Not to be biased but this might be my favourite song off the EP, I just think it has a really raw quality to it that I can’t achieve with my regular signing voice. If it weren’t for my sore throat at the time I recorded this, I would’ve remade the chorus without swearing, but at the same time, I value that the emotional authenticity has been preserved. Lengthy descriptions aside, I hope u enjoy this track and also pardon my French


lyrics:

I have a really sore throat 
But I feel the need to take this opportunity 
To sing my voice out vigorously 
‘Cause I feel a thousand emotions at once 
And I can’t care enough to pick out all the good ones 

So I’ll take this to my grave 
Till I learn how to fake being okay 
Cause my brain is fucked up in so many goddamn ways 

Here’s my mortality, let’s talk about that 
Cause I cannot tell if I’d rather rot in heaven or in hell 
Either way some dumb day I’m gonna die 
And the world’ll keep on spinning like it did when I was still alive 

So I’ll take this to my grave 
Till I learn how to fake being okay 
Cause my brain is fucked up in so many goddamn ways

Checkpoint 1

Grey matter // checkpoint 1

Hi hello!!! Thanks for stopping by :D

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(For those who have decided to scroll all the way to my old music, it's under a different name cause I wanted to keep it all under the same account after I rebranded from Celsius to ButterscotchBread)