sick of this silence - buriedroses
first single from "vernal" the album, out 4/20/2021
(prod. @irby314)
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yeah, all i know
is lately i've been feeling alone
but i hope
i make it on my own
wouldn't change the ways i've been dealing w the pain
don't know what kinda drugs i'm feelin in my veins
i'm just hopin i'll feel better someday
but i can't change the way i used to, anyways
my heart, sore chest, i'm sick of this silence
it's quiet now, moved on, i'm trying hard to be calm

but u close ur eyes and i fall back
into my bedsheets again
hoping that i might wake up w u by my side
but i know that i can't make it thru another goddamn night
anyway

wouldn't change the ways i've been dealing w the pain
don't know what kinda drugs i'm feelin in my veins
i'm just hopin i'll feel better someday
but i can't change the way i used to, anyways
my heart, sore chest, i'm sick of this silence
it's quiet now, moved on, i'm trying hard to be calm

but would u see how i'm breaking
how it's tearing me to pieces
and you sit and watch me waste away
like it never mattered to you anyway (shit, run it back)

wouldn't change the ways i've been dealing w the pain
don't know what kinda drugs i'm feelin in my veins
i'm just hopin i'll feel better someday
but i can't change the way i used to, anyways
my heart, sore chest, i'm sick of this silence
it's quiet now, moved on, i'm trying hard to be calm,

i'm trying hard to be calm, to be gone, yeah

vernal

sick of this silence (prod. irby)

stuck (prod. @irby314 x @hellahaunted)

lyrics:
yeah, ohhh
i wonder why u got so caught up in the things that u once loved
i noticed u as u were leaving
cause a couple times i felt u, inside my bedsheets
cut me right thru and i can't seem to breathe
what's worse, the time i just fell apart
and u won't seem to replace me
i can't see why u take ur sweet ass time when u fall in line
i don't give a fuck that u cry
i know i'm better off on my own, oh no
cause sometimes it gets hard when i fall apart
but u know that u would stay the same
and the first time that u called me when u were drunk and crying
i wish i was there for u, cause these days i feel like i'm wasting away 
and i'm stuck in between all the 
things that we used to be
and now u won't believe anything i say
i wish i could stay a little longer, 
and i don't know why, don't know why i
i just fall apart when i try way too hard
gotta speak in whispers, let the echoes float between the walls
call it redemption, carry yourself
despite the times you've been knocked over,
to prove the fighting's worth the fight
don't let the world bury your dreams
stand up to the waves crashing over you,
let the water wash away, let the salt purify
so delicate with every footstep,
the floorboards creak underneath my paces
tell me that u need me, and i'll believe it when u come around
but i'm stuck in the background
stuck in the same position i always get myself into
maybe i'll find a different way
or maybe this was the way all along
i hope i find a way to kill the ache,
for now i'm stuck in the space
for now i'm stuck in the space between us

stuck (prod. irby x caspr)

hard to breathe (prod. @jolst)

lyrics:
all the things i said were never really meant 
so i await
none of these thing that i ever could get across to u 
never really meant much so i hold my tongue 
and bite down and fill my mouth with blood
u told me that i'm changing
fuck if i care bitch i do it on purpose
i'm just trying to search for my worth and
u told me all of your insecurities
when ur calling me it's just hard to breathe

u dont wanna, u dont wanna hit me up
imma run around the, run around the corner fucked up
got my fat bag of gas skate down on the pavement
hit a switchblade hidden in my back pocket, don't make me fuckin flaunt it
imma stop with your process, keep up with the nonsense
watch me how i float, in the throat
and the worst way i been changing up my paces
i been tryna write around the run around i couldn't race it
i'm feelin basic, in the words i spit i repeat all the same shit bruh
nah lemme switch it up i feel
like i'm gonna fuck my life up
i just wanna get the time off
get to tying my shoes trip up all over the knots
n the fucked up part you just stuck in the spot, bitch 
i know ur in a bad spot i don't give a fuck 
what u thought in the first place, gonna search stains 
i don't feel the way i used to in the worst way

hard to breathe (prod. jolst)

sore (prod. @freveltrothy x @splashgvng)

