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Rape Me

I just stepped on a plane, my bags on the shelf
I find my seat in the middle and plan to keep to myself
The pilot comes on, says: "there's been a delay"
and I sigh, buckle up, and prepare for the wait
There's a middle aged woman on my right by the window
no ring on her finger, maybe divorced or widow?
She's drafting an email and from where I am seated
I can side-eye that shit, so of course I'm gon' read it.

it said:

Dear McCracken... this is already great
dude's got a pen pal and a killer last name
she opens with an inside joke and she's hoping
to set a casual tone, her words carefully chosen
she was sure that her week spent in Houston would drag
but then a face from her past quickly changed all of that
the trip was for business, she's used to the travel
but this time she's not ready to head back to Seattle

Dear McCracken, I'd rather be off this plane
I can't admit the half of it that I want to say
Do I pretend, do I push you away?
I'm jet-laggin mcCracken and I'll give you, I'll give you your space

I can tell by the abuse of the backspace key
there's a heart balanced on how her words are perceived
she's retyped that fourth paragraph four times
swinging the tone back and forth until she's so satisfied
that he knows that even though their paths have diverged
there's an air of regret but not enough to reverse
and I am stunned, there I sit, completely convinced
that once you grow old you stop dealing with this
the uncertain, the hurtin', the feelin like dirt when
things don't work out by the fall of the curtain
she hits send, powers off, and we're ready to go
and I am sad for the passion that McCracken, he might never know

Dear McCracken, I'd rather be off this plane
I can't admit the half of it that I want to say
Do I pretend, do I push you away?
I'm jet-laggin mcCracken and I'll give you, I'll give you your space

Dear McCracken, I'm keepin this on my chest
I've said a lot of things but none of them what I meant
Do I pretend, do I try to forget?
I'm jet-laggin mcCracken and I wish you, I wish you the best

and I thought, I thought by that age
our broken hearts had seen their worst
and I thought that kind of heartache
was meant for the young but we're never too old to hurt

and I thought, I thought by that age
our broken hearts had seen their worst
and I thought that kind of heartache
was meant for the young but we're never too old to hurt

I just stepped off a plane, I've got one regret
I know I'll never get closure or ever see how it ends
I won't know his answer, what happens between them
why she kept her cards so close even she couldn't see them
what gave her such pause when she so clearly wanted
to tell you all the emotions she tried so hard to bottle
and I'll never know why she kept the honest truth from you
but Oh Dear McCracken... in the rough draft...

in the rough draft...

In the Rough Draft She Loved You.

Dear McCracken

Making Up Words

Yes (or No)

Goodbye To A World (Porter Robinson Cover)

Moss Park

Cats, Dogs & Rats

Black Rover English - Black Clover OP3 (ROMIX Cover)

This is The Rough Draft, the newest album from Bug Hunter

The Gulf Coast (Bonus Track)

Baby Teeth

Disco! In The Panic Room

Brittle Bones Nicky

I sent my resumé to god
in MLA and 12 point font
my awards are all in order and my references are pretty strong

my bullets points: concise, and now my grammar's fixed and typo's found
I'm hopin' if she sees it I have made my English teacher proud

and I've done my share of charity
but left out the profanities
I know that he's a busy guy and maybe won't remember these

the omnipotent editor knows all the trick by now I'm sure
but first impressions stick so I am leading with my best foot first

So now I wait for the response
a call from my potential boss
did I apply 'cause I am lost?
Is it too late to call it off?

I didn't know I had an answer for this question 'till I asked
But now that I am set in motion all I want's a second chance
Take it Back.

I’m flinching as I check the mail
and flip through bills and grocery sales
I throw out all the clutter, understand that it can’t help me now

But there it is, I’ve finally heard ‘cause in my hands: the holy word
The envelop is gold and it’s addressed to: “whom it may concern”

And I’m too scared
To look inside
With shaking hands
And fading eyes

But nothing now can change at all the contents of this envelop
It's best I get this over with cause ignorance won't save my soul

And I read the words one at a time
But can't get past the leading line
My eyes refocus, open wide...
“Your application's been denied”.

I didn't know I had an answer for this question 'till I asked
But now that I may never have it, all I want's a second chance
Take it Back.

“Your Applications been denied
we can’t accept you at this time
we’ll keep your paperwork on file
we’ll reach back out when it’s your time.

we know that life can seem so cruel
that’s why today is just too soon
you still have so much left to do --
The world’s not ready to lose you

so many lives to still impact
some still have yet to cross your path
we know that it’s a lot to ask
please learn your worth, and take it back”

Take it back.

I Take It Back.

Take It Back

Ryan And Dave

Milk Man

Eu nunca te incomodarei
Eu nunca prometerei que
Eu nunca te seguirei
Eu nunca te incomodarei

Nunca diga uma palavra de novo
Vou rastejar embora para sempre

Eu irei para longe daqui
Você não terá medo do medo
Nenhum pensamento foi planejado
Eu sempre soube que se tornaria isso

As coisas nunca estiveram tão boas
Eu nunca falhei em sentir
Dor [3x]

Você sabe que tem razão [3x]

Estou tão calmo e tranquilo por dentro
Não tenho que me esconder mais
Vamos falar sobre outra pessoa
Prata esterlina começa a derreter
Nada a incomoda realmente
Ela só quer a amar a si mesma

Eu irei para longe daqui
Você não terá medo do medo
Nenhum pensamento foi planejado
Eu sempre soube que se tornaria isso

As coisas nunca estiveram tão boas
Eu nunca falhei em sentir
Dor [5x]

Você sabe que tem razão [12x]
Você sabe seus direitos [5x]
Dor


Nirvana - You Know You're Right [With Lyrics] [Full HD 1080p]