sick mind & twisted guts (worse than dope sick)

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

im watching us (prod. hoodwtch x utrippin! x @spaceagetike)

d0nt g0 h0me prod. iji, iokera, smooks

@pradaaslife !!!

Feel so good when I hit you up 
If I feel lost I tell them pour me up
Talk to me nice don’t say wassup
245 for a bottle tuh

Yeah I keep it so trill
Makeitrain you know I will
Spirit guards I got no fear

Loved by the mysteries lets toast up

Loved by the mysteries lets toast up

Perfect time I got it all

Loose my mind for the dough

Lost a pack made it back
Yeah that money recycling 
Spent a whole check just on a disguise incense blowin clouds sometimes it be frightening 
Loosin my mind but u know I gotta move on

Backseat reminiscing pouring out the feels

Foreign drank we pour while we lighting up to heal

Yeah never overthink it yeah not even for a second 
When I’m balling pockets open up we reaching brand new levels
When we pour we be reaching them new dimensions
Trappin on a monday closed call sections 

Feel so good when I hit you up 
If I feel lost I tell them pour me up
Talk to me nice don’t say wassup
245 for a bottle tuh

Yeah I keep it so trill
Makeitrain you know I will
Spirit guards I got no fear

Loved by the mysteries lets toast up

Loved by the mysteries lets toast up

https://open.spotify.com/album/1hHgNIiz0aOybPPYIF7tBi?si=9cc9c11e077a4f65

Pradaaslife - Loved by the mysteries (prod. by deathlike)

Prod. @silversxo & @methboiswag
Feat. Parappa the rapper

Lunaa - Lush (prod. silver & methboiswag)

vox/production/mix/cover-art by me (@bigdog30k)

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

:FALL FALL:
:IT ALL FALLS THROUGH:

didnt i tell you i was fine?
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
i cant do this one more time
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady

                   ⟳

didnt i tell you i was fine?
(did i tell you i was fine?)
i think maybe youre the hurt one baby
(i think maybe you just heard wrong baby)
i cant do this one more time
(i think i do this all the time)
i learned to doubt, theres always something shady
(i learned to doubt, theres always something shady)

im still waiting

Still Waiting

vox/art/mix&prod by me (@bigdog30k)

Lyrics:
if i let you in then would you stay here for a while
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ touch me softly as you spoke on through the night
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ and i know youre lost it eats me up inside
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ this pain wasnt meant for you
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ this pain wasnt meant for you
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎

  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎let me forget
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ just for a while
  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎  ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎i know it hurts

Softly (as Ever)

if it means something w/ buffalobang

I'm tired [eera]

@buffalobang

why cant i ever just do what i say so
ill do it this time baby just stay close
i stayed 10 toes down in this stronghold
hoping no one gets close
getting by on bare bones
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again

keep me safe
we'll find our way
take me in
and let me stay

i- i said ill try my best
took the first step and skipped the rest
and its hard to do the basic things
but i swear ive tried like everything

why cant i ever just do what i say so
ill do it this time baby just stay close
i stayed 10 toes down in this stronghold
hoping no one gets close
getting by on bare bones
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again
often, dissatisfied too often
it always falls apart when
i think its looking up and
i cant take it again

buffalobang - catharsis (prod. krampus_)

You Changed Me For The Better [with3r]

All Deez Hoze ft Chase Alex(L I N U S)

YEAH RIGHT

Joji - YEAH RIGHT

https://soundcloud.com/buffalobang

https://soundcloud.com/opal707
https://soundcloud.com/eera0

cover; @with3rx

Stacking  𝗕𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗶'𝘀 til the 𝗥𝘂𝗯𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗼𝗽
I'm upping 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 @ the 𝗧𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗧𝗼𝗽
𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗳𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗻𝗼 𝗰𝗼-𝗼𝗽
Keep 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 going til  my liver 𝗣𝗼𝗽

I'm in 𝗠𝗼𝗹𝗹𝘆𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 i can't have enough
Gas 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄𝘀 it down like a 𝗧𝗿𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗶𝗰 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗽
𝗣𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗮𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗛𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗽
Cuppa 𝗧𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗿𝘀 what we finna 𝗱𝗿𝗼𝗽

