Thereal” soon
smile while remembering some things
that i never could repeat
that i really shouldn't say
and its okay if you leave 
and its okay if you stay
cause i never seem to need
do you   need anything?
the connection of the piece
how its falling into place 
with the beauty of belief
how i never had faith
in the things you wanna say
oh it seems you wanted me 
well then why couldn't you say
you were hiding while you seek
you were running from your face
you were running away from me 
dont know why did you believe
that youd ever get away 
from the things you never see 
all the things youd never chase
somehow always show to me 
and now you cannot erase 
so its better if youd leave
thought it better if youd stay 
but i know the way that things
almost never go my way 
or the way thats in my dreams
cant you take me far away
another place where we can meet
and be better everyday
be together in the dream
that we made, some type of way
now where is the missing piece
is it here or another place
is it hiding where we seek
or is it plain as day
or is it more obscure
somewhere we could never stay 
Somewhere where we’re never sore 
all the mysteries of change
all the mysteries of me 
Feel you’d never be so sure 
guess your too afraid to speak
and wed never be okayh 
always dying in our sleep
Well somehow we're still awake
way too much for me to read 
ill just throw it all away
and hope it wasn't for me
and hope it didn't contain
anything i had to see
everything i need to say
all the words escape from me 
and i dont see no escape 
so i guess ill never leave 
you were running away from me 
but you’d never get away
dont know why did you believe
that you’dever get away
from the things you never see 
all the things youd never chase
somehow always show to me 
and now you cannot erase
you were running away from me 
but you'd never get away
dont know why did you believe
that youd ever be the same
somehow always show to me 
and now you cannot erase
so its better if youd leave
thought it better if youd stay 
hey
snap out of it 

Lil ho 
Bxm gon talk 
smile while remembering them things
that i never could repeat
that i really shouldn't say
and its okay if you leave 
and it’s okay if you stay
said id prefer if youd stay
cause i never seem to think

the connection of the pieces
how its falling into place 
tell me what did you believe
i swear its not what you think
Now where is the missing piece
now there is no place to breathe

is there a way to believe 
we could ever be okay
or that we could finally 
say the things we wanna say

face the demons face to face
if your scared dont run away
never ever get away
not a thing was made to stay
it was all made to decay
me and you we built the same
so fragile like a worm
now we're lying in a stain
 in the mouth of a bird
desert eagle to the face 
if we die will we be heard
maybe if they hear your name
sounded better martyred
sounded pretty in the rain 

tried to throw the key away
only way that youd be saved
only window to be free
now your locked inside your cage
must o been in here for weeks 
mmust o been in here for days
didn't seem to get much sleep
all the dreams seem the same
and they try to say something
words that you could never say
all the remnants of peace
always leave within your brain
gotta focus on the things 
that you really want to stay
even then they wanna leave
everybody goes away
all the mysteries of me
all the mysteries of change

and we’ll never be okayh 
always dying in our sleep
but somehow we're still awake
so i guess ill try to breathe 
everything i need to say
all the words escape from me 
and i dont see no escape

 running away from me 
but youll never get away
dont know why did you believe
that youd ever get away

all the things you never see 
all the things youd never chase
somehow always show to me 
and now you cannot erase 

Running away from me 
But you’d never get away
Don’t know why did you believe 
Tht youd ever be the same 

Somehow always show to me 
And now you cannot erase 
So it’s better if you’d leave 
Thought it better if you’d stay

my astral project

I know your reading this nd I just wanna say you’re the realist 🖤 thereal soon

E(therealist

“Thereal soon “ robotic hell hole ///hey what you wanna say,,,, 
🖤

Wanna say

“Thereal soon

And I have
Enough 
 need no other half
When your minds not broken 
When your hearts not broken 

 Need no other half 
pull from the well to give 
Freely as I see fit 
Im not here for begging 

And I wasn’t perfect 
I could learn, but I forget 
Nd ik I don’t deserve it 
What is love and how to give 
Well it wasn’t worth it 

I should learn just how to see 
Without opening my eyes 
Because they always burn me 
When I look into your eyes 
Seems that  everything I read 
Is the truth and not a lie 
When I know I’d normally 
Think it’s fake and not the truth 
Nd im never there for you 
Nd your never here with me 
So just tell me how could you 
Know exactly What I think 
Know exactly what to do 
When I didn’t wanna breathe 
Do the things they told me too 
Hoping it’s not What I think 
Way too terrible to move 
Too unsure for her and me 
Guess we’ll never make it through 