lyrics:
and these days it gets hard to feel alright
one of these times i could tell u how
i don't give a fuck what u think of me
imma just move on, respectfully
and get the best of me back on track
i've got my feet planted
in the earth beneath me
i wish i could tell you how it feels to me
tell me once or twice i could never close my eyes
for a second i been stressin way too much i'm missing
out on chances i was too afraid of
tell me how that's wrong
that's not what i meant but i can't ever fuckin stop
tell me that i wanted you to fuck around, yeah aye, yeah aye
i don't wanna fuck with your fake ass face now, yeah
instead i'm laying face down in my bedsheets
tryna find a way to move on from last week
cause i have too much anxiety
over every little thing that has happened to me
bitch, hear those 808s go boom boom, damn
i don't need u back here in my fuckin room
cause for a second i've  been wasting my time
and for a minute i'll move on with my life
and for an hour i'll figure out why
i've been so sour in my head,
 and my mouth is kinda sore from all the words that i said
and i can't breathe the way i used to
my lungs give up on me way too constantly
can i move on from you?

sore (prod. frevel x splashgvng)

equinox [intro] w/ @deadgirlmagick (prod. @iofmusic)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kg8maH5ezFg

lyrics: 
ft. (deadgirlmagick)
okay (okay)
i get it now (u get it now)
there's no way (there's no escape)
u would ever hear me out
so i'm breaking (the shit i intertwined)
at the seams 
that u stitched in between us
and i'm fraying, (ooo)
like the strings that separate
i'm wasting away (i made u insecure)
and every day's a rainy day (i'm not intertwined)
all these clouds block my way out (no way out)
couldn't change my perspective, (i'm not ok)
unless i let it out
i've been trying to express it
maybe once u could hear me out
(i’m breaking) 
take my fucking side, read between the lines
(break me on the inside)
cover ur heart with twine
hold my hand, guide me thru
this path, (i never hear ur voice anymore) 
lost in the view (i'm not ur girl)
i know i'm alone (i'm not ur girl)
i know i'm alone (ooo no)
and u never hit my phone anymore
(i'm insecure)
never really told me what u needed, i'm insecure
(i made u insecure) 
i hate myself for the things i've done

equinox [intro] w/ deadgirlmagick (prod. iof) [VID IN DESC]

lil cover of @barrenwaste 's "drive home" (prod. @anobodyreally)

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say
these things will change
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the times
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never meant
a fucking thing

ill make the same mistake
every fucking day
of waking up again
im doing fine just great
im ok

barren - drive home [ buriedroses cover ] (prod. ʎpoqou)

lil cover of "luv me" by @i_x_t_a_i_l_s (prod. @kryptik_official)

ive got too much to die for
3am and my eyes sore
i think i smoked more
then i was good for

she says that she loves me
layed out naked in the pine leaves
she said baby its cold out
but ive got my own heat

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

all u left was ur coat
i could float on my words if i chose
i could choke on the do and the donts
i fix everything i had wronged
but ud pick it apart and just tell me i should go

tell me i should go
rum is in ur coke
i could see the bag that u were using for the blow
i dont fuck with them
but i guess i fuck with u
so if u want me to go i guess that thats what imma do

u tell me im lost
but i fell in love with u
im really only lost
cause i know im losing u
great ok thats cool
guess its bye from the door
id say text me when ur home but i never hear from u

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

9tails - luv me [ buriedroses cover ] (prod. kryptik)

holding on (prod. @iofmusic x @curtainss)

lyrics:
oh, 
falling asleep at night
will i wake up in the morning
see what's inside
i promise u i'm not worth saving, ooo
i'm not worth saving

well, i can't go to sleep when i'm
dreaming of all these things
i just wanna rip my skin off,
trapped myself

carry me 
thru the place that i hold on
hold on to
i can't run away, no i tried before
it all happens the same, 
now u shut the door and i can change all my ways,
but u won't stay
u always stay the same

stay the same, never change
no no no
fuck u, i'm bleeding
fuck u, i'm screaming
i'm in agony
and you're just staring

i fell down, falling deeper
in the same way
and i don't know what 
i'm gonna do
but i'm hoping i'll make it through

i'll make it through
i'll make it through
i'll make it through
i'll make it through

holding on (prod. iof x curtains)

