living in fear (ft. benzosaint)

The dreamer dreams of past mistakes. A liar to themselves. 

PROD: @NOVOSK
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]x2
You're special
You're shining
Im desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie

[VERSE]
Your lips they taste like cleaning products
Kiss them till they gone
Feeling strong to murmur words that don't make any sense
Losing color in my lies I can't tell difference between the black and white
Im telling everyone I'm doing fine
But stay inside
Staying glued to sticky carpets 
I'm too stubborn not to speak in abstract ways
Never vulnerable I spin a yarn of fiction with the ends they splitting into bits
Until my story finished and I finally fizzle out
Brain cells sizzle till it seeping out the snout

[VERSE]
I don't know 
What to do
Without you
You're my muse
You're my love
Someone that I have to compare to when everything is rough
I don't know 
What to do
When I'm stuck
Cause you could care less if I lied about my life
Just a Sprinkle of it flick the lighter and inhale like a cigarette

[HOOK]x2
You're special
You're shining
Im desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie

Vocal sample taken from "BURDEN OF DREAMS" (1982) by Les Blank

Goodnight&Goodbye

Burden of Dreams

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Burden of Dreams [prod. novosk]

When's the last time you didn't feel like an actor in somebody else's story?

PROD: @NOVOSK
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Time is thin I don't even cherish things 
Unless they come with puppet strings
Man I love that shit
Playground melting with my self esteem
I punch my rotten body just to blow off steam 

[HOOK]X2
Doomsday clock missing hands
Ticking time bomb in everybody's business plans
Next generation have to give up
Put the .45 inside the palms of every kid

[VERSE]
Sit outside at 3am watch the planet fall
Wait all night and then I start again I didn't get to see it all
Been a bad day, bad week and a bad lifetime
Watch the minutes fly by
End is nigh so why should I care
My ignorance is thick and I choose to live in bliss
Not so different we all suffer just the same
Same shit different day
Same pits that we live in
Same problem just a different coat of paint
What a waste of good glitter
Spread it all around like litter
Cowardice inside of me 
Inadequate to speak with others 
Too avoidant never have a special moment
Drift in lonely waters

[HOOK]X2
Doomsday clock missing hands
Ticking time bomb in everybody's business plans
Next generation have to give up
Put the .45 inside the palms of every kid

Vocal samples taken from "Fighting in the Age of Loneliness" (2018) by Jon Bois and Felix Biederman

Grounded

Grounded [prod. novosk]

Do you hear the drumming? Catatonic vibrations.

PROD: @LUCYWYNTERS
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Coaster prints all around my flat
I haven't cleaned in months the trash is stopping doors from opening
I'm reaching out to figures right behind the keyhole 
But my fingers slice off at like every opportunity
Modern world will exclude then call you parasite
Call me a slacker call me a loser
Why you so jobless go back to college
Utterly thoughtless all I can make is worthless art don't be dishonest
Stop it get some experience
Cannot give any you ain't even serious
I'm on my knees I'm begging to work I'm going delirious
Fearing not being able to eat off a plate

[HOOK]X2
Here's my application how much do you pay?
Junior in the game you need to be prestigious for the lowest wage
Catch 22 to join the 27 club
Reverse internship rob you of the last of all your funds

[VERSE]
Annnnd it's not like I don't try
Runny nose my snotty hands need a bow flex
Cry your little heart out all you want it won't make a change
Depraved of food and water living check to check
Then wonder why we all depressed
Why you even bother?
They won't hire you unless you offer to be chained up as a martyr pulling 90-hour weeks
World wide web corp force you to your knees then sell you very unattainable dreams

[HOOK]X2
Here's my application how much do you pay?
Junior in the game you need to be prestigious for the lowest wage
Catch 22 to join the 27 club
Reverse internship rob you of the last of all your funds

Tinnitus Machine

Tinnitus Machine [prod. lucy wynters]

A true purity in naivety. Taken off Goodnight&Goodbye. March 23rd.

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PROD: @VERMIN666
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
Sunlight beaming on my forehead
Skin turning golden ain't a mall rat
Skateboards and a steel bat
Batter up let's play till we fall flat
All my days are the best now
No school just hanging in the sewers with my best friends
Remember that we used to slide down hills on our skateboards
Dreading days ahead in front a chalkboard
Every pair of pants I own are covered in these grassy stains
Only go indoors to get some food and play some games
Every day the best in the month of may
Night gon roll around and we gon have to celebrate
Our misadventures as a group of kids in baggy clothes
Pass the bowl of chips let's watch a flick and laugh about it
My baby teeth are chipped and showing through my healthy grin
I don't wanna miss these days grilled cheese lemonade
Nightfall and I'm sleepy
Need more štark in my tummy
Transformers on the tv
Man I love that everything is easy
Pillow forts with my sister
Skate so much that my feet got some blisters
Sleep it off you're so tired
Wake up do it all again these days I admire
Things were always simple
Cartoons and Nintendo
Wii sports my memento
Everything since then been a discrendo 
Finally hit the age of 23
And the trees we used to climb are gone 
Paved over lawns and garbage on the street
Where I grew up ain't here anymore
Everything a distant memory
Replaced with gentrified accessories
If I close my eyes then maybe I will see my dead friends
Hanging out on the park swings

Grilled Cheese Lemonade

Grilled Cheese Lemonade [prod. vermin]

TALK2MUCHSHIT ft. TIMAULK [PROD. @PANDEMXNIUM]

SORRY NOT SORRY

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PRODUCTION BY @JAMESGORCZYCA1
ART BY @C3OF

SORRY

Iceman (feat. Yxung Plague)

Green Day

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