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prod. @stezzyxl

~lyrics~

i cant remember the last time i was sober
but i remember u tellin me that its over 
i swear to god mama always raised a soldier 
but i been weaker everytime that i get older 
u said its killin you? well i hope you rot in hell 
wit the fires burnin hotter, every lie u tell
i buy so much from the plug, no other clientel 
drop a pill in my cup, so i can fly as well 

dreams of a wedding ring
dreams of better days, full of better things 
dreams of a day, that my heart dont get the best of me 
dreams of a day, that you lay next to me

and scars open, everytime i hear u call for me 
shoulda known that you would never give it all for me 
honestly, i bet you never cared at all for me 
didnt even scrape the blood from off the wall for me 
i hope i rot into the earth and the city burns 
consequences cant be taught, you just gotta learn 
pieces of my soul are lost with every penny earned 
as pages of the story burn, another slowly turns
were livin in a world thats full of greed 
and no ones perfect, sure as hell not me 
i really think that everyone has this disease 
indulged in you, but i guess i just couldnt see 

and i didnt, want to let go 
but i think you already know that
and i didnt want to go home 
but im gone, n baby i wont be back
i remember blue skies
and i remember the lies
i remember you crying
do you remember me dying?

all of the scars are still aching
all the hearts of the youth are still breaking 
so we look to the skies and, ponder the lies 
i pray the day comes i see through this disguise
as the smoke fills the skies 
and acid the ocean 
maybe your eyes, will finally open 
the children are choking, they live broken lives 
how many gone, not one single tear cried

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prod. rottenspirit

lyrics:
Yeah shes so fucking far, 
why is life so fucking hard?
loved her kisses
she will be my last
I aint in a rush
I dont care about anyone
And you were my loved one
Hope youll be this one
That I see until I die
I wanna die in my fifties
Dont know if Ill hold
Drank a fifth 
tried forgetting it
but you are so deep
inside my soul
And I never wanted to control
But Im sorry if it seemed like that
Now all she do is scroll

Wonder if you forgot about me
And my existence its so gone
And I hope that the time
Yeah I hope it fixes this
But I am not too certain
Im left with thease memories
I am so stuck up in these directories
Everybody says theyre sorry
That we aint a thing nomore
But I can sense
This one lie
That lies between each other
I wanna burn
Myself to the ground
Hoping if I die
That you wont cry
Yeah I hate myself so much
I cant even go much longer

And I miss her touch but shes long gone from my life
Why is it that everybody calls you horrible
If Im the only one that is terrible
Treat me like a king
I still remember that
And yeah it stings
But I cant change these things
You hate me and I understand
How should I let go?
And I still think about this tat
You got it on your left hand
And I hope you think about me
I cant even change myself
Put a gun on my shelf
I need your resurrection
Its so adorable
You say youre not interested
But all these guys tryna hit you up

until I die (prod. rottenspirit)

bustys 38: the internet is scary

feeling kinda down,
i dont wanna talk it, 
sitting in my room,
the net's kinda scary, ain't it?

you influence my fever,
let me take my breather,
bright lights hurt my eyes,
just how you shake my ether

internet pathways,
kinda funny how you make friends these days,
should've known that you'd treat me that way,
but im better now, thanks for the decay

chorus x2

you must take me for a fool
because you still text my phone
do you think im gonna take you back?
'cause the internet is scary,
need kill the thought that drains me

feeling kinda down,
i dont wanna talk it, 
sitting in my room,
the net's kinda scary, ain't it?

you influence my fever,
let me take my breather,
bright lights hurt my eyes,
just how you shake my ether

internet pathways,
kinda funny how you made me this way,
i don't know what to do now you're away,
but you still on my mind, im in disarray

chorus x2

you must take me for a fool
because you still text my phone
do you think im gonna take you back?
'cause the internet is scary,
need kill the thought that drains me

influence my fever

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track 6 on "erase // the light" EP
released november 11th 2023

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by buriedroses

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lyrics: tba

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Guitar by Danny Adventure
Rest of Production by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, notahero, teddyboi
Vocals by Crizzy White, notahero, teddyboi
Mastered by Crizzy White

Hook (Crizzy White)
And the last time
That we spoke
You said that I could find you 
Never saw you but I know
Hidden Atoll
That's where I'll go 
That's where I'll find you 
I know
That's where I'll find you
I hope
You're gone in the wind
And I'm stuck here 
Weeks blow by twice 
Like it's one dear 
And it's not clear 
If I'll come back 
I've got no fear 
If I go too fast

