production & vocals by me

sample: never meant by american football

lyrics:
“what if the first words of the thing were never meant-“

and i don’t know what to say
i see you in my mirror every day
i can’t seem to find myself in your face
you’re smiling all the time, your eyes are glazed

you touch me on my arm, im stuck in place
im watching myself, locked out of place
am i all better now? it’s hard to say
i’m past the point of all that i can take

and i’m tired of feeling like this
close my eyes to wonder why i feel like it’s a crisis
walking weird i hurt my knee while jumping in the moshpit
you didn’t need to point it out, i always think about it

and it feels so weird to type this
without feeling corny like i’m looking at a rhyme list
tryna tell a story but i’m taking all your time, let’s
talk about the weather and then maybe it’d be fine then

and i don’t know what to say
i see you in my mirror every day
i can’t seem to find myself in your face
you’re smiling all the time, your eyes are glazed

you touch me on my-
im stuck in place
im watching myself, locked out of place
am i all better now? it’s hard to say
i’m past the point of all that i can take

never meant, never meant
never meant to hurt you
never meant, never meant to cause you any issues (x4)

nevermeant

(Let's go!)

I couldn’t name the place I’m going
Even though I’ve been there six or seven different times
I can tell the sky is getting darker
I might fuck around and walk back home alone tonight
And even though I came here just to nurse a bottle, to the mouth or to the face, my mom says not to talk to guys
But if a stranger looks me in the eyes and orders me into the restroom, I’m just not the type to put up too much of a fight

You know I’m not like all the othеr girls around the function
He could have gonе and chosen any single one of them
I know it’s not my voice, it’s not my looks, he wants to rush in
When you’re a rarity, you end up shackled to a bed
The music’s way too loud and I don’t care if he don’t love me
It’s just a number, what’s a couple drinks around some friends?
And for some reason I don’t mind it when he interrupts me
He looks me in the eyes and I can tell i might be dead

Put me in your pocket, baby, let’s go for a drive
Let me tell a little secret, I’ve lived way too many lives
I know that you want it, baby, let me be your little crime
I don’t know where i would end up if i make it past tonight
Put me in your pocket, baby, let’s go for a drive
Let me tell a little secret, I’ve lived way too many lives
I know that you want it, baby, let me be your little crime
I don’t know where i would end up if i make it past tonight

(The devil inside of you says to listen to secret girlfriend)
(Secret girlfriend 2036 world domination)
(My lifelong dream has finally come true)
(Of course i’m not in love with him, It’s just a convenience)

I see it coming for me six or seven miles away
I greet it standing in the road, a smile on my face
He treats me like a million bucks when he wants something i can give, i wake up in the hospital along with bruises on my face

I see it coming for me, I’m convinced i love the pain
I greet it standing in the road, a smile on my face
He treats me like a million dollars, give him everything
I wake up in the hospital alone with the new-

Never thought I’d make it this far off the path
Got a smoke in hand like I’m a man
Then he gives a smile, spits a laugh
“You know pretty things like you aren’t meant to throw-“ (ugh)
Got a funny feeling in my chest
Got a smoke in hand like I’m a man
Then he flicks the lighter, takes a drag
“You know pretty things like you aren’t meant to throw tantrums”

Streaming

Tantrums

How to Teleport (originally by Jane Remover)

two dogs, a raccoon, and quickslvr walk into a bar

awesome_nightcore_banger.wav

mastered by Aden Howell (@liquidaden)
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEnmHlSJ5gg

This place? (It's trying to kill me!)

this took so fucking long
visuals by temberlin, view here: https://youtu.be/_VdNkETf3CI

