moth lullaby [rezlaine]

pale and blinding digitization 

everything by me @stellathepixie

never thought myself nihilistic 
im not usually this masochistic 
i just can’t care 4 myself 
nothing’s more of a waste of time 
than my own health

pale and blinding digitization 
excruciating dissociation 
build and barter myself 
and im fucking weak if i ask 4 help

oh oh oh
starry girl in luv w life
oh oh oh
dance w death or paradise 
oh oh oh
white eyes materialize 
oh oh oh
perfect concept suicide 

im not smoking cigarettes but im stopping therapy 
self analysis is exquisitely deadly 
ur the knife in my neck i think it'll kill me
i don’t wanna go
i don’t want this 2 kill me

sickened goddess 
birdcage heart
death by 1 million cuts
god is a fabricated metaphor
she fucked me over and spared me love

im terminal my sin is constant 
and i can’t choose a different option
fear is certain survival is 
formidable as tv violence

conjure up this neverland
god i know it’ll never end
pyro manic, self destruct 
let me feel that love again 

i don’t want this love to last 
coz her knife sinks into my chest
i miss the ecstasy, im 2 corrupt 
let me feel that lust again

##webcore (pixie)

hate_me...//prodnielyoung//

previously unreleased song i recorded months ago, shout out baka if you're reading this i love you!!!

lyrics below!!!

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Held inside your arms the first time we meet in person
And not gonna lie, my anxiety is lurking
Need to get it off my mind, I know that’s for certain
Had to travel far and wide but it was worth it
Now we chilling out, drunk as fuck, loudly cursing
Sitting in your room, playing notes, music searching
Smoking on your dro, had to walk and close your curtains

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Laying on your bed, head pressed against your chest
I can hear your lil heartbeat, know you nervous know you’re stressed
Don’t you worry your little head, know you’re always doing your best
smoke all day and fuck all night, now yo room a mess
slept in way too fucking late, sorry that you missed your test
maybe we can go out for a drive, put your mind to rest
know this fog inside our brains, will start to hurt a little less

I wonder what it’d be like
moving far away from my hometown
sick of being homebound
sick of everybody having preconceived notions about me
always fucking doubting me
i’ll be happy when i leave them all behind
crawl up in ur arms and call u mine
if i stayed a little bit longer, would you mind?
cuz everything i’ve come to known just makes me wanna cry

I wonder what it’d be like
paying all my bills, with my music
couple racks from a show, can’t refuse it
spent too much time being told i was useless
spent too much time being told i was stupid
boutta flex on all of these karens and these susans
gonna do em harsh, like they smoking on some vuses
now my old opps grumpy as fuck, like they eustace

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not all alone
Some days come so easy, but some others drag along
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
looking straight at your aura, and it glimmering like chrome

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not on my own
always chasing all these highs, just waiting for the lows
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home

wonder [prod. bakadere]

wonder [prod. bakadere] (dec 2021)

You may not rest now, there are monsters nearby

demo from 2018 when i was just starting out with producing rock music

competition (demo)

is it a feeling
can you relate
you put your glasses
onto my face
you love me so hard
and i cant wait
but now you're so gone
alright okay

you put your glasses 
onto my face
i see your pictures
another way

and its so cold out there
there's a whole world out there

waiting for sunshine

set up man, i feel betrayed
playing with guns but you wont play
lighting strikes twice everyday
its a silver bullet in my brain
is this life man, i cant say
is this something, i cant say
its up to you almost everyday

i dont want to feel but i know that i have to
i dont wanna kill but i know i wont have to
something there was real (x3)
i latch onto that because i have to

something there was real

vocals by uglyboy + button
melody by lily + pearlblade, produced by button

lyrics:

[Button Maker]:

I already told you
"I already knew that"
(What's best for you is not what's best for me)
I- I already told you
"I didn't like that"
I didn't like that
I already knew that
What's best for you, is not what's best for me

[uglyboy]:

Don't try to read my mind
What you are is not what's best for me
I've got different faces for different occasions
You've got different paces, tell me what's weighing you down

[Button Maker]:

I-
I already told you
"I already knew that"
What's best for you is not what's best for me
I- I already told you
"I didn't like that"
I already knew that
What's best for you is not what's best for me-

(AAH!)

(Do you, do you, do you want to be like that?
Do you, do you wanna be like me?)

faceless

faceless (feat. uglyboy) [p. button + lilyforest + pearlblade)

problem (prod. NXTY)

prod, mix, master, vocals, art by me

i come down to the woods yeah
bring my dawg w/ me
yah were going foraging
we'll go looking for
leaves in the bushes
in the trees then well see
havent rly figured it out
yet

im in the mountains
bring mai dawg w me
brewing tea and listening
to the birds oh
they're so bright and yellow
looking liek the're spaceships
havent rly figured it out
yet

i feel liek mai head is turning (meow)
its turning bright yellow
i feel liek mai head is turning
bright yellow, bright yellow
x2

flowers at the park
i see pink, i see yellow,
and i see white, and i see green
and that's bright blue
i see the sun set
and God but i can't help, but to
wonder, wonder, wonder, wonder
wonder, wau-ohhh~

i feel liek mai head is turning (meow)
its turning bright yellow
i feel liek mai head is turning
bright yellow, bright yellow
x2

faceless (feat. uglyboy) [p. button + lilyforest + pearlblade)

Button Maker

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