𝙁𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙮
𝙉𝙤 𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙮
𝙉𝙤 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙮
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙒𝙚 𝙧𝙪𝙣 𝙪𝙥 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙜 𝙬/ 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙖𝙘𝙞𝙩𝙮

𝓑𝓾𝓯𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓪𝓷𝓰
i tried to make u happy tried to grow up
unless i do it with my bros im not gon show up
they want a picture but i feel like im a no one
 im bno thats what i t̾h̾r̾o̾w̾ ̾u̾p̾
im alright 
walk around see the stars in the moonlight
i just hate it when i hear u say goodbye
havent slept yet i been going hard all night
its fine its noon its soon a new night
i just cant stand it
c̲a̲n̲t̲ ̲u̲n̲d̲e̲r̲s̲t̲a̲n̲d̲ ̲i̲t̲
̲c̲a̲n̲t̲ ̲u̲n̲d̲e̲r̲s̲t̲a̲n̲d̲ ̲i̲t̲
god i hate when that happends
im just not there yet 
stare in the m̶i̶r̶r̶o̶r̶
stare in the m̶i̶r̶r̶o̶r̶
god i wish i could see clear


😑


I u͓̽s͓̽e͓̽ precaution, can n̳e̳v̳e̳r̳ be too s͎a͎f͎e͎
Cuppa b♥a♥n♥d♥s in t̾h̾e̾ ̾a̾i̾r̾ She put t̲i̲t̲s̲ in my face
𝘐𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘢 𝘨𝘶𝘺, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘴𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘶 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘨𝘶𝘺 𝘢 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬
🅸🅽🅵🅹 broad and she a̳l̳w̳a̳y̳s̳ read books
Do it cus it f͓̽e͓̽e͓̽l͓̽s͓̽ ͓̽n͓̽i͓̽c͓̽e͓̽ , d̲o̲n̲t̲ ̲c̲a̲r̲e̲ ̲h̲o̲w̲ ̲i̲t̲ ̲l̲o̲o̲k̲s̲
𝘎𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘪'𝘮 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬
𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬

Stacking  𝗕𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗶𝘀 til the 𝗥𝘂𝗯𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗼𝗽
I'm upping 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 @ the 𝗧𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗧𝗼𝗽
𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗳𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀 𝗻𝗼 𝗰𝗼-𝗼𝗽
Keep 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 going til  my liver 𝗣𝗼𝗽

I'm in 𝗠𝗼𝗹𝗹𝘆𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 i can't have enough
Gas 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄𝘀 it down like a 𝗧𝗿𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗶𝗰 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗽
𝗣𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗮𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗛𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗽
Cuppa 𝗧𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗿𝘀 what we finna 𝗱𝗿𝗼𝗽

CO-OP + Buffalobang [Opal & Eera]

sick like a dog w/ d0lly (4am & angelus)

https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy 
prod https://soundcloud.com/sg37

sglily:
In Stockholm with the wolves, vi heter “BNO”
I feel like I’m Taehyung when I’m on the road
I give you all my heart, wrap it up and tie a bow
I had to get a bag, had to get it on my own

But I pass it to my bro, I pass it to my vro
We walking in the store, turn it to a fashion show
Don’t ask me how it feel if you don’t really wanna know
You turned me so cold, you turned me so cold
Oh, you slipped my mind
With my wolves, hit my line
It gets cold on this side
It gets cold by your side  

Alone again, and again, and again
Back home again, and again, and again
“So long” again, and again, and again
Its my fault, I know I don’t listen, just tell me again

swoopy:
I said yo & she responded (EZ Clap)
We’re on beers bonding hard in the frat
Different Motorala phones in the trap
And when your friends pulling up it's a wrap

Because i'm a WOLF imma move with the pack
Howl at the moon 'til my voice finna crack
We got woods just like a lumberjack
Run up until it's done, BNO quarterback

Wolfs - sglily/swoopy/sg37

Pocho ass Chicano de Michoacán, bleed that dirty bean blood. 3rd gen degenerate vagabond.  Most beloved welfare kween, I am them. Just tryna get up and get it shakin'.

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Still Waiting

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