change my mind - phritz
medicago - leastfavorite! (ft. blissom)
Die Young - Ke$ha
Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites - Skrillex
R4C3 - gaptoothv4mp
WEEKENDS!!! - Skrillex
Shit On My Ass - Brian Robert Jones
Roses - The Chainsmokers (ft. ROZES)
party 4 u - Charli XCX
let down - Jane Remover
7/11 Drone - dylan brady, daisy
T2MS - deth coni
DEFEATED - deadman 死人
TELEPHONE LINE 415 - underscores
4MOODss - SEBii
Trap Queen - Fetty Wap
prism - monty.pk
nrvs again - dad sports
sydney - gabby start
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
All Time Low - Jon Bellion
Ain’t It Fun - Paramore
cute - torr
Doubt - Hippo Campus
Your favorite sidekick - underscores
Muck - underscores
Sad Machine - Porter Robinson
Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
God is a Freak - Peach PRC
Crush Culture - Conan Gray
adderall - 1pressy
Texas - James Ivy
Fast Talk - Houses
parks dept. - To Oscar
Alone - Marshmello
Alien Boy - Oliver Tree
Peach Scone - Hobo Johnson
Heads Will Roll - The Yeah Yeah Yeahs (A-Trak Remix)
Tokyo Drift - Teriyaki Boyz
Jailbreak the Tesla - Injury Reserve
Bang! - AJR
wont come around - chriad
Mask - Dream
Car Radio - Twenty One Pilots
Guns For Hands - Twenty One Pilots
behavior - webcage
you need to get out - phixel
rock music - gabby start
Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz (ft. Ludacris)
On Melancholy Hill - Gorrilaz
Chocolate - The 1975
Musician - Porter Robinson
it gets lonely - kmoe
Something Comforting - Porter Robinson
Firework - Katy Perry
Cinema - Benny Benassi (Skrillex Remix)
n2o - aldn
mid - gabby start
ed hardy - GORESET
end it - heavn
GUMMO - 6IX9INE
Attention Horse - Glitch Gum
Call My Dad - AJR
dropout - brakence
I HAVE NO FUN! - leastfavorite!
1m n0t 54d Ju57 a L177L3 6LU3 - Can of Bliss
rainbow bridge - gabby start
LAST NAME ! - leastfavorite! (ft. cat.flp, blissom, and futureseeker)
Nice Boys - Temporex
Futurecore - lumatheproducer
doitrightback - saoirse dream
it will all be worth it in the end - Teknikvit
8486 - svnth
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
2006 Kinko's field trip - underscores
homeswitcher - Jane Remover (with kmoe)
2 fruit walls - bobby
down! - k0a
actor - webcage
Pretty Drama - To Oscar
The Way You Move - Outkast
First Steps - Lena Raine
Liquor Store - Remi Wolf
NINETEEN - Ana Kennedy
Kids - MGMT
headaches* - swazy*
8teen - Khalid
BL!NK - Frost Children
Sakura Trip - AIKA
Homesick - Catfish and the Bottlemen
Tough as Nails - Mosie
Bee - Jedwill
Icarus - Jedwill
Rainbow Road - nanobii
Triumph - cute girls doing cute things
Hello - Martin Solveig (feat. Dragonette)
Kyoto - Skrillex (feat. Sirah)
BURNING TIRES - FROMTHEHEART, Knapsack
smack'd - Button Maker (feat. swazy*)
Hot Milk - Snail's House
trustfall! - underscores
BABY - grape milk
means to defeat envy - f1nley, paxen imz1, sc2un sh4re, shibes
Dream Drop - Instupendo
copperwires - fyoum
devil cry - kurtains x whitetrash
la fleur - juno
mos thoser - food house
Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO
selfdestruct - torr
The Fractal Song - gabby start
cult - twikipedia
ADHD (unreleased) - futureseeker
Loansharks - underscores (ft. gabby start)
Don't Drop That Thun Thun - Finatticz
Whales - Hail Mary Mallon
Middle - Zedd, Grey (ft. Maren Morris)
burbank house - tsubi club
The Box - Roddy Ricch
gloves - kmoe
*Equip Sunglasses* - Hot Mulligan
Divinity - Porter Robinson (ft. Amy Millan)
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
My Type - Saint Motel
Energy Drink - Virtual Riot
Preset Junkies - Virtual Riot
Peanut Butter Jelly - Galantis
I Can't Stop - Flux Pavillion
Centipede - Knife Party
Technologic - Daft Punk
diazepam - leastfavorite! (prod. carrocker)
gone - OG Lost
missed ur call - Jennifer May
CTRL - NotNevy (ft. 13erry & Shy High)
PLEASURE - Moore Kismet
BRODYQUEST - Neil Cicierega
Die2222Night - saoirse dream
Push - Hamdi, Skrillex, & Taichu
Dimension - Reach
estrogen & the doldrums - sebastian6
minimal beat - trndytrndy
...
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LFAV! PLAYS THE FIRST 161 SONGS SHE CAN THINK OF @ HI SCORES HOUSE 4/17/25

