I Was Always There

Can You Hear Me

Transitions II

How Do You Sleep? [John Lennon Cover]

Time dies

Can't feel my touch or the lust inside of me, am I drying ?, like a dead tree
Why am I so hard, my mouth is so dry, I can´t even see , my brain is branchin out of me and dying

I feel my nerves are growing branches out of me
Its like that they dont know what´s my place on earth

I feel my nerves are coming out of my brain

My mouth gets dry, my hair falls out
What´s this disease
Is Fear of the dark taking over me

Time dies

Can't feel my touch or the lust inside of me, am I drying ?, like a dead tree
Why am I so hard, my mouth is so dry, I can´t even see , my brain is branchin out of me and dying

I feel my nerves are growing branches out of me
Its like that they dont know what´s my place on earth

I feel my nerves are coming out of my brain

My mouth gets dry, my hair falls out
What´s this disease
Is Fear of the dark taking over me

Will I ever reconsile my soul
will I ever be the same I was
I can´t even recognize myself
Should I keep myself away from you

Away from you
Away from you
Away from you

Time dies

Song composed & created by The Boilerman
Eric created & plays: all distorted, stomp box lead guitar
Eric created & mix's: all drum, bass, ambient & vocals
Production by E.H.T Studios
Thank you for listening!

The Dark Place

Mixed and Mastered by Woods Studio
https://soundcloud.com/woods_studio

Cavebar - Happy Campers

LYRICS:

Not long ago
The ice and snow
lay in sheets on the ground
But it's too late now
The seeds of doubt
have taken root all around

The air's a little bit colder today
The day's a little bit longer they say
We'll grow a little bit older this way

I'll never run from the fading sun
So move your tired lungs
in inflated tones
and sing for me
When all we've done
is the sum of exactly 1
I'd never number the days
in the month of February

You gotta know how know how to hold it
Know how to hold it in

I'll never run from the fading sun
So move your tired lungs
in inflated tones
and sing for me
When all we've done
is the sum of exactly 1
I'd never number the days
in the month of February

The Sum of Exactly 1

Up High

This is my new, and possibly final, album. I consider it the best work I've ever done and if I never make another album I would be happy to say that it all ended on this particular note.

Though I obviously have my own distinct sound and musical identity, I would say that major inspirations during my recording of this album would be David Bowie's Blackstar, Peter Gabriel's UP and Kate Bush's Ariel...at least in terms of all of those albums being eclectic studies in contrast and juxtaposition. Like those albums, each song has its own set of feelings and meanings and imagery...and I only hope that this album hits anywhere NEAR the level of artistry of those works. My goal is always to take the listener on a journey through dynamic peaks and valleys and leave them feeling well-traveled by the end of the experience. I want the experience to be impacting on deep emotional, intellectual and spiritual levels, and not just be aural wallpaper to serve as a mere backdrop.

I hope I have accomplished that goal, and I hope that people will take the time to actually LISTEN to this album...but that DOES take a certain level of commitment and an actual interest in music as art. If you have that, you may find this work gratifying. Many have said that it takes a couple listens to “get” what I do...and you may find that to be true as well.

I have made this album available on YouTube as a full album video with lyrics for free listening, as a free download on Noisetrade (link in comment below), and as a paid download on Bandcamp (also in comment below). I had planned on making some videos for some of these songs and to roll it out in a more commercial way, but given the times it seems wrong to me to do so. Above all else, I would would like my work to be heard and remembered. If something happens to me, I would like to know that people listened to and enjoyed my work on some level.

Mistakes Have Been Made

Wild is the Wind

03 - Wild Is The Wind

Just a song to remind you to be happy and alway smile

SMILE

   I truly play my instruments, write my own songs, really sing my songs and have an interest in other real singer/songwriters. I don't rely on AI computer software to create my music because I write it myself. It may not appeal to all but I can honestly say it is my own work. My latest Album "Caught In A Moment" released June 20, 2020 along with new video for "Trying To Breathe" released on June 17, 2020. Checkout the link below. 

   Just a simple singer/song writer here that has a great passion for song writing and really singing my songs. Enjoy spending my time in my studio in the mountains of California where my guitar whales through the night with a string snapping now and then. Spend my summers at my home in the mountains and my winters in southern California. At one time I had a regular gig in San Francisco where the people were actually able to watch me perform my songs and purchase my work. 

   I now love to play at small gatherings. No, I don't need to bring my computer along for it to perform instead of me. Love to take my guitar to the beach and sit on the sand and sing to the ocean. Or sit out on my deck and sing to nature. Love to have friends at my home to play or write a song together as we sit out on a warm summer evening.

Up High

C. Christopher Carder