chronological order lol

my first time ventilating my brain with music made me overheat and now i need fans or a cooling tank for my brain.
i made the beat on soundtrap.com for free pls dont sue me, i need money for a new car );

can i get rgb fans for my brain?

(zoloft) i take back all my time I lied but i can't go on
Whyd u say those lies to me
i dont wanna push it so hard to go on
I swear that u were the not the one tho
U swear that u were so true
Not everythingis black or blue
($udz) i don’t really care about noth’n no more
ion really care what the day got in store
for me
cuz all i’m really do’n is selling my soul
just to sleep just to live how long can this be?
how long can this be
it’s just like a bad dream
but i can’t wake up
wake up
gotta go
sell your soul again
shit
i should have stayed in bed

check out my friend zoloft here 🤙
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w7CLrcfkQCb4SJS5A

should've stayed in bed w/zoloft [Prod. @STARBOYROB + BROOKEBEATZ + PRODBYCOLORADO]

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


https://soundcloud.com/user-606813790
https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

mixed by my friend zoloft. check him out https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic (:

beat prod by sorrow bringer https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ (:

LYRICS:
what’s the point in run’n if the race is rigged
is it insane to keep going on
cuz things are getting bad each day ain’t look’n better
i’m pretty worn down get’n beat from the weather

feel’n suicidal
stress floods in like a tidal..
wave
waves of happiness are short and they wave goodbye only to come back once a blue moon
moon
illuminate my night
give some light for my eyes and my heart
cuz this stress is heavy and it’s burning out my wick
wicked thoughts are all that remain

like blowing out their brains so their screams heal my pain
i’ll frame the stain
i’m done with these charades their fake smiles and parades burst with grenades

shrapnel flying
loved ones dying
mother’s crying
my eyes are shining
hate is blinding
always grinding
my art is smiting
demon’s dining

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

(zoloft) Take back I dont wanna go out like that
Sitting in the back I got so bad
I was in all black jeans stay strapped
Walk in worn out shoes u can stay mad

I dont need no fake friends stay back cus I'll b playing shows in LA rad
Nd one day ill b on tour with the right pack
Smoking what I need, need some life pacc

($udz) i’m just skate’n
i’m just skate’n
you just hate’n
you just hate’n
for what?
i don’t even know
but you know
i be here
grinding in these streets
got you sweating in your sheets
cuz you see me with the blade getting my own way

still getting paid
making ends meet
like runners on their feet gonna cut to the chase
run up on me
ima make you blue faced
fast forward
 i’m with zoloft erasing your fate



check out my friend zoloft here (: https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic

ep with zoloft coming at the end of the year stay posted B)

black jeans//strapped w/zoloft [Prod. crybabycam x bello]

i don’t know many things
but i know one thing
and that thing is death
and it’s gon’ take everything
no hard feelings
birds will still sing
you see we ain’t shit but manure for the earth to feed
yet we all got so much greed
can’t see or help the people in need
can’t even empathize to that degree
…
it’s so stinky like y’all need a stick of degree ..
enough about that
i’m tryna look past that
get a better view for a better day
focus on the good keep the bad away
keep these vicious demons at bay
for this anger i have to pay
the right answer is clear as day
but it’s constantly night
what’s that see that?
five people shot dead and the sea level’s rising?
personal peace is so small and the world keeps on dying

*interlude mumbo jumbo*

screaming
but
it’s concealed
(can’t hear me nope
wouldn’t want you to anyways
trust me it’s really better of that way)
i want to let it out but i can’t i can’t
(the energy you put out will come back to bite you and im a full plate better eat up don’t choke)
just another poke so it seems
butit's cutting at the seams cutting thin ropes in my sanity
unsanitary thoughts make me dreary think'n bout the day got me weary
survival instincts involuntary
the world is scary
is this hell or purgatory 
caught in the midsts of a fucked up story
footnotes left at the cemetery

occular suffering [prod. poison pond]

This Girl Is A Gun (prod.wasterr)

g house (p.cedro beats)

MOViEStARPLaNEt** - Junge Vampire x Hazyrd

lyrics:

i just blew bands on some dumb shit
ima let it blam out my hand like a drumstick

i been poppin xans on a punk bitch
had to wait get a second 
just to let em catch up
should i take 2 more hope i never wake up

fucked up, baby this the life that i live
bitch i pull the fuck up and i walk in the crib
and i sit the fuck down and i light me up a cig
while i whip up a drink and i count up my hundreds

lmk who gon step up to me you mfn dummy
i'll wet up ur block, and i'll turn ur mom to a mummy
and i'll stomp out your brother in front of your cousins
i ain't really want do it but pushing me does it
and i really advise against tryna do something
i'll turn u to a thanksgiving turkey with some stuffing
and that duster's for busters its only nitrous im huffing

never wake up (tukaru)

ugly - prod. diedinoctober - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzkmEVTMC8Q

[chxngii]
speak to me as a burden
reflect how you feel onto me
find peace for what you have to say

i will not find myself
in those who've buried their will

i will not take your side
for those who've chosen to die
burden me further and smile in reprise
i will tell you
i will tell you just how to lie

sacrificial pacts aren't anything to me
i see you in me
purest act of hedonism
spare your charades from me
its all the same
peace will not compromise

occular suffering [prod. poison pond]

sudz 🦇

Recent comments

AntiPotato

mothdusterr

chxngii x

Related tracks