Verse 1 (Crizzy White)
Searched the whole world and I still can't find you
Since you've been gone the only thing that I'd like to do
Is be with you
'Cause our love is true

Verse 2 (notahero)
I pray this ain't the last time that we ever speak
I promise that I'll show you what I'm hiding underneath 
The pressure boils the saddles in my knees
Or in my feet woah
Woah
We established that we love each other so we don't gotta keep lying 
My best friend's named alcohol he steps in cold nights 
And you fall asleep but I'm the one thats dreaming 
And I fuck up everything but you're the one that's leaving
Don't look at me I got bed head 
Why'd you leave my text read
I wake up to messages
But I wake up an addict
So I wake up a mess and 
You called me up
So I feel less than everybody
So I'm thinking bout... 

Hook (Crizzy White + *notahero*)
*And the last time
That we spoke*
You said that I could find you 
Never saw you but I know
Hidden Atoll
That's where I'll go 
That's where I'll find you 
I know
That's where I'll find you
I hope
You're gone in the wind
And I'm stuck here 
Weeks blow by twice 
Like it's one dear 
And it's not clear 
If I'll come back 
I've got no fear 
If I go too fast

Verse 3 (teddyboi)
Cause when I met you baby
I didn't ever think
You'd be what I'm singing about 
I'm attached and I don't know if I should love it or hate it
But baby yeah i’ve been waiting on you
Cause even Crizzy told me this love is true
Crying in your lap like baby what did I do
Hidden in plain sight, you’re one for two 
Been obsessed ever since I started wanting you
It's been a hidden atoll
Told everybody I know
This last summer was cold
It's getting warmer for sure
We break apart to endure
I piece it back now it’s yours
I put a lock on the door
You never leave it I swore

Hidden Atoll w/ notahero & teddyboi

older song that i'll prolly never finish

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i broke down all the logic you perpetuate
digested the rhetoric that kept me safe
but now that i've risen, ain't nobody safe
and the anger invading me won't satiate

i got so much rage that
i can't even see right
i need to relax and try to
keep myself upright
i keep counting stars
but it's too dark with no moonlight
look in my eyes
it's clear to see i'm not alright

crackin' my knuckles just like a glowstick
and i don't need your input, it's prolly bullshit
steady growing as an artist
don't need a light, i got it
so revere me like a prophet
while I straight up act neurotic
and there ain't no room for both of us in here
but it's all okay 'cause I can disappear
and i know that nothing will matter in the long run
i'm disadvantaged from all of these fuckin' symptoms
but all of those obstacles, they can't compare
'cause i made a choice to create something rare
so why don't you take a seat and listen for once
instead of runnin' your mouth, you oughta learn some

i miss you more than it's worth and even though i try to hide
i rehearsed all my words so i don't lose them in my mind
i feel so out of practice so i fill them with adlibs
i'm not tryna play nice now
but i fear that's what's happenin'
i got so much better but then i fell onto my face
this shit is all cyclical but they think it's a race
when you come to find out that the world doesn't revolve around all these fuckin' posers then you just might make something profound

tongue tied
speaking softly, white lies
i can’t offer fine lines
suffering in real time
slowly fading from life
stomping thru the bullshit
i don’t know when i’ll quit
making these excuses
got me fucked up, clueless
regulate these bruises

i'm so tired of the front that people put up
why does conflict bring out the worst in us?
they say "give it time" but i've run out of luck
i'm sick of waiting now i could not give a fuck
and all these people around me, they wanna get a taste
of what it feels like to suffer and to gain
but where are the real ones
who suffer from weak lungs
startin' out real strong, but collapse in the long run
headstrong and formidable, not a force to reckon with
disadvantaged and sensitive
but i'm still makin' hits
all these people tryna be free, but they're beneath me, that's it
i undermine my relevance so i don't look like a prick
no i'm not a narcissist just 'cause i notice this
don't mean that i'm self-obsessed, just gettin' it off my chest
been writin' all these songs like a diary
but i cannot change what's inside of me

woodville, texas

my_tUmmi3_hurts ft. AVXiD x XELFIY (prod. jango)

Vocals produced and lyrics written by jtSeiji, Yokaidreams, and Jackyb.
Beat produced by Redeyes

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歌詞w
[Chorus - jtSeiji]
What are we doing here
The future is not clear
And I fear (and I know that she just won't)
That she won't fall for me
And I fear I may not be (I fear that I may not be)
Her Destiny!

