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$udzy$crap

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


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https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

say some stupid shit and i will send your ass to the shadow realm
i’m not mad i’m just perplexed
how you bark’n like you big but
you a little tyke gimme the mic
you need some training wheels before
you fall off better give up you’re fed up
just stuck up that ego’s too big kid
when you see $udz that ego will deflate
up the intake of humble pie choke it down
hope you die wishing we all could follow
“there’s no hope for a better tomorrow”
so i drown in the sorrow bring’n me the reason to reap the benefits of my anger.  to keep me from the danger
yuh
(stranger)
think’n that we homies but you don’t know me that shit’s like past tense i’m not bent couldn’t care less no sweat off my shoulder time will surely torture i’m chill’n couldn’t give a fuck about what you be doing cuz you on that same shit it’s got me snooz’n fuck it ima kill you anyways patience out the window, gone away time to show you a rainy day lungs collapse at the end of my blade tortured, rest with the shade farewell to your charade


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- ($udz)
$udz is sleepa
he’s dream’n of demons
he’s lucid scheme’n while he’s dodge’n the geeza
and no i won’t please ya
i rather you tease me
so i can be-seat you
talk back i bewitch you
i’m saying i’m through with it
fuck it im over it
don’t bug me now or i will be lose’n it
 give it a try
test it let’s die
putting an end to your bullshit disguise

(chxngii) vile-entertainment
sunshine white picket sign
nowhere to stand
whispers in the town we in
lets see who’s in your closet
skeletons yeah you all lost it
best on display for everyone
never scrapping out
passive aggression a tone
atone for the last night
when you beat your wife
and stole your sons escape
from a reality you create
i don’t know how else to convey
god serves best late
his greatest mistake
human pathologic caged cells
in the form of conscious evils
proudest amongst a crowd
that thinks they’re not going to hell

($udz) remember what you did does that ring bell
well whatchyu gonna do now
pray to god
you seem off
act’n righteous on your throne of skeletons
the guilt is bus’n in
my anger’s kick’n in
why can’t you see you’re a hypocrite
if you wanna live mindlessly might as well kill your self
there’s too many sheep like you
cant tell right from wrong
still you follow the script
i burn these pages
now we in the dark age
you contract unholy contagion
blistering and bleeding out
no god can save ya
$udz will take ya to the next life
best roll the dice

(chxngii) hell, what a relief
eternal suffering that’s in store for me?
hell, what a belief
eternal suffering that’s what they believe.

brother https://soundcloud.com/chxngii is fire run his shit up

skeletal throne ft. chxngii [Prod. ? LMK!]

i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains
so it seems the path ahead i cannot change
demons sing to me they say $udz please won’t you stay with me
feel’n forsaken i do not awaken
im stuck in my tomb and my mind it be vacant
i’m casting this madness my smile be tragic
your eyes they be plastic you blind to this magic
 i see what you’ve come for i’m selling my soul
you are twisting these morals it’s starting to show
got resent in my mind and it’s starting to grow
while i carry your burden my heart turns to stone
i’m not okay and the angels won’t help me
so i’m turning to the shadows light’s diminishing
this never was my home always standing at forked roads turning back the darkness comforts me im staying here
gave up on life don’t wanna see a better day that shits the same as yesterday…
pain turns my heart black malice in my brain’s back clouding my vision my soul cracks
i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains

- c0der n No Name Plug aredope go follow them https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2
c0der


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No Name Plug

hellbound [Prod. c0der x No Name Plug]

life keeps on stab’n at me it’s grab’n for my pockets
always bleeding out these bands 
gotta serve it to the man 
no silver spoon golden plate 
just a salvaged fate
 piece’n together my life
 tryna get it right but these hands are tight 
around my neck 
and i’m really convinced that it ain’t really worth the fight 
survival instincts off and i don’t think twice 
 if i die then i’m dead and i’ll have nothing to dread but instead i tread on a path i misread oh my god cut the rope and im hang’n  by a thread 
get the needle n sew me up 
cant control my feelings im blowing up
i see my demons i say what’s up 
they say 
hey $udz
why you holding back 
i wanna see your anger peak 
i wanna see them bleed 
commit onto them as done to you 
yuh 
what comes around goes around and will come back for you 
you know it’s true i could say it till i’m fucking blue 
but you go act’n how you do it’s got me see’n different hughs 
red blends together with the black in my heart concocting sacrificial art
killing all my feelings there is nothing in me
just a spine chilling memory of who i use to be 
it’s a glimpse from the past but the sunshine won’t last please don’t worry about me cuz i’m already passed

ketsukiyomi//thread [Prod. bughvvl]

im not even tryna live i just go with flow till i turn to a ghost 
necro 
next day commence but i already feel past tense life got the best of me 
fuck off 
i don’t wanna hear it got these sticks n stones n im down to show it 
okay 
gotta cope with pain so i spit on the days that i’m feeling all the rage
visions bleeding out again my brain can’t sense the daze im in 
so i’m scream’n at the world in vain punch 
myself in the face can’t feel the pain 
my heart is in a constant haze i ponder death but am not phased there is no light i can obtain disgraceful life i am a stain 
all my life amounts to is nothing 
all my life i’ve been looking for something 
all my life there has been no feeling
all my life just hang’n from the ceiling 
never 
thought it’d be this way 
reality checks in my mind is caving in 
stress cracks the concrete 
foundation crumbles to the ground
call out to the foreman but he ain’t around 
lights on 
but nobodies home 
just corpse in the room peeking out the window 
looking for a way to escape this limbo 
stagnant in my mind feel the pain in slo-mo

waiting [Prod. bughvvl]

g house (p.cedro beats)