Guess it wasn’t meant to be 

And I know that I wasn’t ever perfect 
I could try to learn but I’ll forget  
I know i never heard what you said 
Only heard the certain words I thought you meant 
Even if she never said it 
That’s exactly what I expected 
So I guess that’s what I projected 
But its good I learned by messing up again (fucked that up )
This time I really hope I learned my lesson 
Seems my inner self ain’t wanna just be Friends  
And I’d never feel this way with just a friend 

And when all else fails I know I did my best 
by myself I learned not to obsess 
Learned to love myself Theres so much love to give 
I used to wanna take and never ever wan(to) give 
And if I ever gave I’d want u to pay it back 
And if I ever could Id know I’d never forget 
And if I’d try to run I’d go and run in lap s
And if I’d wanna trust I’d always try to expect 
For there to be some blood soon as I’d turn my back

Ain’t no other ( well of love////$uperficial

Thereal soon
Shoutout the homie Samson 

Bxm 
Ik 
I can’t 
Ever say 
What I wanna say 


I don’t 
Ever wanna say  
That I feel the same 
When your feeling strange 
Or your feelings cant 
Reciprocate 
Well just go replay 
It within your brain 

I don’t 
Wanna be awake  
Cuz it just brings me pain 
Starts to aggravate 
I can’t ever say 
That I’d wanna stay
I just wanna play 
Like it was all a game 

I don’t 
Know What to say cuz 
When I call your name 
You always look away 
Go turn the other way 
Turn the other page 
Maybe if it could say 
All that I gotta pray 
Well 
I don’t 
Know if Ill say 
Or if I wanna say 
What’s all inside my brain 
Well when I see your face 
I really cant  complain 
Cuz im still awake 
And im still insane

I don’t know 
Where 
Where I went to 
Went to 
Went to
Turn here 
Went right to
Burn here 
Went right to 
Hurt here 
Well when 
Were you here 
I don’t want to hear 
And I don’t wanna care  
I 
don’t 
Just wanna say
 
That I feel the same 
When your feeling strange 
Or my feelings cant  
Reciprocate 
Well go replay 
It within my brain 
 

I don’t wanna be the same 
Cuz they just always say 
I just misbehave 
And I don’t gotta say 
All that I wanna say 
What’s all on my brain 
Maybe it’s all hate 

And I don’t 
Wanna know your name 
Cuz Ill never 
Say it 
The correct way 
Or the way you say 
Im supposed to say 
So I’ll just say my grace
And then I’ll eat your face 


I 
don’t 
Know 
Anything 
Well anyway
What im supposed to say 
What im supposed to say 
I can’t know your name 
 Idgaf anyway bitch 


I 
don’t 
Just wanna say 
That I feel the same 
When youre feeling strange 
Or my feelings csnt 
Reciprocate 
Well just go replay 
It within my brain  

I don’t 
Wanna stay awake  cuz 
It just brings me pain 
Starts to irritate and 
I cant ever say 
That I wanna stay
I just wanna play 
Like it was all a game

So dramatic (sore vexed soul text

Thereal soon

Hah yeah 
Just have some fun with me 

And I’ll be right with you 
Here in a minute
Right where im sinning 
Right where im sitting 

No dont you miss me 
Don’t pay attention 
I don’t listen 
I don’t listen 

And I’ll be right with you 
Right there next to you 
Right to the minute 
Every minute 

I won’t forget you 
Couldn’t forget it 
Pay me attention 
Pay me your due 

I’ll be with you 
Right when I see 
The time that I need 
You can’t wait for me  

It don’t even matter 
Cuz I don’t even 
Care too much to try 
Yeah 
Right through the tv 
What were you seeing 
Might be you and me 
Can’t be reality 
Maybe we’re dreaming 
What was I thinking 
When will I be leaving 
When will you hear

