Let Us Hurt Ourselves

Lyrics:
CQ CQ CQ
This is Whiskey November Seven November
Whiskey November Seven November
Standing by

CQ calling in the middle of the night
Skips and hops if the conditions are right
Adjusting the squelch on my TYT
Silent noise nightmare…
Or a DX dream?
QRZ
QRA
Propagation game

Begin Transmission!
QRO
QRP
QRS
QRT

In the static
A signal is sung
Fading voices
Like ghosts they haunt

CW dits and dahs
Such a pity I never learned morse code
...---...

End of Transmission!
Gatekeepers and angry old men
Maybe I should switch to the citizens band

Idahome

Esoteric Transmission

SSRI Sunshine Sequence

Dictionary/Performer/Personaly

The Same

Chill Vaporhop Beats To Edge To

‘strange device’ is an ambitious and immersive journey into the darker corners of the human experience. Created by the duo cyntrix and the pilot, the album weaves together a powerful blend of distorted guitars, heavy bass, breakcore drums, and choral-style vocals to create a moody and sinister soundscape. Thematically, it delves into complex emotional realms, exploring trauma, grief, and existential dread alongside deeper themes of generational curses, moral scrupulosity, and the psychological toll of CPTSD, anxiety, and depression.

At the heart of strange device lies the title track, a cinematic rock piece that balances the album’s extremes of sound and emotion. Featuring a dynamic range of distorted guitars, synth solos, and obscure sci-fi-inspired effects, this song embodies the duo’s signature blend of intricate sound design and emotionally charged storytelling. It draws listeners into a world where personal suffering is inextricably linked to larger existential questions, offering moments of both despair and resilience.

The album represents a significant creative leap for cyntrix and the pilot. Pushing themselves beyond the electronic realm, they embraced a wider sonic palette, incorporating electric guitars, six-string bass, drum kits, and even field recordings to achieve a massive and atmospheric wall of sound. These experimental techniques were designed to reflect the album's colossal themes—nihilism, spiritual psychosis, wrath, death, and the decay of both body and mind.

In ‘strange device’, the duo confronts the agony of being born into a world darkened by the weight of past generations. Through this sonic exploration, they pose a singular, poignant question: when surrounded by the darkness, do you surrender and darken with it, or do you rise to become a beacon of light?

strange device

body horror

body horror - cyntrix & the pilot [strange device]

Lyrics:

Made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn
But i love the thought
The thought of us
I cant turn, cant turn away
Why wont you stay
If there's nothing to change
I cant take, the pain away
One more mistake
Straight to my brain
All the memories of just you and me

Your too hard to tame
So I dug my grave
For you
Maybe I'm to blame
For all of our pain
Its eating my alive

Cause I made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn
But I love the thought
The thought of us
I cant change, can't change cause I

Made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn but I
I love the thought
The thought of us
I cant turn, cant turn so why
Why wont you stay
If there's nothing to change
I cant take, the pain
One more mistake
Straight to my brain
All the memories of just you and me

mistakes

[LYRICS]

just don't get old
[ PROTECT YOUR FLESH FROM THE SUN ]
don't grind your teeth
[ YOU GOTTA BRUSH EVERY SINGLE ONE ]
and never get too attached 
to anything

don't stay up late
[ EIGHT HOURS IS MANDATORY ]
don't stare at the sun
[ NICE SHADES- OAKLEYS FOR ME ]
get your life in order
yeah-
that could be fun...

proofread 
p.s. 
nothing. 
i leave.

you made mistakes
it's plain to see by the wrinkles on your face
i only need:
a pack of smokes and some gasoline
to pump out that fire
burn one like before
finally feel more than just tired
let myself feel joy more...

don't bite your nails
[ SNIP, CLIP, THEN YOU FILE- SO CLEAN ]
don't pick your skin
[ LATHER, RINSE, AND REPEAT FOR A NICE SHEEN ]
reach out to a friend
and
let them in

show up on time
[ 15 MINUTES EARLY, OR YOU'RE LATE ]
every now and then read
[ OUR BRAINS ARE ROTTING FROM MEDIA MIND-RAPE ]
turn off your cellphone and tv
unplug from that screen

proofread 
p.s. 
nothing. 
i leave.

it's not all bad
appreciate the small things
take wins when you can
maybe you need
to shake up your life
and try doing some new thing
so get out of your home
no real goal in mind
no plan for where you roam
you might just like what you find

make sure you save
[ FAKE RABBIT: THE OTHER KIND OF PROTEIN ] 
watch what you eat
[ ONE-A-DAY VITAMINS, THE BEST FLAVOR: LIMA BEAN ]
no need for most medications 
hydration solves things

don't drink too much
[ KICKFLIP, THEN MARADONA, TO NUTMEG ]
help those in need
[ SELL SCENTED CANDLES OF SQUISH MITTEN TO GET PAID ]
laugh at yourself 
and love unconditionally 

when can i see you again?
got fantasies of you dialed-in...
the frequent coping mechanisms-
i submit...
why do i linger near-
the sad state that got me here?
the constant shit i bring upon myself...

i'm best when:
i'm depressed...

with you...
i'm seventeen again
LINES UP AND DOWN OUR SKIN
clove smoke
and i loved

when you...
would leave a small imprint
DRAW BLOOD FROM FANG-TO-NECK
i hope
that i choke

tonight...
your parents just stay downstairs
TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DO YOUR CARE BEAR
i scream
for a tight squeeze

my throat...
was built to grip and overdose
GUESS A COUPLE OF TIMES I CAME CLOSE?

surprise!

i'm still alive...

proofread your suicide note for mistakes you made

Jaredo N Christoph remix by dj face

For the most part, I write stories and make music to go along with them.

proofread your suicide note for mistakes you made

C.M.M.

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