I Don't Know If I'm Okay

Au revoir pour toujours (Remastered)

Lanterns in the Fog is a meditative journey through the quiet corners of the soul—where introspection flickers like light in the haze. Blending melancholic electronic textures with soft lo-fi beats and intimate vocals, this album explores themes of vulnerability, memory, and emotional resilience. Each track is a metaphor, a gentle beacon guiding listeners through moments of solitude, sorrow, and subtle hope. It’s music for the late-night thinker, the silent dreamer, and anyone searching for warmth in the unknown.

Lanterns in the Fog

Intergalactic High feat. Lightly

All Lyrics By: Paulo Sergio Carvalho

Hey girl, I cannot believe you're here
Like a dream I had as a child
That my true love would return to me
In my youth, it was so easy to smile

Now older, dreams don't play fair
They fade out like smoke in cold air
Life's heavy, and time's a thief
But I still hold on to what's underneath

Hey girl, I heard trouble found you
And you're tired of fighting alone
The world's been colder than it should be
But I swear, I'll carry your storm

You need someone to stand tall
Someone who won't let you fall
I know I let you down before
But I ain't walking away anymore

I will fight for your love
To make you feel the trust in me
That was always there, girl
Just tell me you still believe

I will fight for your honour
Defend you through the flames
I don't care what they whisper
You and me — we're not the same

You coming back in my life
Feels like fate's cruel game
But maybe we were meant to break
Just to rebuild through all this pain

If the past is dead, let's bury it deep
Let the memories burn while we sleep
But if there's a spark still left in your chest
I'll breathe it back 'til there's nothing left

I will fight for your love
No matter what it costs me now
I'll hold the line in your name
Even if it brings me down

I will fight for your honour
When no one else understands
You won't face this world alone
Not while I can still stand

I wasn't strong back then, I know
But I've bled enough to grow
You want proof? Look in my eyes —
I'd bleed again to feel you close

If love's a war, then call my name
I'll walk through fire, I'll take the blame
Just give me one more try, one more night
To make this wrong feel right

I will fight for your honour
Even if you walk away
I'll keep your name safe in my heart
Where no one else can fray

I will fight for your honour
Like I should've from the start, inside my heart
I'll keep your name safe in my heart
Where no one else can fray

I will fight for your...
You were always more than love
You were the soul inside my heart

Fight For Your Love

"Det er bare en overgang"
"Det er bare en overgang" er en ærlig, stærk og samfundskritisk sang, der sætter fokus på overgangsalderen, en periode i mange kvinders liv, som ofte er omgærdet af tabu, misforståelser og manglende anerkendelse. Teksten beskriver de både fysiske og psykiske udfordringer, som mange oplever: svedeture, søvnproblemer, smerter og en følelse af at skulle skjule sin sårbarhed. Sangen kritiserer samfundets tendens til at bagatellisere kvinders oplevelser med overgangsalderen og opfordrer til, at vi bryder tavsheden, kræver respekt og kæmper for mere forskning og støtte.
Sangen balancerer mellem sårbarhed og styrke, og den giver stemme til dem, der ofte føler sig overset.


Det Er Bare En Overgang

"4.3.7" is a message-in-a-bottle kind of album, every track feels like a voicemail left too late, a text you never sent, or the final word you wish you had said. It’s raw, nostalgic, poetic, and real. From the aching call of “Text Me When You Miss Me” to the self-revealing honesty of “You Know Me,” each song is a timestamped emotion, like scrolling through old chats at 3 a.m.

This album isn’t just music, it’s what you'd say if you weren’t afraid to feel.
All of it.
Loudly.

I was never there

Too close to care

Text:
[Verse 1 – gloomy, calm]
They said I had a demon,
Something wicked in my chest.
They laid their hands upon me,
Called it holy, called it blessed.

Candles flickered in the silence,
Latin words like poisoned darts.
But no devil crawled inside me—
Just a wound... torn into parts.

[Chorus – loud, plaintive]
The devil wasn't hiding under beds,
Not whispering prayers in priests' heads.
The devil's not a shadow in the flame—
The devil was me… and I have a name.

The darkness isn’t summoned from the deep,
It grows in silence when we sleep.
Not horns, not smoke, not hell below—
It's the pain we never show.

(Instumental-Part)

[Verse 2 – carrying]
They said I cursed, they said I screamed,
They said I walked through haunted dreams.
But all I was… was lost, afraid—
A child they didn't want to save.

Instead of help, they gave me chains,
Holy water, bile, and flames.
They called it sacred, called it grace,
But all it did…was burnt my face.

[Bridge – spoken, calm, cold]
No demon took me.
No devil spoke through my tongue.
I cried… and they made it Latin.
I broke... and they called it Satan.

[Bridge – bissig, ironisch, entlarvend]
You wear the horns, you praise the flame,
You call it freedom, call it “name.”
But Lucifer—your midnight king,
Was just a page in Heaven’s wing.

You bow to what God made, you see?
Your devil’s still theology.
So while you hiss and break your chain—
You're still dancing in His frame.

(Guitar-Solo)

[Chorus 2 – with anger and clarity]
The devil wasn’t there at all,
No serpent rise, no angel’s fall.
It was fear with holy gloves,
It was hate, disguised as love.

No need for horns, no need for fire—
The real hell is when we admire
The pain we cause in “God’s” own name,
And think we’ve won… some holy game.

[Outro – quietly, like a confession]
The devil was me—
But not because I meant.
Because I hurt,
And no one asked me...
Why.

The Devil Was Me

What Are We Calling This?

I long to see the solan-goose
Wing over Ailsa crag
At dusk again—or Girvan gulls at dawn;
To see the osprey grayly glide
The winds of Kamasaig:
For grayness now my heart is set upon.
The grayness of sea-spaces where
There's loneliness alone,
Save for the wings that sweep it with unrest,
Save for the hunger-cries that sound
And die into a moan,
Save for the moaning hunger in my breast.
For grayness is the hue of all
In life that is not lies.
A thousand years of tears are in my heart;
And only in their mystery
Can I be truly wise:
From light and laughter follies only start.
I long to see the mists again
Above the tumbling tide
Of Ailsa, at the coming of the night.
There's weariness and emptiness
And soul unsatisfied
Forever in the places of delight

A Thousand Years Of Tears

Hi everyone! ❤️

I have a passion for music, and I write songs. 
I had a large box filled with songs, and now I am in the process of bringing them to life through music. Many of my songs are inspired by life itself and love – both its beautiful and challenging moments.

Although it may sound simple, it’s not always the case. Completing a song can take days or even weeks. I use a mixing console, which I bought a few years ago, to create remixes and remove distracting elements like noise and heavy bass, making the songs more enjoyable to listen to.
Currently, I am working on training an AI music program in Danish for an old acquaintance, while also taking advantage of my freedom to transform both my old and new songs into music.

I am aware that my music will not appeal to everyone. Music is a personal experience, and there will likely be some who don’t like my songs – or even me. That’s something I can live with.

Do you want to criticize? You are welcome to share your thoughts about my music or me. However, I only accept constructive criticism; other forms of criticism will not receive a response.

I hope you enjoy the songs.

TSIM DJ'I❤️
Sandor

Det Er Bare En Overgang

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