i’m sorry for my attitude
i know i’m one to act crazy, i like to act a fool
i went outside, it was cold, it ain’t nothing new
going out last summer was a bummer trying to fwu 

do not get me wrong
i’m getting stupider the more that time goes on,
it’s weird seeing my ex still vibe to my songs
it’s crazy, seeing you miss me when i’m gone
put at least two ? in this blunt, yeah it hits strong
?? sipping lines through a straw
catch me in a dark place, ain’t got time for withdrawals
out of my ratio arc, sorry it took me so long to evolve

y-yeah, you’re running out of chemicals
(cry about it)
are you wishing for a miracle?
or is this something you’ll forget?
(blah, blah, blah, blah, cry)
yeah, you’re running out of chemicals
(cry about it)
are you wishing for a miracle?
(cry, cr-)

snap a picture with your passport,
treat it like a landmark
smoking with the devil on newport, on a newport
snap a picture with your passport, treat it like a landmark
smoking with the devil on a newport 

maybe you don’t care what’s best for me,
what’s good for you, what’s best for me
(oh you don’t care, no you don’t care)

turned to dust, it’s gone for good
turned to dust, it’s gone for good
is it time for me to go?

y-yeah, you’re running out of chemicals
(cry about it)
are you wishing for a miracle?
(cry, cry, cry)
or is this something you’ll forget?
yeah, you’re running out of chemicals
(cry about it)
are you wishing for a miracle?
(cry, cry, cry)

(fucked up off a tincture)

do not get me wrong

i’m getting stupider the more that time goes on

it’s weird seeing my ex still vibe to my songs

it’s crazy seeing you miss me when i’m gone

punch’d (featuring swazy*)

and where was i?
https://soundcloud.com/just_thms/and-where-was-i

lost my mind again!

just posting this because it sounds really good
from ig reel
brakence 
hyperpop 

scrobaby Midwest

BRAZIL FREESTYLE (i Love Baile Funk)

prod. + written by: thms.
-------------------------
Cause ive been gunned down
Im left right where
The unknowns
They carry my weight 

and those sun stoned
(your) brown eyes emptying me
It’s a place we don’t want to be

So I'll reach 
And i'll find my peace
wont stop the lack of poise and

I'll walk my road
I wont stay for long
There's simply things we cant escape

Like how ive been
And your dismiss
An' emptiness

Is all there is
But I'll remiss 
And there's a cliff

So don’t fall
Its my turn

You don’t get 
to feel hopeless 
out of rope 

Yeah 
You got me strung 
And this is what you get

But why am I paying prices?
for what you did
I caused none of this 

This is what you get
This is what you get
But why am I paying prices

For what you did
I caused none of this
And the price I've paid is priceless

Yeah every bliss
Was it worth it?
Cause im left to my devices

For what you did
I caused none of this  


So break line
I don't know to deal with this
Why hit mine
You're crossed up in 
unrequited facetimes, 
and forgiveness
Lets face time
You've gone ghost 

and I don't mind 
When you walk the talk 
that im given

But it's my life
And im not one to 
go wasting this
im wasting it

I bet you thought that this was nothing
all the roads that lead to you
But my convivence to you is something 

And the echoes of you two are so numbing
Could you could be forthcoming
Fallacies got your fever rushing

Oh for me
I'll believe
What you make me see


This is what you get
This is what you get
But why am I paying prices

For what you did
I caused none of this
And the price I've paid is priceless

Yeah every bliss
Was it worth it?
Cause im left to my devices

For what you did
I caused none of this  
 
//do you enjoy what I think lately?
//pyromanic thoughts and endless loops
//inside daydreams
//oh but maybe, baby

//I threw a token in a wishing well
//yeah I was wishing well
//and baby
//I know you heard me

So break line
I don't know to deal with this
Why hit mine
You're crossed up in 
unrequited facetimes, 
and forgiveness
Lets face time
You've gone ghost 

and I don't mind 
When you walk the talk 
that im given

But it's my life
And im not one to 
go wasting this
god ive wasted it

prices

double exposure

recorded dec 1st 2023
I took agency over my life and self a month later
I took back my control, I escaped.

today is just another day (demo)

merry christmas
i learned how to play guitar again! 

tranquil afternoon
im gonna find a way out soon
the thought of you turns grey
with every turning page

seeped in black and white
i take your words and close my eyes
does it hurt when i start to cry?
it always lives in the back of my mind


walking beside me
show me the right way
im scared of the future
tell me im okay

i dont wanna cry with the lights off
i just wanna finish what im working on
i dont know myself and i dont know why but
i dont want to die

a quiet relapse & im learning again

poppin’ tagz

#BLAXKFLAME    if this my last body of work. My last body of art. I hope you enjoy. luv.

#WHATWASITHINKING [shimly41]

notmyluv (volt! + bymap)

mellow -- album in the works fr see u next year :)

punch’d (featuring swazy*)

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