BOLLY LOVE HITS

my life

Good vibes

guc 2

You Don't

it's not that bad
it's like a rubber band to the heart
i know u think u really killed me
give me a couple weeks and you'll see

i'm not that sad
sometimes i love to tear myself apart
i know ur trying hard to spite me
why don't u go ahead and bite me

woohoo
woohoooooo

it's not enough
to eat your feelings off of a lead plate
i know you're thinking i can't take it
i dodged a bullet so i'll make it 

u think ur tough
u won't be sorry but it'd be too late
i am so tired of the bullshit
i won't chase u i guess i'm unfit

woohoo
wooh00oooo0

demos

i'm just really tired ok

I just stepped on a plane, my bags on the shelf
I find my seat in the middle and plan to keep to myself
The pilot comes on, says: "there's been a delay"
and I sigh, buckle up, and prepare for the wait
There's a middle aged woman on my right by the window
no ring on her finger, maybe divorced or widow?
She's drafting an email and from where I am seated
I can side-eye that shit, so of course I'm gon' read it.

it said:

Dear McCracken... this is already great
dude's got a pen pal and a killer last name
she opens with an inside joke and she's hoping
to set a casual tone, her words carefully chosen
she was sure that her week spent in Houston would drag
but then a face from her past quickly changed all of that
the trip was for business, she's used to the travel
but this time she's not ready to head back to Seattle

Dear McCracken, I'd rather be off this plane
I can't admit the half of it that I want to say
Do I pretend, do I push you away?
I'm jet-laggin mcCracken and I'll give you, I'll give you your space

I can tell by the abuse of the backspace key
there's a heart balanced on how her words are perceived
she's retyped that fourth paragraph four times
swinging the tone back and forth until she's so satisfied
that he knows that even though their paths have diverged
there's an air of regret but not enough to reverse
and I am stunned, there I sit, completely convinced
that once you grow old you stop dealing with this
the uncertain, the hurtin', the feelin like dirt when
things don't work out by the fall of the curtain
she hits send, powers off, and we're ready to go
and I am sad for the passion that McCracken, he might never know

Dear McCracken, I'd rather be off this plane
I can't admit the half of it that I want to say
Do I pretend, do I push you away?
I'm jet-laggin mcCracken and I'll give you, I'll give you your space

Dear McCracken, I'm keepin this on my chest
I've said a lot of things but none of them what I meant
Do I pretend, do I try to forget?
I'm jet-laggin mcCracken and I wish you, I wish you the best

and I thought, I thought by that age
our broken hearts had seen their worst
and I thought that kind of heartache
was meant for the young but we're never too old to hurt

and I thought, I thought by that age
our broken hearts had seen their worst
and I thought that kind of heartache
was meant for the young but we're never too old to hurt

I just stepped off a plane, I've got one regret
I know I'll never get closure or ever see how it ends
I won't know his answer, what happens between them
why she kept her cards so close even she couldn't see them
what gave her such pause when she so clearly wanted
to tell you all the emotions she tried so hard to bottle
and I'll never know why she kept the honest truth from you
but Oh Dear McCracken... in the rough draft...

in the rough draft...

In the Rough Draft She Loved You.

Dear McCracken

Making Up Words

The Key To Being Lonely

made another song // out on all platforms june 8th 

i've been hiding for so long
these feelings theyre not gone
can i tell anyone?
afraid of what they’ll say
so i push them away
i'm acting so strange

they're so pretty
it hurts
i'm not talking about boys
i'm talking about girls
they're so pretty 
with their button up shirts

i shouldnt be feeling this
but its too hard to resist
soft skin and soft lips 
i should be into this guy
but its just a waste of time
he’s really not my type
i know what i like

no this is not a phase
or coming of age
this will never change

chorus

cuz i dont know what to do
its not like i get to choose
who i love
who i loveeee

chorus

spotifYYY!!!

girls

This is The Rough Draft, the newest album from Bug Hunter

Listen To Your Mom

Be Glad I Love You (Go To Bed)

Into the Unknown (From "Frozen 2"/Panic! At The Disco Version)

i guess the world is ending

Hello everyone! This week I sang It’s Tough To Be A God from Road To El Dorado with the lovely Elise Lovelock!

I love this song and I had such a hard time believing that there were so few covers of it! I needed to change that. It took a bit of time (and more effort than I expected) but it was worth it! This cover knocks my socks off everytime I listen to it. I think it’s fair to say it has taken the top spot as my personal favorite.

