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@ruddaz ⠀ + ⠀@gasoiid ⠀ + ⠀@coast2coast
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gasoiid - a journey home ミ★

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hi. its been so long that idk what to really say here.  

this song means a lot to me because ive been on a journey myself of trying to find my way back home. my way back to myself. finding myself. or rather, returning to myself. 

this account has been with me through so much, and it’s really incredible to see just how far these silly edits have taken me over the course of these years. i realize now that even when i felt completely and utterly lost and alone, god was aligning my steps and cleaning up the road ahead of me. 

its felt really good to dive into the idea of god, and who he is to me. after having been a vehement atheist my whole life, to really have my entire worldview, mind, and perception be changed so much in such a short amount of time has been a mind boggling change for me to experience. 

a journey of truth is never an easy one, but i’ve really felt like ive found the missing piece to my life in him. 

and im happy :)

im happy because i no longer feel defeated everytime I open my eyes, i no longer feel the weight of comparison crushing my spirit whenever i look at my friends and my peers living their truths and making their dreams come true. 

i may not be the best, but thats okay for me, because i’m no longer ashamed to be me. and im returning to who that “me” really is, and it feels good. 

of course there are a lot of growing pains, but ive done so many things in this past year that i never would have ever thought possible for me just 2-4 years ago. 

i played my first international show in berlin (big ty to @candyflip030!) and rn as of writing this im slated to go to las vegas to perform my first domestic show with @purityleech and the roflcopter crew [6.28.2025!!!! so end of this month]

that inner critic inside of me still talks but im learning how to no longer listen to him. im learning what it means to believe in a vision and truly have faith. im learning what it means to surrender. im learning how to take the good with the bad, and find the good IN the bad. 

at the beginning of this year my entire life was turned upside down, i lost my friends, my bf, and pretty much my entire life. and i spent the end of last year living in fear and trying to claw on a door that god had closed for me. but now 6 months into 2025 im actually happier than ive been in a long time. and yes my new life is not easy, god is instilling in me the virtue of responsibility, but it is good. 

and i want to continue growing. I still battle with fear on a daily basis. I still have major anxieties and insecurities. and I still feel so unworthy of any kind of success that whenever I get any sliver of it I have the urge to self sabotage.... but im learning how to OVERCOME. 

i want to continue becoming the true version of me, the me that i never knew i could be. i know it’s in there, and i know i will find him, i just have to keep going, and i need to have faith. and i know that there are things that i want that i may not ever get, but im learning how to become okay with that. 

im finally thankful for this life of mine. and i can’t believe that it’s taken me this long to start living. yes i may be a late bloomer, but im glad to be blooming now nonetheless. this is just the beginning…. this is just the beginning  ⠀ ⠀ ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚


- g.   =)   <3

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Gestaposcope (Nightcore)

Flogging The Cargo (Nightcore)

My Love (Nightcore)

Dance Of Bloody Wives (Nightcore)

#nxc #hardstyle #gymstyle #gym #jim #pr #gymhardstyle

I do not own any of these tracks/artworks. I only remaster/remix, meaning I simply cut, edit, or tempo edit these tracks. I am not monetized and never will be, I do this because I enjoy it, and after all, some tracks are just better in NXC :)

BraxX - Higher Skies

HIGHER SKIES [MCTIP NXC]

RAISED BY THE WEB MEGAMIX PT 3

Wenext - Tenten ft. Młody West, wane, Okekel [NIGHTCORE] (SPED UP BASSBOOST)

I didnt make this track, GuitarBF and Casper's Pishogue did. I just fw' the sped up version a lot 

shes a 10 but shes psycho (feat. casper's pishogue) Sped Up

0rganika//nightcore

any more....

coldcloud - pop star (remix + speed up)

Yung Adisz - "Czemu Kocham Złą Laskę" Feat. Partycja [NIGHTCORE] (SPED UP + BASSBOOST)

made on an battered macbook air so allow the quality xx

mashup of Skinny x Club Classic BB Tricks remix by Billie Eilish and Charli XCX
:)

Skinny Club Soda 1106

scars :3

Lee Ricks: V
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Just got a text, you know I'll check, but I know it's not from you

Reach for the sky, I'm out of time, you're hanging with someone new

Feels like I've been sleeping on an ice cube

My skin ain't getting warmer 'til it finds you ('til it finds you)

It's said and done, gave it my all, guess you're not made for me

Two different lives, you know your way, I'm walking aimlessly


Searching the cupboards for where the time went

Only hear your voice when it's silent

I'm burning the letters you sent me from places you moved

Every day, it gets harder accepting the truth

And I know that you left with a lump in your throat

All the songs that I wrote now are pointless

And I knew how you felt when we would lay on the floor

Saw that soon we would crash, and I was far from the shore

Needed time and advice, not a shattering life

But you left me alone in poisonous waters
 
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poisonous water(snippetcvr)

yah i luv da beach :3

produced by Gakqx.
vocals made by Mellzin.

LIKE THAT!

DO U LIKE THAT! (w/ Mellzin)

cryyy forevre

I'll be back in 6 months
I'm at sea
You will all know my pain.

tg(dm): @bloodyautograph

i love everyone i want to give everyone a hug

Revolutionizing Gym Playlists.

I remix euphoric hardstyle.

I sometimes have trouble finding decent hardstyle songs in the jim. So i did what any sensible person would do, and i made decent ones.

NXC, Hardstyle, Gymstyle, Jim, Gym Hardstyle

Keep in mind, I own little of the tracks I post. If any of the respective owners would like their edited track/remix taken down, just say so. I AM NOT MONETIZED, NOR WILL I EVER BE.

facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61561907553773

All the songs that I wrote now are pointless..

I’d still do anything for you 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/1tQWSNUM5Xv6qz50bclviz?si=AY6EbQXBS_KRLet4jHs1sA

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