[Verse 1 - Yokai Dreams]
Oooh! 
Maybe I'm better alone
Too many sins to atone for
I've given up all of my hope
I'm all alone, This is not what you asked for!
I'll stay away for now, do you remember how?
Cuz I do! Fell in love on the back porch!
Guess we never figured it out 
Guess we never cleared up that doubt
Lost you! 

[Verse 2 - jtSeiji]
And those eyes like diamonds shine
They send chills right down my spine
And I (want you to be mine)
But if its just not fine, and the stars don't realign
Will it take more time!

[Verse 3 - Jacky B]
Do I need more time?
I don't know what I'm doing with my life
Every morning I wish you were next to me
Won't even reply to a f*cking text from me
Guess I see, where's the bottle? Set me free
All this doubt, breaking me, wanna scream
Let me go I wanna leave!

Hidden away my only option (option)
Quit sinking in, have I lost it (lost it)
Drink until I'm unconscious (conscious)
Broken again I gotta ask myself

[Chorus - jtSeiji]
What are we doing here
The future is not clear
And I fear (and I know that she just won't)
That she won't fall for me
And I fear I may not be (I fear that I may not be)
Her Destiny!

Not in Her Destiny (Feat. Yokai Dreams & Jacky B)

I didn’t mean to be
I’m sorry for the way i- 
I probably shouldn’t say anymore
And time is all i need
Cause what you want from me is hard
It’s a sore subject so i’ll avoid the topic

I know who u are 
And you know who i am too
Somehow that doesn’t bring peace somehow
Someday imma finally set my head down
Guilt tea steeping in my cup imma save it for a rainy day

Wish i’d find another way
Tell me how i’m stupid 
I’m too stupid i won’t ever change
Everytime i try to move I always end up in place 
Okay i can read a room 
Yeah gloomE just won’t stay 

I’m sorry
No one came to the pity party
Hardly anybody out here it’s gnarly
I’m sorry
I know it’s not funny
Chris Farley
Hardly anybody out here it’s gnarly

I’m sorry for the way i talk 
I really need to chill
That’s why i shut my mouth instead of bursting out at you
All the words inside my phone that i could never really tell
I can’t tell you
And they're too personal to sell

Guilt Tea (prod. wfalls)

photo by James Fitzgerald

Lyrics: 

skies grow dark 
and leaves will change 
till they fall away, fall away 

bark, once green 
gathers cracks and rings 
till it starts to decay 
till nothing remains 

late at night I think about that far too often 
I find the ways to distract myself from it
solutions in a bottle could probably help me cope 
but anything's a vice if your life revolves around it

searching for a cure for knowing this all will be ending someday 
a million natural shocks will end and lead you 
to the grave and no one knows what comes next: 
static on a tv or just darkness?

the process of decay is a thief that comes in the silence 
progressing day by day against all attempts to defy it
decades fly by, you don't realize
one day you're at the end 
and there's nothing you can do about it 

but I don't want to die 
but I don't want to sleep 
I watch my family age 
I watch the lines in my face increase

and what dreams may come 
when we take that final leap? 
I never want to know 
but it's out there waiting for me.

Cracks and Rings

In the quiet of the midnight hour, I sit before the glow,  
Keys beneath my fingertips, in the data's ebb and flow.  
Each line a new command, a spark of what I need to know,  
Downloading bits of wisdom where my barren fields will grow.

Installing software, on the drives of my mind,  
Upgrading my spirit, with the truths that I find.  
Every byte a lesson, every file refined,  
Rebooting my soul, leaving old codes behind.

Click and drag the pieces of the puzzles yet unsolved,  
Complex algorithms of the dreams I need to evolve.  
Running diagnostics on the fears I must resolve,  
A progress bar of patience, as my world begins to revolve.

Installing software, on the drives of my mind,  
Upgrading my spirit, with the truths that I find.  
Every byte a lesson, every file refined,  
Rebooting my soul, leaving old codes behind.

Syntax errors in the heart, debugged with gentle care,  
New applications start, in the solace of my lair.  
I’m syncing with the stars, coding new pathways there,  
Infinite loops of hope, in this binary affair.

With each update, I see a newer version of my fate,  
Learning not just to compute, but to creatively create.  
From simple scripts to complex code, I author my own state,  
An architect of destiny, with knowledge as my slate.

Biological Android

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