty one 
And the smoke inside my lungs 
Clouded all my thoughts 
But I’m no one’s second shot 
So just delete me

So just delete me

Delete me

delete me (feat. Skele)

prod. 2001

shoutout the homie skrwd <3

woah
in the silence i will drown
tonight 

i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

in the silence i’ll drown tonight 
no one can save my life (save my life)
all i needed was a friend 
to come and pull me out of the quicksand 

SKRWD:

its been a while and i still feel abandoned
it comes to mind all the time, i cant stand it
every night i lie awake to reminders of the sound
maybe i wont feel a thing on the way down 
i dont get it
you never meant it
so whyd you wanna be the one who said it?
i dont get it
i dont get it
why say it if you never meant it?


i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

(in the silence i’ll drown tonight no one can save my life)

in the silence i’ll drown w/ skrwd (2001)

im the verse lololol  hope you enjoy !! haven't made a song with austin in awhile was fun!!

Running (Feat. yung axstn) [Prod. GAXILLIC]

Final Single!! New album 'for better or worse' releases NEXT WEEK 3/24!!

produced by @gaxillic_beats & @livingpuffy

Lyrics:

(verse)
here it is 
the final look at all your master plans 
is this what you were picturing 
are you wondering 
what took so long 
or why it all feels so wrong 

(hook)
cmon cmon won’t you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know
 how to ask for help 
the situation 
dire need of something different 
waiting on a reason to find 
cuz i don’t have a reason to try again 

(verse)
(so) is this what you wanted 
a picture perfect little way to cope 
is haunting your brain now 
and you can’t find a way out 
(or) is this how you solve this 
cuz i’ve been waiting on a reason while you’re waiting the pain out 
this may never end now 

(hook)
cmon cmon won’t you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know 
how to ask for help 
the situation 
dire need of something different 
hello hello can you hear me now 
cuz i think i’m spinning out 
cant tell what it’s about 
I just hope I feel you now 
waiting on a reason to find 
cuz i don’t have a reason to try 

(bridge)
can i wait this out 
can i wait this out 
there’s no time to waste 
cuz i don’t think i’ll make it til 
you pull me out 

(ending)
cmon cmon wont you pull me out 
i’m screaming out but i don’t know how to 
ask for help in this situation 
i’m screaming out but i see no difference 
waiting on a reason to find 
that i’m the only one who can try again

pull me out [prod. LIVING PUFF & GAXILLIC]

Been wanting to cover this for a while, did my best with what I have.
hope you enjoy.

sewerperson - hated (NAVYXOWER cover) (prod. eric godlow)

burning bridges
produced by wisssery
featuring @lil-p_nut
mixed by nine to 5 and pnut

lyrics:
nine to 5:
intro:
can't focus on what's right in front of me
i'm passed along, continue to sweep me off my feet

chorus:
just don't make me say it again
cuz ive been losing track of my head
all these days i have to pretend
that i'll be better off in the end
ive been making friends with the sky
talking to the ghosts in my walls that you sent
slipping through the cracks in the ground that you left
i've been spending time burning bridges

verse:
marks on the tile, you painted a picture i couldn't imagine
blood dripping down, the canvas was stained and then burned up in ashes
try to focus on whats left of me but next to me i saw apparitions of your eyelids
walking down a busy street was black and white until i caught a glimpse of your iris
across the way i saw a day where this was all fine but its not today
everyone is all the same
i wish i could forget your face

verse:
pnut:
i can't see straight its just a phase
tired eyes and busy days
i try to sleep but im awake
holding on to these press pieces
thinking about you and me
losing all my damn memories
cuz other things you buried deep
hide yourself so we never meet
if i never see you again, ill be buried in the clothes that you left
banging on the back of my head, thats the only thing you're good at
leave me alone at night so i can get some rest

bridge:
both:
holding on to myself is all i do now
day by day inside this hollow place its all i do now
waste another night in my head its all i do now
hide myself ill never see you all these bridges have come down
just forget my name, forget my face all these bridges have come-

chorus:
just don't make me say it again
cuz ive been losing track of my head
all these days i have to pretend
that i'll be better off in the end
ive been making friends with the sky
talking to the ghosts in my walls that you sent
slipping through the cracks in the ground that you left
i've been spending time burning bridges

nine to 5 - burning bridges ft. pnut (prod. wisssery)

prod. sorrowbringer
safeatlast > @safeatlast

grace

Stay a while, stay a while
Listen to what I've compiled
Maybe I could make you smile
I could make this worth your while

i been
back on my shit
my futures undecided
i dont wanna own up but my thoughts are drowned by sirens

takin over every damn decsion i confide in
takin over every single home that i reside in

theyre multiplyin 
i dont wanna fight it
division is unnecesary
they say im a flight risk

changin all my habits just in hopes that you will like this 
song that imma make for you but im too indecisive

truthfully
i like what u do 2 me
my life is like a movie scene

i just wanna make it big in the scene
i just wanna make it big and be seen

is that 2 much 2 ask for
i been sober whym i pullin out the flask for
i dont wanna see you can you walk out the back door

bre

im different
"you changed" 
yes, i did
im questioning my
choices
yeah..
my voices
aye
my point is,
everybodys jointless
c'mon, dissapoint us
maybe even rejoin us
the trees look better than they use to
youre shining brighter than i knew you

jointless w/ safeatlast

Hold on tight to the pain within, it’s all right, just let the fight begin 

When it begins, there’s no stopping you 
When it’s happening, there’s no way you lose
And when it’s over, I just count my bruisin’, 
I get back up again, I stand back up again

Hold on tight to the pain within, it’s all right, just let the fight begin
She saw the light just like she saw God
Here in jest, you fly, just let the fight begin

And when it’s over, I just count my bruisin’ and I get back up again. I stand back up again.

So let the fight begin, yeah, only then I can begin again 
We nearly step away another hell

So here it is — my final plea of need
in the world where I long to be, to be free.
With the weight of silence, I break the chains, calling out the fury — a pouring rain

Hold on tight to the stars we sail
It’s all right let the music flail 
She saw the light just like she saw God
Here in jest you fly, can we just find a light 
She saw the light just like she saw God
Here in jest you fly,
Can we just find the light 

Copyright 2025 Brian James McDonald (ASCAP)
Copyright Hoon Toons Publishing (ASCAP)

Running (Feat. yung axstn) [Prod. GAXILLIC]

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