Yea im passive aggressive
I don’t like these messages
Get up out my head bitch
Yeah yeah yeah i just killed another show
yuh yuh yuh i just met another hoe
getting my mind off of you
getting my mind off of you

Smoking pack overseas bitch i feel just like saegoe
I just put half a point of molly in my faygo
she say she dont fw me im like ok if you say so
if you say so

mindoffofyou [prodmutt]

UPDATE AS OF TODAY: after sitting on my initial mix - I POLISHED THINGS UP WAY MORE, this will be the final version sent off to streaming. (08/07/2023

EVERYTHING YOU HEAR DONE BY ME, with a simple shout out to my long-standing collaborator "sorrow bringer" @sorrw_bringer - as my melody was inspired by his beat for lease "afflictions"

STAY TUNED FOR RELEASE ON STREAMING - OCTOBER 17, follow on Spotify or whatever use and please support me, due to my health declining from an assortment of autoimmune complications as well as mental health - I CAN'T traditionally work right now, music is all I have right now, but making music has it's costs, help keep me going, simply STREAM, put it on repeat at night! Wish it was a sob story, but seriously I'm in a rough spot, but I've never been more optimistic and determined!

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LYRICS:

Never seemed to get things right
Had to fail far too many times
People don't understand me
Try to explain what they can't see
Those around me say don't worry
Well fuck me, I'm still learning
Lost my health am I getting better?
This planet's not my sector
Always lying that I'm ok, I'm not
Decay in my body just my luck
Pills and liquor, I guess they finally caught up
Torment in my mind
Battle with intuition
Every step I take ends with collision
Contestant repetition
My dreams are illusions
Lost in transmission
Never seemed do the things the right way
Never done it, no
To other people well I just complain
I'm fed up with it
Pills and liquor ya they finally caught up
Oh oh, oh oh
Never seemed to get things right
Had to fail far too many times
People don't understand me
Try to explain what they can't see
Those around me say don't worry
Well fuck me, I'm still learning
Lost my health am I getting better?
This planet's not my sector
Always lying that I'm ok, I'm not
Decay in my body just my luck
Pills and liquor, I guess they finally caught up
Oh woah, oh woah
Every step I take, ends with collision
My dreams are illusions
Lost in transmission
Never seemed do the things the right way
Never done it, no
To other people well I just complain

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lost In transmission (prod. doublemydose)

Dead Rising (Official Audio)
Mixed by Skeev
Produced by afxxlings and tritri
Hosted by DJ BALLADEMIKS of Rich Money Baller Corporation 
ForestGxng Music Group Exclusive Release

Dead Rising

Dead Rising (prod. afxxlings + tritri)

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//teaser  [Prod. Dead Retire]

ugly - prod. diedinoctober - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzkmEVTMC8Q

[chxngii]
speak to me as a burden
reflect how you feel onto me
find peace for what you have to say

i will not find myself
in those who've buried their will

i will not take your side
for those who've chosen to die
burden me further and smile in reprise
i will tell you
i will tell you just how to lie

sacrificial pacts aren't anything to me
i see you in me
purest act of hedonism
spare your charades from me
its all the same
peace will not compromise

something spicy [prod. diedinoctober]

the sequel to my song "tappin in" released earlier this year c:
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also, it's a collab w #gutznglam member @Oatblood!

***LYRICZ***

(slayerz_64)
I don't have a limit
and they said I was gifted
man-i-fest what-i-want 
and my spirit lifted 

keep to my-self
n u kno I mind my business
if you go hate on me
better get dippin

I am gifted

these npcs in your way, man they just trippin
in yodie land fuckin blazed, on my own mission
take a rip from the blunt, call it refreshing
silent plays in the dark, keep the opz guessing 

bitch I pull up with, shiny new weapons 
try ur luck an the, gangs gon-na test em
staying real, could say that's my pro-fession
Slaying foes, that's not even a *question*

slept em they're done
roll-my-blunts cause it's fun 
I got the snacks
so-it's-time 2 go munch
wants to fight me
man-he-gonna get punched
man fuck that 
hit-the sky uppercut

cut
cut 
hit the sky upper
cut 
cut

slayerz 64 always goes fucking hard
on the track in the streets man we got heat
hit the wax while the bass slaps the damn beat
throw it up gutz n glam bitch we roll deep

Slaying creeps
chasing dreams
it's extreme
with the team 

u know tht we slide
n our stacks multiply
the culture we love
in the scene gonna thrive 

slayerz 64 always goes fucking hard
on the track in the streets man we got heat
hit the wax while the bass slaps the damn beat
throw it up gutz n glam bitch we roll deep

(oatblood) +-+

Keep them on their toes,
I’m mashing them like jelly on some toast,
All the real ones know how it goes,
We flip the middle finger to the foes,
And take their hoes

This empire that we’re building will not crumble,
Poser ass bitches sit the fuck down and get humbled
You may see me down but you will never see me stumble,
If you’re sleeping on us that shit’s a fumble




now I'm tapped in! ft. @Oatblood ⚡👁️✨ (p. CheetoTheHero)

SWiM CiTY - kiki (E.L.F)

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luv yall 😇

1st single off my "terrace" ep coming December 1st!

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Dont Talk To Strangers [prod. DeadRetire]

sudz 🦇

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