Elsie is such a powerhouse!  She sings, she acts, and she was kind enough to agree to a duet with lil old me! In truth, I’ve been gassing myself up for years to approach her for a duet but I’m SO glad I finally did it. I could not have made such a kick-butt rendition without her lovely voice. Thank you so much for joining me! 

Another big thank you to Ryan as well! His instrumentals are always amazing and always make my life a million times easier (and he cranks them out super fast which is ?????? but very much appreciated because my work schedule is a disaster). 

I hope you’ve all been keeping cozy and warm (and STAYING INSIDE). I hope you can settle down and unwind with this cover! As always, thank you all for your continued love and support! I’m so grateful for every one of you. Hope you have a fantastic week and I’ll see you Saturday. 
♥

It’s Tough To Be A God -- Female Ver. (from Road To El Dorado) 【covered By Anna Ft. Elsie Lovelock】

I 
I wanna cry
Life no longer feels beautiful

The time
Keeps passing me by
I no longer feel beautiful

So if I should go
Will you be alright?

Oh I wish I could know
That you'll be just fine

I
I wanna lie
But the pain won't let go of me

It burns
I can't find the words
So I can't get it out of me

So if I should go
Will you be alright?

Oh I wish I could know
That you'll be just fine

Will U Be Alright

Love I Need

Gustakhiyan

Shagun

A fiddle tune inspired by the courage of a young man in Saskatchewan named Tristen Durocher.

A Candle For Tristen

Hide and Seek, By Bug Hunter. This is the 4th song on their 3rd album, Bigger Than Myself


Again and again
Start over from scratch
Build up from the ground
The new kid in class

I tell them my name
Again and again
I try to be kind
and hope for a friend

And hope for a friend

It's like a game of hide and seek, they count to ten and look for me
but it's been half an hour, I'm still crouched behind the couch and think
That maybe they've forgotten me, gave up, gone to watch T.V.
but I’ll be hiding quietly in case they circle back for me

The childhood I had
An outsider in my head
Again and again

Again and again
We pack up and move
I skip like a stone
New school to new school

Unable to float
and holding my breath
Afraid to approach
Will you be my friend?

Will you be my friend?

It's like a game of hide and seek, 
they count to ten and look for me
but it's been several hours
I'm still crouched behind the couch and think
That I'm the piece they'd rather lose, 
the seed you plant that never blooms
A new kid much too nervous to stand up, 
step out or leave his room

The childhood I had, an outsider in my head
Again and again

Class we have a new student
He's a little withdrawn
He just moved here from Texas or Nashville or Mars
He'll be gone before long
So he's not worth the trouble
He's a novelty when
all the cliques are connected
The ephemeral friend

It's like a game of hide and seek
They count to ten and look for me
but it's been twenty years and I'm
still crouched behind the couch and think

That I'd be different had I known
that birthday cakes and milestones
wouldn't mark my progress growing up
like years of eating lunch alone

The childhood I had, an outsider in my head
I ask myself: without it, would I be the Bug I am?
Again and Again

It's like a game of hide and seek
but it's my turn to search and, see, 
I still know all the hiding spots
to check to find the lost and thank

The childhood I had, an outsider in my head
but never again

Hide And Seek

His Sweet Voice - Erin Melek & Anthony Marcos feat. Father Suriel Costandi
Oud by Moura Raghib

Once I wandered so far away
from my Good Savior Jesus.
He came to me, He who saved me,
and called for me to return.

Refrain: 
His sweet voice did call me, call me:
“Prolong not thy straying away.
O dear child, return quickly, 
and come to Me, come to Me!”

Cruel thorns left my feet to bleed out,
wounds and agony unparalleled.
I heard the Voice call out to me,
“Thou art in error, return.”

Never did I ever care to 
heed to Him, nor to His words.
Therefore I walked away with His
warnings of pain in contempt.

My path grew ever more treacherous,
menacing darkness has prevailed.
I cried in my profound anguish:
“Where is Thy delightful Face?”

My grief has exceeded limits
due to my straying away. 
Desolated, I requested: 
“O my Savior! Come to me!”

Straightaway, a light shone brightly,
O how radiant it was!
My tender Redeemer with a
smile appeared to my aid.

His Sweet Voice - Erin Melek & Anthony Marcos feat. Fr. Suriel Costandi

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceqxcljiJLE