tribute to https://soundcloud.com/ashley_307/thesegoddamnhoes
inspired from https://soundcloud.com/phixel-but-funny/axegrinder

i know it’s late
everyday just feels the same
i block out everything u say to me
(can u just like shut the fuck up?)
i see ur face
when we play ur stupid game
don’t u try and pin the blame on me
(i need to go for a walk, i need to clear my head)
u say u try well that’s a first
don’t u touch me where it hurts
don’t u take this out on me cause it’s not gonna work
u say im in the palm of ur hand
guess this wasn’t part of ur plan
what’s going on inside ur head, i need to understand why
(like everyday, i wake up w u sleeping right next to me and i fuckin hate it)

im tired of this shit

track 2 of "what went wrong"

prod/mix/master/vox : me :)

lyrics:
light gold everything
i know everything
i know
i know 
i know everything
everything 
i know everything

sweet attack 
take me back 
dream rights 
can't relax
we fight 
take me back
take a hit
i relapse
take a hit
i just laugh
i just laugh
i just laugh
yeah i just laugh


haha bet you wish you had what i had 
you do not not
used to be a bitch but i turned into a thot hot
i don't really think i don't need a single thot thot
waste away i used to be top notch

3 nights
text me back then we spend like 3 nights
it's been 3 days i can never see light
top notch but i turned to free light
i was top notch but i turned to free light 

im not afraid of you
im not afraid of you
im not afraid of you
im not afraid of you

everything

Baby5g

prod + vox me lyrics:

don’t talk me, i’m so sorry 
the end of this week is the end of my story
could you tell? 
could you tell?
could you tell?
could you tell!

what am i to do when you nailed the coffin shut,
held down by the views that impaled my heart?

it’s not the same as it was, 
but we’re the same as before,
it’s been silence for months, 
a quiet i’ve heard before

if only you could bide your time
a little bit,
just a little bit longer

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* a citizen expresses their concerns.

track 2/7

self produced, self-written, and self assured

lyrics:
i can tell you how it starts
you can tell me how it ends
i can tell you how it starts
you can tell me how it ends
setter of trends, setter of trends
put me on a pedestal
i love to be my own false idol
show me where believers go
ten bodies at the edge of a cliff

now you're picking up
what he's putting down
(x2)
it's been getting easier to act like
i'm the main character of my life
and i'm afraid of where this might be headed
promise me
you won't let me see
all the ways i might fall short

i'm planning my escape
keeping a poker face
this game that we play
is getting old
how much longer will it take for you to
call off the dogs you think you own
you think you own everything
(are you committed to the bit?)
(it's eating you up slowly but surely)

excellence syndrome

Excellence Syndrome, or when the Joke Becomes Your Personality

Kurtains Defuses a Bomb

Hi guys high school music club went away and never came back

"ELEMENT" is a focused, atmospheric EP built around a simple but powerful declaration: “I’m in my element.” Each track represents a different force of nature—Earth, Water, Air, and Fire—mirroring four states of being that shape creativity, purpose, and identity. J. English blends ambient textures, rhythmic depth, and meditative hip-hop energy to turn these elements into a sonic experience.

This EP is about finding balance, understanding your power, and recognizing that every season of life calls for a different version of you. Sometimes you need to stay grounded. Sometimes you need to flow. Sometimes you need to rise. And sometimes you need to burn bright.

Track by Track Journey:

EARTH – Rooted and steady. This track represents being grounded—secure in who you are, unshakeable, connected to purpose and foundation.

WATER – Fluid and adaptable. Moving without force, shifting shape, flowing around obstacles with grace.

AIR – Elevated and weightless. A sense of mental clarity, higher perspective, and spiritual breath—rising above the noise.

FIRE – Intense and driven. The spark of passion, ambition, and unstoppable momentum; the inner heat that pushes you forward.

"ELEMENT" is a reminder that being “in your element” means embracing all sides of yourself. It’s short, intentional, and spiritually aligned—each track an energy, a mindset, a moment.

EARTH

SUNDAY SABER WEEK 114

how much longer can we go on and pretend?

cant go on

CrackedCellphone

mellow -- album in the works fr see u next year :)

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