Man, you didn't have to make me emotional. It was still beautiful. Hyped to hear the whole project!! 💙

the beat + ur lyrics make so much fuckin sense

whatever prod raccoonz x redda

The dreamer dreams of past mistakes. A liar to themselves. 

PROD: @NOVOSK
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]x2
You're special
You're shining
Im desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie

[VERSE]
Your lips they taste like cleaning products
Kiss them till they gone
Feeling strong to murmur words that don't make any sense
Losing color in my lies I can't tell difference between the black and white
Im telling everyone I'm doing fine
But stay inside
Staying glued to sticky carpets 
I'm too stubborn not to speak in abstract ways
Never vulnerable I spin a yarn of fiction with the ends they splitting into bits
Until my story finished and I finally fizzle out
Brain cells sizzle till it seeping out the snout

[VERSE]
I don't know 
What to do
Without you
You're my muse
You're my love
Someone that I have to compare to when everything is rough
I don't know 
What to do
When I'm stuck
Cause you could care less if I lied about my life
Just a Sprinkle of it flick the lighter and inhale like a cigarette

[HOOK]x2
You're special
You're shining
Im desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie

Vocal sample taken from "BURDEN OF DREAMS" (1982) by Les Blank

Goodnight&Goodbye

Burden of Dreams

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Burden of Dreams [prod. novosk]

A true purity in naivety. Taken off Goodnight&Goodbye. March 23rd.

MUSIC VIDEO HERE - https://youtu.be/9b6XWtejUi0

PROD: @VERMIN666
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
Sunlight beaming on my forehead
Skin turning golden ain't a mall rat
Skateboards and a steel bat
Batter up let's play till we fall flat
All my days are the best now
No school just hanging in the sewers with my best friends
Remember that we used to slide down hills on our skateboards
Dreading days ahead in front a chalkboard
Every pair of pants I own are covered in these grassy stains
Only go indoors to get some food and play some games
Every day the best in the month of may
Night gon roll around and we gon have to celebrate
Our misadventures as a group of kids in baggy clothes
Pass the bowl of chips let's watch a flick and laugh about it
My baby teeth are chipped and showing through my healthy grin
I don't wanna miss these days grilled cheese lemonade
Nightfall and I'm sleepy
Need more štark in my tummy
Transformers on the tv
Man I love that everything is easy
Pillow forts with my sister
Skate so much that my feet got some blisters
Sleep it off you're so tired
Wake up do it all again these days I admire
Things were always simple
Cartoons and Nintendo
Wii sports my memento
Everything since then been a discrendo 
Finally hit the age of 23
And the trees we used to climb are gone 
Paved over lawns and garbage on the street
Where I grew up ain't here anymore
Everything a distant memory
Replaced with gentrified accessories
If I close my eyes then maybe I will see my dead friends
Hanging out on the park swings

Grilled Cheese Lemonade

Grilled Cheese Lemonade [prod. vermin]

i just spent a whole rack at the mall
yeah you know how i ball
always putting in my all

feeling heavy i know i might take a fall
bitch i know you got my call
i don't really care at all

soul search
i've been looking for you all day
my heart hurts
got me feeling like it's doomsday
like

soul search
i don't think you love me anyway
self insert
why would you think that is okay

depressed
i'm a social fucking reject
at least i got diamonds all up on my necklace
i don't think i've ever been so reckless
you got a problem please come and check this

spotify

soul search

PRODUCTION & ART WORK DONE BY ME 

LAY ME DOWN 
CALM ME DOWN
LOST YOUR CROWN
ILL MAKE U PROUD

ANOTHER FUCKING WEEK WERE I CANT EVEN SLEEP
IVE BEEN TRYING ON MY OWN BUT WITH YOU I FEEL COMPLETE
AND IM STRUGGLING WITHIN SO I JUST HAD TO LEAVE
BUT SHES NEVER COMING BACK YOU DONT GOTTA TELL ME

LAY ME DOWN 
CALM ME DOWN
LOST YOUR CROWN
ILL MAKE U PROUD

I DONT FEEL A THING BUT THATS JUST HOW IT GOES
WHEN I SAW THAT RING I JUST STOOD AND FUCKING FROZE
NO LIFE TO LIVE SO IM DROWNING IN MY SORROW
IMA CALL IT QUITS U CAN U CAN CALL ME AGAIN TMR

LAY ME DOWN 
CALM ME DOWN
LOST YOUR CROWN
ILL MAKE U PROUD

DONT WAKE ME UP IF YOU CANT EVEN SPEAK
THE MONSTERS IN THE BACK ARE JUST LIKE MY DREAMS
ANOTHER VOIDED THOUGHT BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN
HOW COME THE BAD GUY IS ALWAYS FUCKING ME

LAY ME DOWN 
CALM ME DOWN
LOST YOUR CROWN
ILL MAKE U PROUD
2X

Calm Me Down If You Can

[200 x 400 x 99] VeleN0 // Pois0N [hImSelf x XaBarA$$$ x IbLi$$$] YCS EXV

prod by iney
cover art by me

the moon shines bright tonight
let’s dive deep into the night
you and i forever
united we are better

let me take you on my back
just stare at the stars
the winds erasing my tracks
we might end up on Mars

hold my hands and kiss me
lets feel eternity
my heart will combust
let’s turn back to dust

one small step at a time
for you i’d do so many crimes
baby i’m committed
what we are aint wicked

the moon shines bright tonight
let’s dive deep into the night
you and i forever
united we are better

let me take you on my back
just stare at the stars
the winds erase my tracks
we might end up on Mars

hold my hands and kiss me
make me feel eternity
my heart will combust
let’s turn back to dust

look at the stars [prod. iney]

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I'm completely normal I swear.

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Grilled Cheese Lemonade [prod. vermin]

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