prod @01kon

lryics:

you don't wanna talk that's fine
every time we call, end up on the phone all night
i think after all, every time we talk, we fight
i do nothing wrong, but i'm gonna say ur right

cuz we end up in these cycles
kiss me in between the eye rolls
my girl laughs in my face when i spiral
i know imma be a virus when i'm viral
i'll go bet all of my money on a dice roll

got no bands on me
no chance imma live til i'm 30
take a picture imma beg u not to show me
i've been drinking because no one's gonna know me

break down but i won't apologize
i get scared of what i realize
pack my things and make another life
hope my visage breaks out of your mind

sorry everyone who's ever known me
i just prayed to laura put my money on a pony
sorry everyone who's ever known me
i just prayed to laura put my money on a pony

and it hurts me every time
i feel your name run through my mind
i wish that we could both rewind
i think that i should stay inside

i bite my tongue
you bite your lip
you say we're done so i might just dip
the fight is done, the table's flipped
and no one won on a sinking ship

i-i-i don't wanna talk it's fine
because if we call it'll put me in your mind
i think after all i know that i crossed the line
and it's not your fault, i just wanna make it right

cuz i wanna break the cycle
i make jokes and you make eye rolls
i go way too far and then we spiral
i know every little thing has all been my fault
maybe some day i will seek revival

pony (prod. 01kon)

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@t0rr
@saoirsedream
@daywaiter
@bhproducer
@nebita
@wishlane

produced by:
@itstooscar
@wishlane
@atarax-music
@nebita
@daywaiter

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self-esteem

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thank you billy & 1booth :)

lyrics:

#demon pop
(this bitch don’t even be making buttons)
##billypop !
###1booth 
(stfu!!!!)

[button]:

i cannot tell if this is all worth it,
just another day of waking up, feeling worthless
(i can feel the stares pierce the back of my skull)
leave your judgements at the door,
i’ll be something you can’t ignore
let me go, let me go, let me go gently

[billy !]:

(ahem)
got me feeling worthless,
check the guest list, im the man,
i’m the p-p-p-p-person
my verse just put a spell on em and i’m guessing that it cursed him (cursed him, what?)
ya it cursed him

got fucked up at every party that i went to,
a-a-and i did it to my friends, too
idek if i wanna be a pop star anymore,
i think i’m meant to !

[1Booth]:

((somethings better if you let it run away in time))

i cannot tell if it’s all really worth it,
tryna tell a story but you treat it like a sermon
on the up and up, i’m so undeserving 
didn’t mean to hurt you, i’m still working on my wording

tell me when to stop, cuz i never seem to know
my body’s on the floor, i can never take it s l o w
i’m the reason i’m upset, it could take a couple days
when nobody comes to check, will they even know my name?

[button outro]:

i cannot tell if this is all worth it,
just another day of waking up, feeling worthless
(i can feel the stares pierce the back of my skull)
leave your judgements at the door,
i’ll be something you can’t ignore

ENOUGH!

Scene 7: Tweed, acrylic mirror shatters

I get out of bed, I get to work
I'm a sleepyhead, it never works
But I'm a working man, I'm a working girl
and I'm convinced my little scheme is gonna save the world

I'm a narcissist, but I'm optimistic
Something's gonna change, something for the better yeah I know it
Mom called me a conspiracy theorist, she was kind of right but whatcha gonna do?

To be twenty in your room
Pretending I was you
Pretending I was you
I'm sorry for everything
Yeah I'm sorry for everything

I'm an ordinary guy, but my envy got the best of me
I made a new best friend, but now I'm scared of texting him
My uncle called me an empirical guy,
but he said I need to find myself a spiritual guide

I'm a regular girl, I do stuff for fun
I make friends on the computer, always talking to some
I use the internet to find true love
Is anybody every gonna understand?

To be twenty in your room
Pretending I was you
Pretending I was you
I'm sorry for everything
Pretending I was you
If something doesn't change soon

Welcome to the plant cell bath hey
Welcome to the plant cell bath

look

i'm sorry for everything

||you can't let go if you don't want to||

🦋 \\ featuring // 🦋
+vox from @leytonmode
+ prod me & @leytonmode

+ additional prod from
@anem0s
@assperrr

mix + master by me~

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
{{tts}}
this scares me.
i feel like someone isn't fully telling the truth
maybe it's both of us who are lying

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
god damn
i guess it is up to me
overflown with this fear so naturally
but it's time to let this go
cos' i can't take it any longer
who's this girl you claimed to be yourself
you wronged her
here's the path you paved can't run away
it's not a offer
guess its up to me
i broke the mirror out of spite
just to find a clue
now the bloods all on my hands don't know what to do

cause you're see through
did i say something wrong?
didn't mean to
i'll think it over and over again
i took a step into this life
can't get back what i spent
it's all my fault
can't take the blame
like this was my plan

i forgot who to trust
who's lying
is it me
is it us?
cos' i can't read you
page is burning i might give up
how to think
watch it crash in front of me
it's just the thought of you leaving
i cannot fathom the feeling of letting go

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @leytonmode
i keep buying time just to waste it all
years keep flying by things don't change at all
if there were words to say
i can't explain the way
it's got me feeling
i have to let it go

it's all you ever wanted to be
take a look
mirrored vision
of the person that you see
that you see.