remix of https://soundcloud.com/marshall4/lost

come and see me live, you gonna watch me choke
got ur day 1 on my line, she gonna watch me smoke
don’t know if this is gonna work, fuck it, I took too much
see me passed out on the floor, fuck it, I took too much 

bitch im gone (x1000)

love when you touch my body, fuck it, I took too much
idk how you saw me, fuck it, I took too much
fuck it I just wanna dance, fuck it, I took too much
see me passed out on the floor, fuck it, I took too much 

null and void, bitch im paranoid 
i got half this crowd thinking im a vocaloid
I cant fucking hear you, can you kill the noise
(see me passed out on the floor, fuck it, I took too much )

bitch im gone (x1000)

come and see me live, you gonna watch me choke
got ur day 1 on my line, she gonna watch me smoke
don’t know if this is gonna work, fuck it, I took too much
see me passed out on the floor, fuck it, I took too much

L0$tt_V0xMiXX_.wav

circa june 2024
prod @zeromandia30414
www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0RScHyCxKE

i love my friends (prod @zeromandia)

your pet

my neck

first bugmush song yippee !!!!!!!!
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writing: @gupsemicolon, @micahcallari, @quququinny, @erismirror, @jessicamaywhat, @mentholgrrl, @fuckitimjem
production: @gupsemicolon, @micahcallari, @quququinny, @rhinozz
mastering: @micahcallari, @rhinozz
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[intro: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud (gup yourself, micah callari)

[chorus: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud

[verse 1: quququinny]
okay, garmin, crash out, i am drivin' fast now
90 on the freeway, road rage makes me lash out
run a red light and i'll brace for the impact
doggirl needs to t-bone, she's tryna have some car sex
i sext while i'm racin' down the highway
unless you drive fast, you best get outta my lane
drunk as fuck and speedin' down the backroads
swervin' left and right as i take my date back home

[verse 2: eris mirror]
it's a bugmush life, in the street it's on sight
i hate payin' taxes so i don't, yeah
i am not the biggest fan of the government
peter griffin on my phone, ah, to help me stomach it
you better come correct when you step into that hive
pull up with the hammers, no one's gettin' out alive
industry thinks that i'm a cash cow
but if you fool me twice, then i might just crash out
(twice, then i might just crash out) f-f-fool me twice, then i might just crash out
i can't sign to a label, my swag too different
my bag too heavy, they'd kill me! (f-f-fool me twice, then i might just crash out)

[verse 3: jessica may]
crash out, crash out, hit the wall, all smashed out
drivin' off all fast now, think i've blown my back out
back out, back out, goin' very fast now
beatin' like a heart but i'm not in my car now
stack out, stack out, insurance pourin' racks out
metaphor for tits but i ain't getting those out
pass out, pass out, everythin' is black now
drove so fast i passed out, think i had a crashout

[chorus: gupsemicolon, Micah Callari]
bitch, i'm 'boutta crash out, i love to text and drive
this interstate too boring, need to watch some family guy
pedestrians are bonus points, i hit them with my car
flash your brights, i'll brake check you, i love insurance fraud

[verse 4: mentholgrrl, Micah Callari]
family had a garmin when i was like five
got my learner's license but i don't know how to drive
plus that shit's long expired
let me be your designated driver
parking lot, parking lot, sledgehammer in the parking lot
i pull up on a cybertruck, i make that chassis crumple up
trunk cut a couple fingers off a lucky license holder
call me miss 808, 'cause yeah, i'm crashing out

[verse 5: Micah Callari]
out, out, out, out, out, get me out of this
house, house, house right now, i'm spiraling
down, down, down to the floor, goin' in, fallin' out like a wedding vow
i'm on the brink of somethin' that you've never seen before
a girl who saw her life get turned to shreds and then ignored
she sought for the pieces she saw others tear apart
"eureka!" she said, then they found her dead in her heart
(heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart)

[verse 6: Jem]
cra— cra— crash out, ass stains on the dashboard
if you know me well, you'll never be bored
crash now, brain matter on a silver ford
i don't think i am anymore
this road head had the price of life
i go 95 and i learn to fly
crash out, car wreck with no survivors
'cause that fucking doggirl didn't turn on her blinkers

[outro: jellyroots]
no, no, be the bigger person, be the bigger person
i'm not gonna do that
i'm gonna hit you with my car, beep-beep!

CRASHOUT!!

bugmush