produced by @recyclexbin @jolst
cover art by @envyother

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest
x2

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song
reach inside the bag, hoping for the best
soon as i spoke i wish i'd left it unsaid
i can't look into your eyes, girl i'm off meds

waited three days for the comeback
lose myself piece by piece, can't get it all back
press pause, restart, had a fallback
up thinking bout the days where it started
i had it but it's slipping through my grip
can't take it girl, it's cutting through my skin
the due date is closer than i think
everything is collapsing within

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest

final song (prod. recyclebin & jolst)

Recorded in Berlin 2022

Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy & https://soundcloud.com/lunaa1

Produced by me & https://soundcloud.com/sglily

art by Albin Looström https://albinloostrom.se ig: @albin_loostrom

Swoopy & Lunaa - 2bags [prod. Opal & Sg37]

headphones ft. kasper gem (prod. silver)

featuring @sglily
produced by me (@bigdog30k)

[ buffalobang: ]
a sudden departure
could gut me of everything i knew
the night hits me harder
i bit off more than i can chew

i want you in the team
just tell me what you need
i want you in the team
just tell me what you need

ill sleep without a blanket so my fever comes back
shoulda kept me on the bench, shoulda kept me out the match
didnt have much to give but i gave it all i had
if its not too much to ask for id like it all back

i gotta stop being so timid gotta take charge
im not a good team player and i hate sports
ill take the loss again cus winnings what u asked for
you gave me words but i burnt through em right after

[ sglily: ]
u came to see me i was seated on the bench,
but its for the best, its pouring out again
its important that u know i'm not the best
but im yrs if u would put me to the test

just test me, dont forget me
i'll be on yr team, give it all until im empty

[ buffalobang: ]
ill sleep without a blanket so my fever comes back
shoulda kept me on the bench, shoulda kept me out the match
didnt have much to give but i gave it all i had
if its not too much to ask for id like it all back

Sudden Departure, Soccer Club 2

Sudden Departure (Soccer Club 2)

Sudden Departure (Soccer Club 2) ft. Sg Lily

featuring @with3rx
prod by me (@bigdog30k) & @with3rx

[ buffalobang: ]
its something that im used to
i thought i knew you
it always bleeds through
this time i need you

i should have stayed back in the distance
nothing hardly ever makes sense
i should have stayed back in the distance
nothing hardly ever makes sense

[ with3r: ]
now i'll fall again
swallowed in
if it all falls in
it wont break you
lost within
swallowed in
it wont break you
swallowed in

up to nothing
give me something
untrusting
to believe in one single reason

[ buffalobang: ]
i should have stayed back in the distance
nothing hardly ever makes sense
i should have stayed back in the distance
nothing hardly ever makes sense

Distance

Distance ft. with3r

featuring @d1vwv
produced by me (@bigdog30k) & @with3rx

[ buffalobang: ]
i can remember and its haunting
aching my day away
my legs collapse and i fall again
and ill get up but its so daunting
and ill get up but its so daunting

twist me into knots & rinse me clean
i dont think its funny how you act, how you speak
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
thats not how its supposed to be

[ d1v: ]
i can imagine our life and our future
is that weird for me to say
i spend my life on the computer
our lifes are kinda different so to say
i remember my first breakdown
i was 15 i was bloody
i was scared what u would think of me
and if i was ugly
is it weird for me to say
we are a perfect match
nothing can be worse then what we have

[ buffalobang: ]
twist me into knots & rinse me clean
i dont think its funny how you act, how you speak
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
when you talk to me
thats not how its supposed to be
i can remember and its haunting
aching my day away
my legs collapse and i fall again
and ill get up but its so daunting
and ill get up but its so daunting

Aching, Dream State

Aching, Dream State ft. d1v [with3r & bigdog30k]

produced by me (@bigdog30k)

it could have been easy
it could have been easy
if i had just listened
why didnt i listen
it caught me by the ribs
and made it hard to breath
i remember decaying
held on to my skin
please let me in
please let me in
its wearing me thin
its wearing me thin

*Side-line Dweller

produced by me (@bigdog30k)

i thought you knew
i feel it too
you should have come over
when it all fell through
it all falls through
you should have come over
it hurts but it hurts so good

i just wish you understood
i just wish you understood
i just wish you understood
i just wish you understood
i just wish you understood
i just wish you understood
i just wish you understood
i just wish you understood
understood

i thought you knew
i feel it too
i should have come over
when it all fell through
i thought you knew
i feel it too
i should have come over
when it all fell through
it all falls through

Should've Come Over

featuring @spira_me
produced by me (@bigdog30k)

[ buffalobang: ]
i am getting tired
i need you to sleep by my side
open your arms and let me inside

its starting without you
im hurting without you baby
its starting without you
im hurting without you baby

i'll walk the trail in these woods
i'll chase my tail for what could have been
for what could have been
you and me
i thought you'd see
i thought you'd be close enough
i should have turned around

i watched you speak
you looked at me
you opened your arms and
pushed me aside

[ spira me: ]
lost hope of a tomorrow
woke up drenched in sorrow
the reflection in their mirror watched me crawl
back to you

palms intertwined
dancing in circles
tethered and worthless
living and learning

[ buffalobang: ]
i'll walk the trail in these woods
i'll chase my tail for what could have been
for what could have been
you and me
i thought you'd see
i thought you'd be close enough
i should have turned around

Hurt'ing - The Trail That Led Me To You

Hurt'ing - The Trail That Led Me To You ft. Spira_me

''  yo bigdog30k is a b**ch and he's a fake fan and he's a fake viewer and he's a fake guy and he just joins, types one thing in the chat and leaves he's a pu**y a** b**ch and i hate his a** ''

you stayed on my mind (im running in circles)
it ran me to the ground (im rotting away)

Aching, Dream State ft. d1v [with3r & bigdog30k]

buffalobang♯

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