eventually prod. @killedmyself

lyrics: 
i can't see anymore
i'm tired of all these thoughts that eat me alive
wait here for me
i'll be back eventually
close ur eyes, slip back into memory
i can't die all alone, i've done it so many times before
i'm so tired of wasting my time
i'm so sick of my own mind
i can never describe how it feels
so i just keep it to myself and hope it heals

eventually (killedmyself)

quick lil cover of "floating away" by @i_x_t_a_i_l_s 
(prod. @killedmyself) 

lyrics:

watch me fall
watch me fall

life had left me
reaching for time
i know you feel the same (i know you feel the same)
with everything we'd had
promised each other
floating away (i just float away)

i found a clear path through the leaves
i chopped down all of the trees
by hand help me up from my knees
i'll stand in the breeze
carrying you and me
through the rough ahead
time
isn't a factor tonight
after all of the fights
i still keep your sight
i'd still hold you tight
i'd still make you mine
despite prior rides
i could never say what you want me to say
now i'd go back and erase it for you
making this tape in my basement for you
out in the city, i'd brave it for you
smoke half the woods and i'd save it for you
everything that had been driving me crazy
i'd trade it all in a second for you
i might not have enough paper for you
i half the dinner i'm saving the food
just so you could get home and come eat with me too
smoking on purple, i'm kissing a bruise
low on my money with nothing to do
if i had some to give, i would give it to you
dating a fool
baby, i'd treat you better you know i would too

life had left me
reaching for time
i know you feel the same (i know you feel the same)
with everything we'd had
promised each other
floating away (float away)
life had left me
reaching for time
i know you feel the same (feel the fucking same)
with everything we'd had
promised each other
floating away (float away)

9tails - floating away [ buriedroses cover ] (prod. killedmyself)

lil cover of "we live underwater" by @sewerperson 
(prod. @killedmyself)

lyrics:
yeah, chemical love
i thought i was old news, i guess i was right
"where were u" fights, the frequency rised
girl i know u fuck him, u dont have to lie

now all the things u said 
u aint mean em and it hurts my heart
u knew what u doing was deceiving 
but u carried on
75% percent of me is demons 
but they mean no harm
theyre just tryna take me while im breathing 
but shes too alarmed
u said ur decisions deal with reason,
then what the fuck is this?
u want me to rot inside ur wounds 
cause ur a piece of shit
i should come and kill u, 
oh ur lucky im at peace with it
i should come and show u what it feel like 
when u hate to live

half the people here aint make it out in time
the water took their life
underwater i cant breath but fuck i feel alive
still i let u waste my time, and for what
i aint got shit to show but my slime wrapped guts

numbing inside my room and i like it
oh when the runes come take my soul i dont fight it
i work hard, i work fast, and in silence
looking up at 4 oclock like where had the time went
drunk, ya im drunk again, still im tryna lie again
she not dumb she find out and she just sigh again
2oclock in the night could you call me
could you help me could you save me from the state im in

now all the things u said 
u aint mean em and it hurts my heart
u knew what u doing was deceiving 
but u carried on
75% percent of me is demons 
but they mean no harm
theyre just tryna shape me while im breathing 
but shes too alarmed
u said ur decisions deal with reason,
then what the fuck is this?
u left me to rot inside ur wounds 
cause ur a piece of shit
i should come and kill u, 
oh ur lucky im at peace with it
i should come and show u what it feel like 
when u hate to live

u said ur decisions deal with logic, im not buying it
i just gave my heart to her before she started frying it
u said i should focus on the present, i been trying it,
well, so far it aint working but im fine with it

sewerperson - we live underwater [ buriedroses cover ] (prod. killedmyself)

another buriedroses @i_x_t_a_i_l_s cover 
"warm"(prod. @anobodyreally)

oh, the timing's never fucking right ! 

