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I apologise for the repeats but I feel some of my tunes went to production too soon and I needed to work on them so much more.  So here I am rewriting and restructuring many as some are too long and others need the vocal line redone.  I will be uploading these unplugged versions onto YouTube as I do not perform (autism) so this is as close to playing live as I will get. 


Thank you for listening to my music, I think I have found the right sound and I needed so much more practice.  The feedback has been amazing and helpful, we all need guidance and I need more than most. For me music is about self expression and I focus more on the emotion than been a Diva. What is fame?  A concept and for some it is important but for me my music is to bring solace to those who listen.  That is what years of music has done for me, helped me understand myself and fight my demons. The amount of tears I shed listening to music and how it helped me heal, that was the most important thing music helped me do, heal! Writing my own songs was cathartic and I released years of suppressed trauma and pain. Beautiful!


beautiful vision written by MedusaMoon ©2025

I'm Now Better

Send her on her way

I was inspired to write this song after hearing Less Light by NOCT, I felt trully like a vessle for the music cause the song just felt right

UP SIDE DOWN

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Fame [The Boy Who wanted it All]

E.M.D. recorded by 'Circle Squared' [a studio group consisting of J Dulva and Bryan Fusilier]

E.M.D. by J Dulva and Circle Squared

09 STRUTTER

   I truly play my instruments, write my own songs, really sing my songs and have an interest in other real singer/songwriters. I don't rely on AI computer software to create my music because I write it myself. It may not appeal to all but I can honestly say it is my own work. My latest Album "Caught In A Moment" released June 20, 2020 along with new video for "Trying To Breathe" released on June 17, 2020. Checkout the link below. 

   Just a simple singer/song writer here that has a great passion for song writing and really singing my songs. Enjoy spending my time in my studio in the mountains of California where my guitar whales through the night with a string snapping now and then. Spend my summers at my home in the mountains and my winters in southern California. At one time I had a regular gig in San Francisco where the people were actually able to watch me perform my songs and purchase my work. 

   I now love to play at small gatherings. No, I don't need to bring my computer along for it to perform instead of me. Love to take my guitar to the beach and sit on the sand and sing to the ocean. Or sit out on my deck and sing to nature. Love to have friends at my home to play or write a song together as we sit out on a warm summer evening.

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C. Christopher Carder