Customer service

Something 
Thereal soon

loud music through the headphones
not my fault that you would go home
guess you'd never wanna stay along 
not my fault that people had to die 
we all live and die
not my fault that you had to lose
its a game of life

ill be there with you 
ill be staying aye
you weren't ever by my side
i could say to you
what i'll say
all the things that haunted my mind

she said its okay please dont cry
i said i aint even mf crying
you would know
you would know 
if you took one good look into my eye

seem all we do is complain 
i dont wanna play this game
i dont wanna say my name
they just wanna judge me (anyway)

i walk inside 
i feel alive
be myself and i dont gotta lie
hah
and i know that 
if i were to die
i would still come back another time 
hah
and i know that 
if she leave me 
ima see her in another life 
hah , now i know that if i leave
ima come back in the after life

and then pick him up inside of a basket 
remember i was always skipping classes
i aint wanna listen or pay attention 
they told me that my brain was deficient 
well then maybe its way too efficient 
i dont need to fix it they just need to listen
if i fall over, cant you come over 
pick me up and listen to my music
thats the only way

Who cares (( game of life

“Thereal soon based trap shi other shi idk fuck you 
I love you
based music
bxm do the most
see it with your fuckin eyes to believe it 
yeah see it 
every single day say im inside her mind
every single day i say you on my mind
i cant ever change
and i cant ever lie
i cant ever fake bitch you already saw
ima go and climb all the way to the top
i cant ever fall i be with a glock
well that is my dog 
i couldnt really talk 
they be tryna call 12 call the cops
baby where you are, i said baby what you want 
look into my heart, i swear you all that i want 
in my heart i know you all that i got
all inside my mind

Girl you fuckin fine
know you on my mind
okay ill be fine
till i fuckin die
think ill make her die
beat the cat she crying
beat it broke her spine
walkin inside 
i got all the sauce
i got all the swag
woke up feeling good, man i had to laugh
woke up feeling great, no i cant fake
no i cant fake
no i cant fake
oh what you thank
oh make em faint

Based music// cant fake

“Thereal soon 
Chillin

waste away with me 
all day 
all day 
i be on a beat
if i listen 
cant you tell me all what you think
about it 

okay okay
rot away with me
i been dying in my grave
since i was a teen
how early? 
what age?
probably 13
thats that day i hit that lick
with my homies

dont worry i wont tell you none about it 
dont worry i could tell you all about it 
said she love me ,// why dont you tell me all about it ?
im sorry i cant tell you nah i doubt it 

and i be feeling happy every single week
she still wondering whats wrong 
why im frowning 
and she still wondering what is wrong
something wrong with me 
maybe its just way too much stuff
haunting me 
or maybe im too real
for this lil reality
or maybe im too trill for the people doubting me 
or maybe they just hate how im not always pretending

Waste Away

“Thereal soon 
Something else 
Infinite hex 

I’ll be there in and
What you staring at  
    And your hair in it 

Wake up 
I was sleeping in my bed 
I was dead inside my head 
Had the bottle in the hand 

If I bleed cant you ask 
Where I am 
Where im going 
Idk none of that
I don’t matter 
Cuz I never ever care too much 
To try to look deeper 
 And they told me 
Love is something I had to search for 
I’ll be seeking 
Why’s it hiding from me in the first place 
Idk 
Cant you see us 
She said yeah I can definitely see us together 

Any type of weather 
Ima try to forget her 
Try to be better 
With the fire it could wet you 
I don’t leave without my metal 
Know this shit could have to 
Grow on me 
Got the pain haunting 
Don’t bother me 
Said she really want me 
Why she keep tryna lie to me 
Cant be honest 

All the things you never said 
Said you’d never wanna say 
So I’d never even ask 
Tell me where you been 
Tell me where you gon stay 
If you spend the night 
You can sleep in the bed 
Or on the floor board 
Or inside of the walls 

And they thought that I was dead 
Cuz I always wanna leave and I never stay long 
And they thought I wouldn’t left   
         And they saw theres nothing left 
When they look inside my thoughts 
Tell me that I am the best 
Then she look for the next best thing when im gone 
I guess I don’t need to stress 
If im not in first place then im saving my breath 
If im not first place 
then im not inside the race 
Yeah I left 

What is left 
Had to check my chest 
Had to see what’s left 
Oh it’s nothing left 
They done ransacked it 
They done robbed me 
They done took what’s left 
They done robbed me 
Say she love me to death 
Ima zombie 
Say she trust me to death 
Wouldn’t stop me 
Idk what’s next 
Im just walking

Saturns pattern //// can’t lie 2 me

🖤🖤 🖤🖤🖤

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