lyrics: 

it's 30 below, 
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
i've never been this cold
baby don't go, 
just when u start to see the light
clouds come block it out
oh, the timing never fucking right

plaid green sweater
couple loose threads around the wrist
hole in the back, 
that's what i get when everything's thrift
ripped black jeans 
and some bruises on my fists
my eye turned black, 
that's what i get when everything's shit

don't face the door, don't face the door
focus on staying warm
we've all been here before 
but that doesn't make it easier

broken but wanting more, 
they had to silence u and
i couldn't take the pain of 
having to know that i cant help u, 
i cant help u, i cant save u, baby, 
don't know how to
but don't worry 
maybe we could find someone that might know how to

flashing lights, 
streetlights when we in the benz
what was that? 
could u run that by again
going fast 
not paying any attention
saw my page 
now i'm always in their mentions

not my type 
don't know why she wanna go out
i stay inside and no 
u can't come over to my house
got shit to do, 
u know i'm working all the time now
all these words 
work their way into the songs now

change my mind all the time
i feel shit, now i'm fine
got so much of this free time 
i don't even count the nights

no, i wont text, i wont phone
think too much when i'm on my own
i think its best if u would go 
i think its best if u leave me alone

it's 30 below, 
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
i've never been this cold

i'm still walking home, 
think i'm freezing through my coat
where have u been? 
where should i go?

don't face the door, don't face the door
focus on staying warm
we've all been here before 
but that doesn't make it easier

broken but wanting more, 
they had to silence u and
i couldn't take the pain of 
having to know that i cant help u

9tails - warm [ buriedroses cover ] (prod. ʎpoqou)

lunar process [EP] part one
written & recorded by buriedroses
track seven: taking time
production by:
@branwenmusic

taking time (branwen)

lunar process [two] - the EP
written & recorded by buriedroses
track seven: nobody seems to understand
production by:
@jolst

lyrics: tba

nobody seems to understand (jolst)

lil cover of “twenty something” by @nothingnowhere
(prod. @imcaves)

lyrics:
i’m a twenty something
something’s running through my veins
i’m feeling quite alone
used to say i gave a fuck about a shit
but now that shit that i dismiss gets in my bones
and you can tell your friends that i’m a mess
and that i always stay at home
but your alcohol will fade away
those local bars and glory days are gone

and how about that?
still stuck in the past
did you think it would last?
this too shall pass

passed out slow yeah
it’s all in my head
or it's all too real
either way i’m fucked
either way i’ve had enough
and i did this to myself

and how about that?
still stuck in the past
did you think it would last?
this too shall pass

this too shall pass

nothing,nowhere. - twenty something [ buriedroses cover ] (prod. caves)

buriedroses - 10.

(prod. @jolst + nihil)

lyrics:
tba

10 - (jolst + nihil)

buriedroses - 9.

(prod. drmabeats)

lyrics:
tba

9 - (drmabeats)

buriedroses - 8.

(prod. noenemies)

lyrics:
tba

8 - (noenemies)

buriedroses - 5.

(prod. @tiedforsilver + flesh)

lyrics:
tba

5 - (tiedforsilver + flesh)

buriedroses - 3.

(prod. @tiedforsilver + jupiter)

lyrics:
tba

3 - (tiedforsilver + jupiter)

buriedroses - 2.

(prod. saint mike)

lyrics:
tba

2 - (saint mike)

buriedroses - 1.

(prod. @tiedforsilver + veilonme)

lyrics:
tba

1 - (tiedforsilver + veilonme)

buriedroses - 11.

(prod. @shikixo + @jolst)

lyrics:
tba

11 - (shiki xo + jolst)

erase
produced by 52blu

track 7 on "erase // the light" EP
released november 11th 2023

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by buriedroses

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lyrics: tba

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333

erase // the light

erase

erase (52blu)

hide
produced by 52blu

track 6 on "erase // the light" EP
released november 11th 2023

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by buriedroses

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lyrics: tba

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333

hide

hide (52blu)

limits
produced by 52blu

track 5 on "erase // the light" EP
released november 11th 2023

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by buriedroses

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lyrics: tba

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333

limits

limits (52blu)

desolation
produced by 52blu

track 4 on "erase // the light" EP
released november 11th 2023

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by buriedroses

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lyrics: tba

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333

desolation

desolation (52blu)

nowhere
produced by 52blu

track 3 on "erase // the light" EP
released november 11th 2023

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by buriedroses

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lyrics: tba

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333

nowhere

nowhere (52blu)

solace
produced by 52blu

track 2 on "erase // the light" EP
released november 11th 2023

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by buriedroses

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lyrics: tba

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333

solace

solace (52blu)

[intro] the light
produced by 52blu

track 1 on "erase // the light" EP
released november 11th 2023

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by buriedroses

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lyrics: tba

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333

[intro] the light

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