Beat used: [FREE]: "Save Me" 🌊 | Eminem type Rap Beat with Hook | free Beat with Hook

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Lyrics:

I've been trying to drown my demons 
Try to kill the pain away
I can never find a reason
To keep living every day
See I always thought that treason
Would never get on my way
Now I'm dealing with this feeling
All the clouds been turning gray

Yeah you used me, abused me, said things that confused me
Told me that you loved me in the end you left me bruising
I got a hole in my chest and I can never find closure
Yeah I've been through therapy can't keep up my composure

Mixed emotions, I got mixed emotions I mean
Fixed devotion, forever had me hoping I plead
I pray to god to let me off of all my pain
But I found peace not hiding from all the rain

(Chorus)

You keep talking to your ex like it's some normal shit to do 
But I wonder what would happen if  I did the same to you
This rope feels so tight I'm just waiting for you to push the chair
You had me choking on my words I'm running out of air

I see the shit that you postin up on the daily
I can see you moved on quickly just fuckin dudes and it pains me
My brain is bleeding and my wrists need some time
Everyday before I sleep I pray to God that I just die

I'm at the edge of the world, hoping that God forgives me
And all the sins that I made I hope my mom forgets me
Cause I can go better knowing I don't have to worry
Gotta finish this letter cause my visions getting blurry

(Chorus)

SAVE ME (prod. Beats With Hooks)

Beat used: [FREE] Poorstacy x Alternative Rock x Post Punk Type Beat - "Pain"

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DISAPPEAR (prod. DutchRevz)

Beat used: [FREE] Dro Kenji x Juice WRLD Type Beat - ''Rockstar''

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IN MY HEAD (prod. by chakomadeit)

Beat used: [FREE FOR PROFIT] Juice WRLD x Dro Kenji Type Beat 2022 - "devil horns"

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Lyrics: 

Devil on my back, devil on my shoulder
Devil on my high, devil on my lower
Keep on getting hot, keep on getting colder
Whisper in my ear, tell me I'm gon know her

Walk into the party with me we gon slide her
Yeah I'm going crazy you don't gotta hide her
Always at my lowest now I'm feelin higher
Got me wearin all this palace and fuckin designer

Feeling like a king gold is on my chain
She brought me some gucci high socks just to make it rain
All this money in my pocket and my bank account in Spain
Wearing Prada and Dior I feel like satan is a saint

Never drank no Fiji feel like this the first time
Pussy be so good I'm slidin in a water slide
Lamborghini mercy, Rick Ross in his prime
Got me feeling so damn optimal while I decept the crime

Devil on my back, devil on my shoulder
Devil on my high, devil on my lower
Keep on getting hot, keep on getting colder
Whisper in my ear, tell me I'm gon know her

I tried to warn, you ain't never findin me
I tried to go, but I just can't fall asleep
Tried too many times to make you understand yeah
You can't be my girl and no I can't be your man yeah
Scars that I've been takin never makin me the plan yeah
You can't use me cause I'm broken I can never find my way yeah

I tried and tried and tried and tried again
I'm tired of all this shit I can't pretend
I'm bleedin fadin but the scars remain
I got nothin left to give or left to gain

Devil on my back, devil on my shoulder
Devil on my high, devil on my lower
Keep on getting hot, keep on getting colder
Whisper in my ear, tell me I'm gon know her

DEVIL (prod. willdowdsy)

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@chrisrainmusic

CHRIS RAIN - BREAK ME (COVER)

Beat used: FREE Sad Piano Instrumental Beat "NO MORE TEARS" (No Drums Version)

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LYRICS:

I'm helpless, you took my love now I'm selfless
Detached from all your messages, I'm a mess in this, where's my happiness
My soul got lost in this darkness you brought
And I can't keep a convo without getting lost in tought
And it's you who's on my mind, somehow I cannot find
All the memories we had, all I find is your lies

Betrayal and anxiety came when you left
All my friends are these pills for my pain and my stress
And it's hell in my head, it's been hell from the start
It's been 5 years but your name's engraved in my heart

I shiver when I hear your name
And it kills me that we ain't the same
I sacrificed myself for us
I broke my rules and you broke my trust
I changed myself and you kept it true
I put your first thought you'd put me too
Maybe it's my fault maybe I deserve all this
I'm a shit, I'm a mess, I'm a messed up kid

Remember the park we got robbed yeah, I still go there hoping I can see your face
Your parents have seen me sometimes and so did your sister, that's some shit I cannot face
And I can't replace you, you can't replace me, I know you messed up, you know you miss me
Keep telling yourself and your boyfriend that I'm in the past, act like I never existed
He was my best friend, you were my girl, gave him advice, I gave you the world
You cheated on me with your ex now tell me how can I trust somebody, I'm on my own 
I tried to work on myself before some commitment, you just jumped right in and now

I shiver when I hear your name
And it kills me that we ain't the same
I sacrificed myself for us
I broke my rules and you broke my trust
I changed myself and you kept it true
I put your first thought you'd put me too
Maybe it's my fault maybe I deserve all this
I'm a shit, I'm a mess, I'm a messed up kid

MESSED UP KID (prod. neuf beats)

Beat used: (free) joji x xxxtentacion type beat "let's run away"

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LYRICS:

Cool, you won't notice you won't notice I'm a fool
I keep doing all this shit and it's so cruel
You so pretty all you do is make me drool
(Is that something you should say or is it like)

I get lost deep in your eyes
I don't come as a suprise
You prolly have some other guys
But you know how to disguise
So I keep prayin to the skies
Let me be your lullaby
Why'd you leave me on reply
I don't wanna say goodbye

We just did some drugs
You're fallin out of love
I'm not you first pick
But I don't give a fuck
Glad we on the same spot
Smokin from the same pot
Lookin at you so hot
I'm in love but your not
I want the start of something I can't do it all alone I
Really tried I really tried to be the one you want no
Guess you're not the same, as I thought you were, as I tought you were no

I get lost deep in your eyes
I don't come as a suprise
You prolly have some other guys
But you know how to disguise
So I keep prayin to the skies
Let me be your lullaby
Why'd you leave me on reply
I don't wanna say goodbye

GOODBYE (prod. blank)

Beat used: [FREE] (Sad) Juice WRLD Type Beat - "Stars"

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Most of the lyrics are from the song of Jason Walker - Hope You Found It Now

Lyrics:
I hope you found it now, yeah
I hope you found it now, yeah
What was it that got broken inside of you?
That sent you off searching down my avenues
I hope you found it now, yeah

What was it inside yo love that never satisfied?
The thinest thread that held you, how did it come untied?
The grace you only ran from
And all the bridges you burned
The peace of mind that you learned to live without, is mine

Our memories go around my head
I don't know where I'm goin tho
I got a side chick on my phone but
I don't know what I'm goin for
And maybe I'm tryin to forget you just for this one night
I don't gotta take a pill
And even if I drown my demons and memories tonight
I don't care how you feel

I hope you found it now, yeah
I hope you found it now, yeah
What was it that got broken inside of you?
That sent you off searching down my avenues
I hope you found it now, yeah
I hope you found it now, yeah
I hope you found it now, yeah

HOPE YOU FOUND IT NOW (Prod. Spacecorebeatz)

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@chrisrainmusic

Beat: (FREE) Acoustic Guitar Type Beat - "WASTE MY TIME" - RRAREBEAR

CHRIS RAIN - CENTIPEDE (COVER)

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