bad test song just to play around with my guitar tones

Test Song

it was fun while it lasted, goodbye.

It's too much, cant take it no more, it's just too much
It's hard to survive, when you want to die
Cant take it no more, it's just too much

too much

I Suck, You Suck, I Suck At Happiness

i can see you
its not hard
and i can make it
not too hard
try hard
try hard
try hard

ivealwaysseenyou

My whole life I was alone, nobody ever wanted to be my friend and everybody called me ugly or useless.
Now I seek so much attention but nobody wants give it to me, they already have someone to care about or they just don't care about anything.
I never felt a real love and I probably won't feel it anyway.
If somebody is reading this, please just be my friend.

jealous (demo)

demo track

prod. dead yami
why do u do this to me
ur js a fucking bully
im gonna end ur life fag
my plans will sure go smoothly

never more will i care about u again
ima turn u to a mangled chicken inside of the pen
and i really fucking hate it when ur talking to me man
can u please just stfu before i shoot u in ur head

i love what i have become
no one can save me now
finally have my own guns
ill make news for our town

finally have my own guns, i'll let loose on the crowd
don't tempt me you stupid motherfucker, you know that's how i like to get down
they call me emo 'cause i keep an AK in the back of my closet
look at all these people, it'd be a shame if they die and i'm the reason it happened
today is 8 4 2025 and today is the day you are all gonna be killed. i cant handle it anymore, everybody fucking bullies me, everybody hates me, and they're the reason i have an AK in my fucking closet. i'm gonna make them feel my wrath. i'm gonna rape them with my gun. they're all gonna die, they're all gonna fucking die

why do u do this to me
ur js a fucking bully
im gonna end ur life fag
my plans will sure go smoothly
x2

my plans will sure go smoothlyx2

today is 8/4/2025. me and my bsf are gonna go and fucking kill you all. i cant handle it anymore, both of us cant, fuck you, natural selection.

zero day!

think you're so pretty but inside youre just meat
I'll cut you up nicely and hang you by your feet
and make you go on dates where you say you love me
cause im lonely and I need you

stalking you nightly
your body enticed me
thank god youre so perfect
i know that youre worth it
i watch you so closely 
i want you to hold me
cause im lonely and i need you

i need you

https://open.spotify.com/track/4820nxODnejrYWuNU8CF0l?si=a599e9b03bc2438a

im so sick of this music
power chords cause im clueless
stay up and make some new shit
but why would anybody care?

these songs all sound just the same
steal structures from the front page
no skill to have or be made
so why should anybody care?

how much of my life have i wasted away layering shitty chords alone inside my cave
was it worth it?
did it make you feel good when other retards on the internet complimented your hooks?

put on an accent
put on mask too
if you want you can sound good but you dont have to
i am not real
im a projection
im what is left when you strip away my reflection

how many songs can there be left to make
made up of power chords and a little duct tape
theyre not quite worthless 
but it gets pretty close
does it still count as art if its a retard who wrote it?
dont look at me though
i do the same shit
id says its broke but i really dont wanna fix it
were all just people 
writing our sections
and im so glad that we dont have any connections

jealous (demo)

BUSHED