underscores is one of my biggest influence musically <3

shoutout underscores : )

b4 u hit the surface +

lyrics:

[kaydence]:

why are you yelling, you said, you ask me a lot
you took everything i had and you left it to rot
maybe i should cheer up more, you gave me the thought
look up at the stars that surround me
laid down on the ground, it’s all around me
nighttime don’t hit the same since you found me

[button]:

It didn’t even cross my brain,
Maybe I’m going insane
It doesn’t take too much to make me sad,
If being happy is a mindset, I should try that

What am I gonna go and do this time?
I’m so sorry you have to endure my crying

I can’t get you away from me
I guess that’s my penalty
Even tho i barely breathe, barely talking
I see you in my dreams, you want me to say I’m sorry
I can’t get you away from me
I guess that’s my penalty
Even tho i barely breathe, i’m barely talking
Let it be once more, isn’t this just what I wanted?

Let it be once more, isn’t this just what I wanted?
To be barely noticed, to fade in the crowd?

PENALTY GAME

self prod.

lyrics:
my feelings faceless 
im feeling brainless
i’ll find another flower field to love
stepped outta my stasis
no one could ever replace this
ever replace the way we fell in love

i hope you’ll be okay
i can’t have it any other way
every flower floats along its very own wind-stream
i promised
i’d never forget about you
it’s true

cuz how could i forget you?
i couldn’t if i tried

my feelings faceless 
im feeling brainless
i’ll find another flowerfield to love
stepped outta my stasis
no one could ever replace this
ever replace the way we fell in love

i’ll find another flowerfield to love

with failed conversations 
and sad recreations
i’ll find another flowerfield to love,
the memories are fading
and the birds are relocating
i’ll find another flowerfield, 
flowerfield to love

flowerfields

prod notamachine, joe leytrick on guitar 🎸🎸
vocals & micro edits by button


lyrics:

fuck,
think i’m noticing something’s..
wrong..

does it even matter what i say anymore?
(it doesn’t even matter what i say anymore)

fuck!
think i’m noticing something’s up
(i’m done)
ya i know that i fucked up
yaAaAaAaAa

does it justify what i’ve done?
i threw you out the window in the heat of the argument
is it really okay, does it justify what i’ve done?
i threw you out the window because i just felt like it 

don’t complain to me when it’s plain to see you’re getting caught up, baby

i know it’s wrong

WRATH (produced by notamachine + joe leytrick)

pinkpantheress - just for me (austyn remix)

https://soundcloud.com/deadman/defeated
https://stemmy.versary.town/a/blissom/defeated

deadman 死人 - defeated cover

woh woh woh woh

Benji:

Wait up! (!!!)
Feel my human body laying next to me
Toeing lines between the void and ecstasy
"Come a little closer" don't know what you mean
Don't know what you mean 

Dig through the pile of bones that I left on the counter
It's clear you've got the advantage 
I just wanna say what I want without lighting the fire
But its an arson, I planned it
And it just rides out, you just ignore what's got you questioning your mind now
Cut your current goal and make decisions only switching on a dime now
I think it's light out
I got a grave to dig in the morning, get the shovels and the knives out!!!

Yaz:

Your bones they rattle 
You’re so gone 
Say that we’re enemies
so fun!

Open your heart to me… no literally!
Let me see your lungs in the flesh 
I’ll take your veins out and this flame 
Tie them up and make a bracelet 
Better! Wear them like a necklace 

Boy pick up when I call
Beads and pearls are my call
ur blood and tears on the wall
boy I’m still running you crawl

Keep me under your skin!
Breathe me out, let me in!
Now I’m in your head now I’ve been 
Stuck in there for a min

PENALTY GAME

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