everynite (ft. lovespells)

smoke down my head
her tears fall on my chest
slow falling hail
I live out the same
and I want to find me
and I want to find me
away from them
I miss who I wished I was

I miss who I wished I was

june (july)

Birds in the sky
Tears in my eyes 
Time to say goodbye
It gets to hard to try 

I dont need to wake
Ill check out today
Gonna make a stand 
Gonna rule this land

I do what I’m told 
Now its time to fold
Everybody knows
Its set in stones

 I dont need to wake
Ill check out today
Gonna make a stand 
Gonna rule this land

Wake

i think i'm getting sick
what am i gonna do about it?
i looked in the mirror and thought to myself, nothing
people are noticing 
that i'm just not quite myself,
who am i but a girl with a cold heart, and a colder looking face?
what's happened to me?
where i have been all these days?
i can't remember my morning or if i even ate
you are the only one,
who gets me the right way
but i blame myself still, i think you need to go away
go away 
go away
before we were a thing
i didn't like intimacy
i had played so many times, i felt like my favorite cd
you know all my habits
shouldn't i be happy?
i've been unaware anyone could remember info about me
i think i hate myself
and its hard when you have a sister,
shes growing up on her own time
be a good role model for her
what am i supposed to do,
when the worlds coming down on me?
and the only thing i can think of saying is
go away from me

go away

sorry

I know it won’t last
It’s all that I got
I trade my liver
For the lack of a thought
There’s no cohesion
Or story to tell
Just a bitter person
Going through hell
The empty bottles
In my room
Are a weighted reminder
That I can’t cope
The liquor I drink 
To blur the thoughts
And distract enough
To think there’s hope
I know it won’t last
It’s all that I got
I trade my liver 
For the lack of a thought
People can’t stand me
And that’s the truth
But they’ll never hate me
As much as I do

a bitter and ugly excuse for a person

you will say that it's okay
that it's safe to walk away
but as soon as i turn my head
you'll pull out the knife again
we stand in this mossy field
of course it doesn't seem real
you drag my hair through the mud
you're evil
everyone knows
and i'll decompose in the green
i don't know what will be 
after this life for me 
and you walk away
don't say a word
because it's absurd
that you would have done this

a green dream

I consider this a demo cause my voice isn’t up to par lately and in my head this song has a melodica in it so if this ends up on a demo/album then it will be changed and maybe slightly longer

go away

zoe grace

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