{{tts}}
you are know listening to butterfly effect

[verse] ~ @leytonmode
you left me down with my face in the street
had to be blunt u won’t face it with me
get you out of my head I been waiting a week
that’s some shit u can’t see, u did it to me
keep creeping up, u had me thinking I wasn’t enough
its tough, I really gave u my trust
ashes that turn into dust, im all out of luck

don’t fuss just let me pass away
cause I can’t fuck the past away
now ill say what I have to say
go in circles like baggage claim
this isn’t what we planned out, another man down
thinking how u left me down on the ground
chipping my teeth and ur breaking my crown

{{tts}}
it's only just your life.

[hook]~ @jauntsen
don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
you're bound for something bigger than this

don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
you can't win if you don't even make a sound

{{tts}}
you can't let go if you don't want to

don't be scared!
pick up your ha-ha-ha hands!
you know it's
bad!!
to leave them on
BAD!!!
to leave them on (make it out)
you can't win if you don't even make a sound
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
make it out!!
don't be SCARED!!!!

spotfiy !

don't be scared +leyton

||is this how it feels to take a life?||

~[track 3/?]

prod me
bg vox + additional prod @dramatrial
bg vox + additional writing @micahcallari

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
the mess you made around can’t be undone
that’s what you think!
could the problem be what you’ve become
that’s what you think!
nothing that you’ll say to me 
that will help me ease my mind 
so listen what i’m saying please
you can’t ignore the signs!

[prehook] ~ @jauntsen
cause you couldn't be
(it's alright, alright)
what I thought you seen
(it's alright, alright)
just a subtle taste
(it's alright, alright)
that’s soon to turn to waste

{{tts}}
is this how it feels to take a life?!

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
she’s not bleeding out!
I swear I need a little more time
(she needs a little more time)
I’m not one for myself
I never asked for help
I’ll play the cards i’m dealt.

[verse 2] ~ @jauntsen
the silence is overwhelming 
I cannot believe the words you are telling me
cause i dont know what to do in this situation

I saw myself in her eyes
the blood on her hands was mine
she stood in for my demise
Is this how it feels to take a life!

Bury her soul in my mind
I push her off to the side
And hide the stab to my pride
cause now I shed the tears she used to cry

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
cause you couldn't be
what you thought you seen
It will be her eyes next time you see me face to face
for now it’s just a taste
that’s soon to go to waste
remind me what could happen if I step out of my place

the blood’s dried on the floor
it's staining the decor
avert your eyes from me and I will not be that surprised
no matter what I try
my destiny’s to find
A brand new me to see a brand new outlook through my eyes

(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
she’s bleeding right out of her eyes
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
don’t think I’ll make it out alive

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
she’s not bleeding out!
(she needs some time to breathe x2)
she needs a little more time
I’m not one for myself
I never asked for help
I’ll play the cards i’m dealt.

spotify !

she's bleeding out!!

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DJ autemn - paper thin
DJ autemn - all my fault
DJ autemn - i talk too much
DJ autemn - want from us
DJ autemn - never ever ever

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stream here!! ffm.to/mindtrying
produced by @kttflwr
written, performed & mixed by @phimtown, @fauxdot & @rarecryptidcreature
mastered by @phimtown
cover by billianwolf (twitter) & @phimtown

(phimtown)
bong is passin round the couch
my mind so faded, uh, yeah its so cloudy, cloudy
wish i could stay a while, only if time allowed it
id waste my life on you, but ill forget about it

fuck i might be getting cozy
but im  living in my prime
think i found my place round here
i'll be your puppy for awhile

might be climbin up the tree cuz im so fucking versatile
i'm overstimulated cuz theres too much shit up on my mind
if i wont blow then whats the point of being here, of even tryin
im just a fuckin online dog without the clout but with a smile
mind
trying
mind
trying

(fauxx)
i might be onto something that shouldn't be worried about
i didn't want this to be a hastle
it's a roundabout
high and drunk
and I still got nowhere to be found
i can't afford to have a time
i can't afford to have you around 

half tone off a note
i'm a median and you're the fourth
stepping up a stair
i could be a chord
or I could be the cadence of it all

(deers)
why you hate me cus im different
why you gotta be some bitches
i be puppy on the net
keep on talking shit until im dead
if you keep on fucking stressing
can you try what phim said

a-a-a-a-a
smoking pressure
a-a-a-a-a
yeah we smoking pressure

you could never be us
yeah you wish ur on this song
im with phim im with fauxx 
euphoria
watch his body drop
if i like it ima cop
they be liking how i walk
you be kicking on some rocks

(phimtown)
so delinquent, i cant stop
puppycore until we fall
don't wan deal with all the opps
smoke an L no no withdrawal
i love chill and i love drugs
you wan sum gimme a call
"phim i love your fuckin chops"
i'll deliver with no stall
mind
trying
mind
trying

ENOUGH!

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