im so sorry about what you dont now about
no remorse, no remorse in my eyes, it's all dark
we're not fine, we're unwell, what are you talking about?
no remorse, no remorse in your eyes, it's all dark
it's alright, 
I'm just fine,
i'll stand by,
we can only go higher and higher and 
i know it's too late to go back, just come in and collapse like i did


watch what you're saying, now
look what you're playin' 'round with
you lit that fire, now, watch it all burn down
why would you say it now?
we were just hanging out,
i'll say you played it well, but i've never been more down

standby [demo]

Maybe my time has passed
Maybe I'm not worth what I've amassed
Maybe I'm not walking fast
Maybe I'm not in the forecast
Like, oh my god, guess I'm next up never
An L on my forehead, can of whatever
All of my friends are on the next endeavor
And I'm still trying to get my shit together, oh

It's etched in my spine 
Day's end, we all shine
Am I not so familiar? Am I not one in a million?
Oh, I wish I was just like you
I wish I could feel that cool

Yeah, I get it, I'm embarrassed about my own ego
But don't act like there's something you don't see though
Yeah, we all got endless desires, I'm just a bit neurotic about it
And to be frank, I'm wishing you the best more than you think
If anything, I use it as motivation to better myself
I wasn't meant to be left on a shelf

It's etched in my spine 
Day's end, we all shine
Am I not so familiar? Am I not one in a million?
Oh, I wish I was just like you
I wish I could feel that

It's embarrassing (I'm stuck to the wall)
Watching everyone sing along to you (I know all the words)
To be honest, this is my favorite song
But now it makes me sick
I know it's pathetic
(Comparing myself to you, once in a generation)
(I know it's pathetic, I know it's pathetic)
(Scene defining adoration never seems to blow my way)
(I know it's pathetic, I know)
I wanna be that cool (cool, cool, cool, cool)
I wanna be that cool (cool, cool, cool, cool)
You know you're so, so cool (cool, cool, cool, cool)
I wanna be like you (cool, cool, cool, cool)
I wanna be like you (cool, cool, cool, cool)
I wanna be like you

It's etched in my spine 
Day's end, we all shine
Am I not so familiar? Am I not one in a million?
Oh, I wish I was just like you

I wanna be that cool (I wanna be that cool)
I wanna be that cool (I wanna be that cool)
I wanna be like you (I wanna be like you)
I wanna be like you (I wanna be like you)

COOL w saoirse dream

saoirse dream

god knows i could tear us apart

prod. @lynyou
ft. @trustt

lyrics:

@lynyou
amateur at everything i do but you still stay around
at least i'm good at biting off more than i can chew but you don't seem let down
i can't tell if it's them or if i'm losing my mind
maybe i'll just stay inside this time

it doesn't matter what you want they'll never listen
it doesn't matter what you say it won't make a difference
it doesn't matter if you trap yourself i've tried it before
it doesn't matter what you want they won't pay attention

@trustt
i thought this is what i wanted, wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me
or will you leave me ignored
yeah i wanted, i'm wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me ooh
i thought this is what i want

@lynyou
back to quiet rooms and static
another day i'll say i've had it
another loop can't quit my habits
my broken bones and endless scratches
one more night i'm on the last one
you remind me of my past but
i don't need you here
you're just another distraction

still, i think you know me better than i do
but i only play the part cause i have to
i think you know me better than i do

it doesn't matter what you want they'll never listen
it doesn't matter what you say it won't make a difference
it doesn't matter if you trap yourself i've tried it before
it doesn't matter what you want they won't pay attention

@trustt
i thought this is what i wanted, wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me
or will you leave me ignored
yeah i wanted, i'm wanted
but i don't feel safe no more
so can you save me, save me ooh
i thought this is what i want

i guess that i'm not that strong
i guess that i could be wrong
i thought this is what i want
i thought this is what i want

pay attention

made this today and thought it was too special to gatekeep on my computer forever


additional synth from @neciawake
more music soon

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
I never thought that it'd be perfect
but here you're coming back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
with no way of coming down

i always tend to chase the worst things
i always circle back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
because i'm never coming down

nevercomingdown

asphalt

produced, mixed and mastered by button maker <3

MONICA LEWINSKi [prod. by Button Maker]

Dogdaze

taylor the swift

Lyrics:
one shot to the brain that boy got CTE
folks went bitch made i had to skip the scene 
like this shit a DVD
they like swazy where you been
im tryna tell'em what i done seen
backshot a bald head bitch im palming her shit
its shining like mr clean
yalready know how i rock
they mad cuz im back in go mode
pistol on my hip they dont even know though
keep that shit on the low low low
i quit popping them perkys now everything round me aint slow mo
futsal shuffle on top of an ops grave video proof as promo
i swear to god i thought i told'em
shawty getting mad cuz they thought i would post'em
bae i gotta problem im sorry i keep ghosting
ima tell a lie like i dont know where my phone is
gotta focus shawty caked like hostees
how many we gon fit a bakers dozen in the rover
cheese on top of cheese my pockets mob they be capone'in
check the components knock out my opponents
(huh let the shit breathe for a minute just a sec just a sec, alright ima come back in ight)
money power respect i aint had none
i been doing this shit for fun way too long 
25 still tryna act like im 21
i never put no hoe on blast
i never asked nobody for cash
i never talk to none of my friends
at this point they barely know my ass
ride round dirty in my city you might get popped dirty bubble
im on villian timing fr the way i move dirty bubble
i made the game and the game was rigged you shouldve known dirty bubble
i pour the lean too soon and the shit start fizzing up dirty bubbles
ride round dirty in my city you might get popped dirty bubble
im on villian timing fr the way i move dirty bubble
i made the game and the game was rigged you shouldve known dirty bubble
i pour the lean too soon and the shit start fizzing up dirty bubbles

dirty bubble (waterboy)

mellow -- album in the works fr see u next year :)