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prod. @stezzyxl

~lyrics~

i cant remember the last time i was sober
but i remember u tellin me that its over 
i swear to god mama always raised a soldier 
but i been weaker everytime that i get older 
u said its killin you? well i hope you rot in hell 
wit the fires burnin hotter, every lie u tell
i buy so much from the plug, no other clientel 
drop a pill in my cup, so i can fly as well 

dreams of a wedding ring
dreams of better days, full of better things 
dreams of a day, that my heart dont get the best of me 
dreams of a day, that you lay next to me

and scars open, everytime i hear u call for me 
shoulda known that you would never give it all for me 
honestly, i bet you never cared at all for me 
didnt even scrape the blood from off the wall for me 
i hope i rot into the earth and the city burns 
consequences cant be taught, you just gotta learn 
pieces of my soul are lost with every penny earned 
as pages of the story burn, another slowly turns
were livin in a world thats full of greed 
and no ones perfect, sure as hell not me 
i really think that everyone has this disease 
indulged in you, but i guess i just couldnt see 

and i didnt, want to let go 
but i think you already know that
and i didnt want to go home 
but im gone, n baby i wont be back
i remember blue skies
and i remember the lies
i remember you crying
do you remember me dying?

all of the scars are still aching
all the hearts of the youth are still breaking 
so we look to the skies and, ponder the lies 
i pray the day comes i see through this disguise
as the smoke fills the skies 
and acid the ocean 
maybe your eyes, will finally open 
the children are choking, they live broken lives 
how many gone, not one single tear cried

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lovestruck w/endcreed (Gaxillic)

[LYRICS]
evilmiku:
i said damn 
can i catch a fucking break 
cause you don’t care about what’s the outcome
run to your pills cause you can’t live 
without them 
you’re just like me, need a little something 
to get you off your motherfucking feet 
i’m trying to take you home 
but you don’t wanna go 
and i’m so fucking high 
out of my mind 
i’m slippin away 
you’re sniffing cocaine 
shes an angel 
there’s blood on my face 
i don’t think i’ll change 
she’s from a fable 
yeah she looks so cool 
i been stumbling around like goddamn fool 

DecayingAnyways:
Nicotine and Fluxotine are killing me
Oh 
While she healing telling me all these pretty things 
We fell in love in such a haze 
Oh no 
Now this love is feeling caged 
And now we’ve come undone 
Your chasing off the high you lost 
But tell me yeah what high cost 
We found each-other while fucked up 
I’m feeling that this love 
Was influenced too much 
And everything we touched 
Is tainted quite enough 
God your such a withdrawal 
(???)
So I hope that you 
Will tell me the truth

evilmiku:
i said damn 
can i catch a fucking break 
cause you don’t care about what’s the outcome
run to your pills cause you can’t live 
without them 
you’re just like me, need a little something 
to get you off your motherfucking feet 
i’m trying to take you home 
but you don’t wanna go 
and i’m so fucking high 
out of my mind 

random drop with @decayinganyways
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NUMBL0V3 w/ DecayingAnyways [Sapjer]

thank u @thornskin for making this possible ilysm

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worst alive w/ thornskin

this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

have you been awaiting this your whole life?
to find a boy, treat him shitty when he acts right?
lately i been getting so emotional then act fine
i swear you fucked me up, and i been fighting just to stay alive 

love is like a drug i swear i'm so addicted
love the way i feel with you it's prohibition
i can never have it; why'd you go? i miss this
never knowing why you put me on restrictions

it's best we go our separate roads
been broken since eleventh grade
my pops told me don't trust these hoes
they'll crush you til you break away

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

bruised [prod. jolst]

i’m in the dirt like a shovel try me turn u into rubble
baby i’m not worth the trouble, hate me, she still tryna cuddle
lately i been on my lover shit, stuttering and stumbling
ur the only one imma let call me by my government

scarred exterior the insides are rotten
8 speed too fast she said i’m the problem
black coupe sliding down ur block like it’s gotham
ruby red seats like my shoes in the bottom

every time a night ends i want it to go on
got a lot of vices but ur number one
lacing up my nikes running from ur love
running from ur love, baby girl i run it up
cold heart girl the summers up
but i feel like god whenever i’m under ya
midnight warm skin like the sun is up
bring me to life one touch is enough

talk to me nice or don’t talk to me at all
i don’t wanna fight baby i just wanna ball
pretty perfect eyes and she looking like a doll
how’d u end up here w me i’m a stray dog

i’m in the dirt like a shovel try me turn u into rubble
baby i’m not worth the trouble, hate me, she still tryna cuddle
lately i been on my lover shit, stuttering and stumbling
ur the only one imma let call me by my government

scarred exterior the insides are rotten
8 speed too fast she said i’m the problem
black coupe sliding down ur block like it’s gotham
ruby red seats like my shoes in the bottom

she treat my attention like a treat
i just had to hit it so she play me on repeat
if u ain’t my brother i don’t wanna hear ur beat
came up from the gutter now it’s lv on my sneak

she treat my attention like a treat
i just had to hit it so she play me on repeat
if u ain’t my brother i don’t wanna hear ur beat
came up from the gutter now it’s lv on my sneak

netherite2031 (ertu x flesh)

blackmail w/ epitomeoffailure (grayskies)

PROD  -  (siem spark x warheart)

MERYY XMAS

STIMU

I love you all
Thank you so much for listening
Thank you for the year
i promise consistent quality music 2024

Guitar and everything else by me

Prehook:
if its fair then ima have to let you go
and i can't change out all the things i know
i can't tell how all of this got low
tell me where's the other side where did it all go

Hook:
shit wasn't i thought
i lost track in my thoughts
sold it to me and i bought
your the one your the one

you just like to fuck up things
guess we didn't mean a thing
smoked my lungs i couldn't breathe

tell me whats your name
you think that we both same
you just like to play games
you just like to play games

write me back
i lost my track
we lost all we had
i don't wanna feel like its over
push me to the edge i can tell your not sober

i don't got no patience
im thinking yeah i made it
i see a lot im gaining 
for all the shit im changing

Unsettled

im so god damn pathetic
im embarrassed of who ive become
im a coward and im a prick
i know you hate me, glad we feel the same

but i have never told a lie 
and i could die a thousand times
and never ever say goodbye
and nothing would change

cuz im still so tired
and im still so fed up
cuz i havnt done anything

STIMU

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