Anthrax- Mad House

Suicide Note, Pt. 2 - Pantera (skip a min)

an original song. from my album [My Art Is Suffering].

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[LYRICS]

surprise!
i'm still alive?
and designated: 
"a problem."
[ IF YOU DON'T REPLY- I'M JUMPING. TONIGHT. ]
i guess-
the time i've spent?
all seven years were just rotten...
[ LEAVE ME ON READ TO FIND ME DEAD. ]

i seek sleep...
[ I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS. I DON'T MAKE PLANS. ]
to numb my pain
[ AND HONESTLY? ANY DAY COULD BE MY LAST. ]
when i don't eat...
 
i just bleed...
[ SMOKING TOO MUCH. NICOTINE AGAIN FOR LUNCH. ]
and still-
[ WHY CAN'T LOVE TASTE LIKE A LUCKY STRIKE? ]
i scream in every dream...

tonight-
these words hit just right...
like every lyric was:
"locked-in."
[ I SAID I WAS FINE-BUT, MAYBE... I LIED? ]
duress-
can't bless this mess...
my talent is:
being forgotten.
[ HEY,  DO YOU WANT TO HEAR MY THOUGHTS ON SUICIDE? ]

no one has ever seen an authentic version of me
truth is:
i'm disconnected...
your world is just some hell i've slept in for years...



i hate it here...



WE ARE THE VISIONS OF YOUR LUCID DREAMS 
FRAYED DISTORTED EDGES 
DEATH 
REBARBATIVE THINGS
[ so long... ]
ANOTHER YEAR
[ darling... ]
PLEASE-
LET THE END BE NEAR

WE ARE THE FOOTNOTES ON YOUR SUICIDE NOTE 
SCRATCHED IN DESPERATE AFTERTHOUGHT 
SUCCINCT AND REMOTE
[ melancholy... ]
I ONLY HOPE
I ONLY COPE

what am i still doing here?

[ I LIKE THE TASTE OF MY NOSE BLEED 
IT'S SANGUINE IRONY ]

why do i still linger here?

[ HERE'S DEMO II
ALL I'LL LEAVE FOR YOU-
OF MY SUICIDE DIARY ]

the light inside is broken
but i still work...

Augauxia

RIGHTEOUS WAR

she cried there silently
when they broke her body
all filmed in 16 mil
and hidden in the attic
all the proof was in her lifeless eyes

they never found her body
or the men who did this
cut piece by piece
meat sold to neighbors
sadistic bastards
fled to russia

she spoke of things only the dead knew
all i could was listen
i tried to close my eyes
but she pried them open

i don't want to hear this
or see her anymore
i feel her inside me

i'm sorry i ate you
i didn't know 
the flesh was from you

are we bound forever
or will you let me go
if i puke my guts out

CARNIS shit vocal demo

Gastric Eversion

"Originally written and performed by our band in the late 1990s, these songs have been reimagined using the original recordings combined with modern AI technology. This process has allowed us to finally realize the sound we always envisioned—something that was beyond our reach at the time. These tracks now reflect the true spirit and ambition we had from the very beginning."

Augauxia

C.M.M.

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