Your 2020 Playback

h8 today [shinjin]

produced by @opal707
featuring @spira_me
cover art & master  me

i dont wanna be someone like you
(it cant get worse than this right?)
you get a bag then ill get 2
(it cant get worse than this right?)
work on myself im someone new
(it cant get worse than this right?)
i dont wanna be someone like you
if its good then its too good to be true

oh please ive heard this a million times its enough
please tell me why should i bother
its easy to take for granted
easy, but hard to manage

do what you want just keep me out of it
(you tell me to shove it then you show up again)
do what you want just keep me out of it
(you tell me to shove it then you show up again)

guess it was about that time its a sign
she want me over, to be honest girl im busy im sorry
hate to break it and im bad with goodbyes
its time to move on

leave me for someone better
philipp my pants n sweater
i want you to be happy
pree me im nothing special

made it seem like i wasnt worth mentioning
b n o tees they sold out like in 10 minutes
man i was dreaming of making it rapping 
but fuck all that dreaming its happening

someone like you + spira me (opal)

prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

drums by @oldyungtoadsage, remaining production, mels / vox / mix by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying 

Pain
Abbreviated
I burn what i grow
Till its all the same to me

All these fucking games
that they play are lame to me

please talk real
all these bitches fucking sound the same to me...


ill cut you out if you suppress me

all the blood means = growth
++more stress please

i just wanna get these words of my chest please 

step out
from depression 
like i bested it

its my craft 
i invest in it

my hearts not pure
you tested it,
so u know

i strike down
what's best in me

i cut down and rebuild 
what's left of me
on my own 

shawty keep on texting me
u can try 
but u wont see the rest of me

no no no 

my swag so heavenly 
i don't take no pills 
match my energy 
no, u wont

I sensed that something here was different 
I felt like something here was wrong
But i don’t have a way to fix it
My only vices are these songs 

And when im wounded,
will you kiss the spot that hurts 
or is it wrong for me to ask?

for me to ask???

I cant stop thinking of your skin on mine 
but the only view i get of u is online 

i think i need to fucking go outside
cuz its been a while
and im fucking dying

impure

Lunaa & Dion - Lime everywhere

@lil4c

Your heartbeat’s so loud in this room, in this town
And you’re bringing me down with your love
But it’s keeping my head on my shoulders, you’re keeping me up
Forget anybody who cares about us

I’m not getting over 
My head it’s so lonely 
You say that you need me
But don’t even know me
Your secrets are safe 
Anything you could say
And I swear I won’t break, I won’t fold, won’t complain about everything

My heart, unlock it
Know how I’m rocking
You keep me honest
Keep up, no stopping
These scripts, I’m off it
I can’t stop coughing 
My phone she’s calling...

Nobody knows, I keep it controlled
I wouldn’t tell what’s in my head
Nobody shows when I need them the most
I had to keep myself away, away...

head on my shoulders (@77709I)

featuring @sglily
produced by @bigdog30k
cover art by me

lyrics:
(buffalobang)
ill work my ass off
ill buy a gift with my earnings
i hit bottom
i feel like im tyler durden
no im not sturdy
i need a shoulder to lean on
if you got me, then i got u dont worry

im with the boys going crazy in the BNO BNB 
you barely talk to me i know how u feel bout me 
in copenhagen throwin shows catch me in the V.I.P
ill get u in for free get u a drink or three

im alone in the store am i dreaming
felt like winter spring and fall under one evening
i wanna see you baby i dont need a reason
ill give u warmth for the season

(sglily)
ill get mine so im working
make me feel uncertain
im so tide im surfing
off these pills im perc-ing
u could leave wont stop u
if u stay i got u
if u stay i got u
know i got a lot to lose
concert, bno gotta go
louis v ona floor ur a joke
got pills in my coat idk
BNB drinking coke with the bros

tough evening + sglily (bigdog30k)

beauty beast kiryano+miso

produced by @opal707
featuring @d1vwv
mix/master/cover-art by me

ok lets do this
i never knew shit
always getting treated like the new kid
i swear im just human
theres nothing to it
i wake up eat my breakfast and get to it

everything been diffrent for a while
it changed for the better
ever since i met her
id hate to be the one that waste ur time
ngl find it hard to maintain a smile

i hate when it happends, tragic on tragic
i love it when i get to be with you i feel fantastic
touch feel like magic, better then imagined
remember how it felt to be alone i  cant go back there

i cant do it again
(i dont think this shit is fun i wont do it again)
ill do better this time

im just trynna sleep away the days babe
wanted u to stay so i made place
calling out names like i was never there
i cant seem to cope i disappear
one last try can i just love myself thats all i need
will i hide all of the things we kept underneath
idk what to call it im lost for words
the way that i forget it thats all its worth

maintain + d1v (opal)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5esVvp0y3E

@prodmichael
@n9thin9

tony montana [prod. torno & michael warren]

Dion - Burden (prod. @ryanjacobx @xxmisogi & @ginsengx)

I don't wanna talk I don't wanna think
yea im all alone I don't wanna link
yea im on a blue and im off a pink
im with bno baby we *nsync

taking photograph take another drink
take my breath away leave me on the brink
dirty 100s yea wash them ina sink
say you love me yea tell me anything

stepping in Chanel walking on a rack
im in londontown gotta call my akh
move on had to let it all pass
I'd do anything just to go back
just to go back

where u gonna be when the money's gone
I just passed out with some fendi on
no I don't fw anyone
xans n the flats I got plenty of em

im in stockholm w the bros
say she wanna come to the studio
ots going stupid tho
give me space leave me all alone 

hear em talking now saying this n that
move on had to let it all pass
skinny boy fill the Prada bag fat
I'd do anything just to go back
just to go back

christiania

prod. @doodooloodoo

i saw u first
saw u again 
i got a bag 
im bout to spend
10k on you
i’d do it again 
i love you too 
this feeling intense 
what u been thru 
more than i can 
i got no one 
i got no friend 
it’s all ok 
no need to pretend 
champagne on my breath 
feel like i’m in france 
working so hard 
want my bands
want my bands
nodding so hard 
off a tram 
off a tram
she on the phone 
with her man 
with her man 
i do too much drugs
 she think that i care

intense (prod. doodooloodoo)

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

maintain + d1v (opal)

buffalobang♯

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