you're waiting for me to try and change
but ill never change im stuck in my ways
she hate that im faded ya she hate that I rather be wasted
no it ain't complicated ya im high and alone in the basement 
if I tell you how I felt right now would you even stick around
would I fit in with the crowd would you think I let you down
I hate living in doubt I wish I knew how to get it together and figure it out
never come down we only go up we never gone fall if we trust in the drugs
just give me a call tell me im the one I know that it sucks I know that its fucked
its so hard to breathe without it im struggling just the breathe I feel like im stuck in a dream I know that I gotta get clean I guess that's up to me
im sorry im sorry I don't give a fuck im sorry I love all the drugs im sorry im never enough 
this shit is painless whenever im on I feel like im famous they're singing my songs
its so hard to breathe without it im struggling just the breathe I feel like im stuck in a dream I know that I gotta get clean I guess that's up to me
I struggle to breathe I struggle to think I struggle to be
so why you see the best in me I can't stay clean im struggling

Addiction (prod. me)

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