various artists - july drops

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idk what to tell u i think ive said all thats on my mind

this one took a lot out of me to make. i love you guys, and i hope you liked the ep <3

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worst case scenarios get painted in my head 
clocks shine in early light, i just can't get no rest 
stare at an open project file, i'm filled with dread
and i can't fight, my life's a mess 
i hope one day i make it 
it's been too long, i feel myself getting inpatient 
inside my mind i'm keeping up, but im complacent 
my friends don't ever say a thing, my thoughts are racing, 
my inner demons i've been facing 
i feel 

colder than the winter snow, 
i would give it up but i don't know 
summer nights alone are making me go crazy
life it feels monotonous lately
downers never ease the pain 
i'm still standing in the falling rain 
spring into a time where i would i have a reason 
i'm defeated, just going through the seasons

this inconsistency 
i swear will never pass 
try to impress friends 
with all these shitty drafts
feel incomparable, this pain is so unbearable 
i wanna run away from everything
and few anything at all 
i hope they know i'm faking 
i try so hard to keep intact i know i'm breaking 
i know it's bad but i keep seeking validation 
and i can't help the fact that i wanna be just like them 
but it feels like every day i fight them 
cause they've felt
colder than the winter snow, 
they would give me up but i don't know 
summer nights alone are making me go crazy
life it feels monotonous lately
downers never ease the pain 
they've still left me in the falling rain 
spring into a time where i would i have a reason 
i'm defeated, just going through the seasons

rumination

seasons

f
ee
       l
          ing.
    a
        g a
          i   n.

<3

Fiberglass EP

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