Can't stay here! (prod.Coka$ian)

Prod. deadyami

You wrote a letter last December!
Oh if I could remember I’d tell you what it said 
But in the end I fuckin burned it! 

You’re making it worse than it is
You’re making it hard for me 
To breathe! FOR ME TO BREATHE x2

Don’t you remember, all of the words you said 
All of the words you said to me 
LAST NOVEMBER 

You’re making it worse than it is
You’re making it hard for me 
To breathe! FOR ME TO BREATHE x2

You’re making it worse than it is 
You’re making it hard FOR ME TO BREATHE

I deleted our minecraft world :3

“H!røsh!mx” (Prød. ERLAX)

prod. deadyami

I sit here every night
tryna figure out what i coulda done right
how i still coulda been in your arms
i think about that every night   
i wish i could go back
i wish i could go back

I thought you were everything to me
but i guess i was wrong
Do you even think about 
all the times we had together 
do you even think about 
do you think about everyhing we've been through

I don't think this is my fault
i dont blame myself
i only blame you
i hate you
but for some reason 
i still find a reason to love you
love you

i sit there every night 
tryna figure out how i still
coulda been
how i still coulda been with you
how i coulda been
how i coulda been in your arms tonight

I thought you were everything to me
but i guess i was wrong
Do you even think about 
all the times we had together 
do you even think about 
do you think about everyhing we've been through

I don't think this is my fault
i dont blame myself
i only blame you
i hate you
but for some reason 
i still find a reason to love you
love you

Did You Even Care (REMAKE)



▼Lyrics▼ 
We never made it out 
from the past.
we still strive to be better people.
we strive to be better.

I wanna be a better man 
so here I am 
doing the best I can.
(the best I can!)

will you listen to my cries?

everything used to be alright!
whatever happened to us?
Everything used to be okay!
(Used to be okay)

Whatever happened to us?
Everything used to be okay!
(Okay!)

I was there when nobody needed me 
I was there, I was there when 
Nobody needed me!

Everything I say won't even matter 
Anymore. Everything I say will just be another lost cause.
I made so many fucking mistakes.
And I wish I could bring everybody back again. 
I thought I needed you.
You're the one that made me feel happy, after everything this is what I needed.
You were all I had
And I wanna get that back again.
Why, why do I gotta be the way I am?
Im sorry, please forgive me.
Thank you, thank you for everything.
When you were there I was at my lowest, 
I really really am sorry.
I can't do much, this is all i can do.
I'm doing my fuckin best for everyone around me 
I'm proud of you 
I'm proud of every single one of you 
I wish I was there 
I wish I was there for you...
Fuck..

THANK YOU

I was there when nobody needed me 
I was there, I was there when 
Nobody needed me!

I Was There [prod.new desires]

Lyrics:

It's immediate pain when I wake in the morning
A shot to the brain and it bangs like a bullet
The feeling is fake but it’s raining and pouring
So why am I embracing the storm

When the weather is gray like every day
I hate when the phase doesn’t fade away
And I’m running in place ain’t nothing gonna change
What’s it gonna take I’m stuck in the shade
 
Like ohhhh what’s putting me down
Used to be worse but I’m better off now
I know I’m letting me down
Hoping that I’ll come around

But Its immediate pain when I wake in the morning
A shot to the brain and it bangs like a bullet
The feeling is fake but it’s raining and pouring
So why am I embracing the storm

If Its immediate pain when I wake in the morning
A shot to the brain and it bangs like a bullet
The feeling is fake but it’s raining and pouring
So why am I embracing the storm

The storm hit, the waves crash down
Emotions swirling, I'm bout to crash out
My old self is still
fading away

starting to forget the pain I can't forget it all
Memories keep hurting me and causing my damn fall
I know I know I notice now
That I that I keep falling down

You 
Wanna see me lose see me lose it all
But the storm that brought me down is finally
Fading now

But Its immediate pain when I wake in the morning
A shot to the brain and it bangs like a bullet
The feeling is fake but it’s raining and pouring
So why am I embracing the storm

So why am I
So why am I
So why am I embracing the storm

STORM (feat. William$) (prod. Kadeynce)

Yøu đisappear with the smøke (ft. Америка) (prod. xenshel)[REIMAGINED]

Afterlife (prod.52Blu)

Loves Last Breath In Cupids Hands

Our love is not dead
it still lingers in the air
it's just a ghost that refuses to
disappear 

I'm not waiting here for you to kill me
I'll sit here and die slowly
I'll die here slowly 

Theres got to be a reason why were still here 
why are we, why are we still here 
why are we still here 

I'm not waiting here for you to kill me
I'll sit here and die slowly
I'll die here slowly 

BLEGH
OH
THIS IS
YOUR FAULT

(look at what you've done)

I'm not waiting here for you to kill me
I'll sit here and die slowly
I'll die here slowly 



Slowly (prod. MadaTracker)

Sophia Ad Astra- Auburn

open for collaborations :)

I test out different genres mostly, but I prefer my emo metal things :0

I am a 17 yr old vocalist doing what I like to do 

Can't stay here! (prod.Coka$ian)

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