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“After the Blur” is a soul-deep journey through emotional clarity, crafted by Kaelion with haunting precision and poetic restraint. Across 20 tracks, the album explores what remains after the chaos fades — the quiet truths, the unsent signals, the soft armor we wear to survive love.

Each song is a vignette: cinematic, intimate, and structured like a memory. From the ambient ache of “Poignant Flow” to the sensual defiance of “Spicy Hot Ballads,” Kaelion builds a sonic archive that feels lived-in and timeless. The production is minimalist but textured — ambient pads, lo-fi percussion, soft piano, and vocals that glide between confession and control.

Themes of emotional interference, quiet resilience, and late-night vulnerability run throughout. The album doesn’t chase resolution — it honors the blur, the bloom, and the breath that follows.

6. Poignant Flow

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Lyrics:
I'm sorry mom and dad I know I've messed up bad, I should've, should've done, should've done better.
 I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had to get my life, to get my life together, but I didn't

 1993 you gave birth to me, sweet little baby girl had the world at my feet, before I could even stand.
 Cradled me in your right and your left hand a precious bundle of un-made plans.
 Hopes and dreams of bigger things, a bright future so it seemed
 But that light grew a little less bright as I grew up we began to fight.
 When I was 13 I was so damn mean, running away had nothing more to say then I hate you.
 But that's not true now
 I just don't, I just don't, I just don't know how to say;

 I'm sorry mom and dad I know I've messed up bad, I should've, should've done, should've done better.
 I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had to get my life, to get my life together, but I didn't

 You never talk about me to your friends
 Because you must be so embarrassed
 I dropped out of college without any plans; I moved back home I couldn't even pay rent.
 I was living on your couch trying to figure it out, cutting myself up, tearing myself down.

 I'm sorry mom and dad I know I've messed up bad, I should've, should've done, should've done better
 I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had to get my life, to get my life together, but I didn't

 I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you that house upon that hill
 Or take care of all your medical bills
 I know I didn't make you proud; I should've been someone by now but I never figured out how
 I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you that house upon that hill
 Or take care of all your medical bills
 I know I didn't make you proud; I should've been someone by now but I never figured out how

 I'm sorry mom and dad I know I've messed up bad, I should've, should've done, should've done better.
 I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had to get my life, to get my life together...

 I'm sorry mom and dad I know I've messed up bad, I should've, should've done, should've done better.
 I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had to get my life, to get my life together, but I didn't

 Sincerely, Your Daughter

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